You sit at home crying and wondering where he is, but is he even thinking of you? You keep hoping that he will change and come knocking at your door begging for you back. Oh wait... he’s already done that and all its led to was more disappointment and tears.
You see he doesn’t actually mean what he says and all his tears are fake. He’s using you because you’re there, you sit and you wait for him to come back. You’re his second option not his first. When something or someone doesn’t work out he runs to you the person he knows is there for him no matter what.
You keep waiting for a miracle that will never happen. You see he doesn’t have your heart nor the capability to love the way you do. He’s selfish and manipulative, calculating and harsh. He says he doesn’t know why he does the things he does but deep down he does— it’s for his own selfish reasons.
“I’M SORRY” you’ve heard it over and over but you need to stop letting him in, stop letting him use you, stop letting him affect you. You need to let him go because if you don’t you’re going to lose yourself in trying to save a person who doesn’t even want to save themselves.
You need to move on and take care of yourself because he hasn’t been taking care of you. He’s taken advantage of what you feel for him and that’s not fair. Cut him out no matter how hard because if not you’ll find yourself sad all the time while he’s out living his life.
