ughhhhh so I have ADHD and I usually don’t take my medication in the summer because I don’t need it/ want to build a tolerance to it. I took it today because I’m taking this online class for my work and I needed to get this shit done. I take a fairly high dosage so usually I ease myself up to it with my lower dosage when i’ve been off it for a while, but today I just took my full amount. The only problem is, The online class is mostly videos I cannot skip and then a test at the end of each unit. If you get one question wrong, you have to rematch all the videos. Ritalin is better for doing like concrete chemistry homework and stuff. I feel so restless sitting here rewetting the same videos over and over that I CANNOT SKIP! the really sucky part, is that I can barely even sign onto the online class without the motivation of my medication. So i need it but I’m just so fucking restless right now. Im just letting the videos play while writing this because I’ve now rewatched them 7 TIMES!! because the Wifi is being dumb and keeps logging me out and I keep getting 1 fucking question wrong. This is only unit 3 out of 18...s












