Momentum
I’ve been getting more into spiritual woo woo shit recently. I’ve been watching a lot of Star Girl the Practical Witch tarot readings. I’m learning about astrology and I’m starting to trust that the universe has its best intentions in mind for me. I really believe that the universe will take care of you if you let it.
I’ve been feeling even more lost since I’ve been back from Italy than I felt before. Before I left, I felt like my life was finally picking up some momentum and I felt in control of my life for the first time. It felt exciting and I was hopeful that things would get better. Since this pandemic, I have no idea what the future looks like or what it COULD look like. It feels like everything is spiraling out of control in the world right now. When you think things can’t get worse, they do. I don’t know what’s happening or why any of this is happening, but part of me feels like it must be for a reason.
5.30.20