#stubbornessissues

[shaevira]

"weiss schnee in this beeconomy" had me fuckin wheezing

💀💀💀

FR though. Like, I wanted to see more Weiss action:tm: this volume and I feel cheated. We need more Ice Queen rather than this Beescream bullshit.

[sadmages]

Hey!! Hi! just came across your art and it's super duper gorgeous, it's got such an energy about it! 💖💖 Would it be alright to trim some parts down to be used as emojis in a private tma server for some friends and I? They've all seen a number of the comics and we're joking that some of the expressions would make wonderful emojis, so I just wanted to check that you're comfy with that before doing it 💖

Hey! Thank you so much?? That is honestly super flattering ;v;!!!!! So yeah go ahead I’m honoured!!! As long as they stay in that server I’m fine with it :3 Enjoy them!!

[oceanwxter]

throwback to early YouTube

oh shit i got tagged!!

@juhumaki oh shit this was a surprise lksjfhdgf a very fun one tho!! ty liz ;u;

klsjdgf idk who to tag!! if YOU want to do this, feel free!  hmm.  @kazanaritsubasa @goshzillas @stubbornessissues  (obvs, no one i tag has to do this!!)  

Appearance

I’m over 5’5” // I wear glasses/contacts // I have blonde hair // I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // I have one or more piercings // I have blue eyes // I have dyed or highlighted my hair // I have gotten plastic surgery // I have or had braces // I sunburn easily // I have freckles // I paint my nails // I typically wear makeup // I don’t often smile // I am pleased with how I look // I prefer Nike to Adidas  // I wear baseball hats backwards

Hobbies

I play a sport // I can play an instrument (assuming kazoos count) // I am artistic // I know more than one language // I have won a trophy in some sort of competition // I can cook or bake without a recipe // I know how to swim // I enjoy writing // I can do origami // I prefer movies to tv shows // I can execute a perfect somersault // I enjoy singing // I could survive in the wild on my own // I have read a new book series this year // I enjoy spending time with friends // I travel during school or work breaks // I can do a handstand

Relationships

I am in a relationship // I have been single for over a year (aka my entire life ;u;) // I have a crush // I have a best friend I have known for ten years // My parents are together // I have dated my best friend // I am adopted // My crush has confessed to me // I have a long distance relationship // I am an only child // I give advice to my friends // I have made an online friend (slkjdgf most my friends are online) // I met up with someone I have met online (LOOKING AT YOU SKYE AND KI)

Aesthetics

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell // I have watched the sun rise // I enjoy rainy days // I have slept under the stars // I meditate outside // The sound of chirping calms me // I enjoy the smell of the beach // I know what snow tastes like // I listen to music to fall asleep (not always but every so often i enjoy it!) // I enjoy thunderstorms // I enjoy cloud watching // I have attended a bonfire // I pay close attention to colors // I find mystery in the ocean // I enjoy hiking on nature paths // Autumn is my favorite season (it’s like. the perfect blend of warm-chill [spring gives me allergies], also Aesthetics)

Misc

I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // I am the mom friend // I live by a certain quote // I like the smell of sharpies // I am involved in extracurricular activities // I enjoy Mexican food // I can drive a stick-shift // I believe in true love (sort of?) // I make up scenarios to fall asleep // I sing in the shower // I wish I lived in a video game // I have a canopy above my bed // I am multiracial // I am a redhead // I own at least three dogs

[derekstilinski]

✔ Let’s Play Graphics Challenge 2. February ▪ Mica Burton + Valentine’s Day icons, for @stubbornessissues !!

[anthill-men-blog]

You guys want some quick, dark, kinda magical/FAHC-ish Freewood?  No?  Too Bad.

Inspired by: [X]

~*~*~

Gavin knows, deep in his bones, that this is not Ryan.  He knows this in the same way he knows the sun rises in the East even behind the rain.  In the same way he knows that storms eventually end, and that life always finds a way even through the ashes of total destruction.

He knows this at the same depth he knows the way Ryan’s smile looks in the early morning rays of light, how his blue eyes shine when he’s first waking up with Gavin in his arms and doesn’t want to face the world... just yet.

Behind Ryan - No.  Behind the man who insists they all call him The Vagabond, the city burns.  Flames lick the sky, ever higher with every passing minute.  Blue has turned to a deadly mix of red and orange and shadows flicker across the strangers face.  Despite this all, the man smiles.

In his smile Gavin can almost see the man who loves him.  The man he’s loved for years.  

“What happened? Did Ryan really let you... let you in like this?  He couldn’t do that!”

The Vagabond steps in closer, closing the distance between them while Gavin looks on, his already cracked heart slowly loosing any strength it had left.  “He didn’t really know, of course.”  The Vagabond’s voice is just a touch darker than Ryan’s, with a little more gravel and much more ominous.  “Every time you and your crew went out causing mayhem, blowing shit up, putting yourselves in danger, I was laying the seeds.  Eventually I was able to slip in, piece by piece over the years.  But it was never really full control.  At his heart, he was far too good for that.  Not until.. well..”  He shrugs, giving Gavin the most nonchalant look. 

It makes him cringe.

“Until I was in danger.”  Gavin almost whispers.  Because he remembers that night.  The night Ryan had come in where Gavin had lain near death, barely conscious.  The look of rage and pure hatred in his eyes as he, single-handed, took on two dozen fully armed and armored men.

And lived.

Gavin’s nightmares had never really ended.

“Indeed.  That night, he was willing to take on any help just to save his poor little Gavin.  I think you know the rest of that story.”

The chaos behind him is more than enough of a reminder.  He doesn’t need to be told.  Doesn’t want to think about it.

There isn’t much hope left, at this point.  All he has is the small, sliver of desperation that somewhere, somehow, Ryan is still in there.  Gavin takes a step forward, reaching out for Ryan.  He slides his hands around and behind a stranger’s neck, the stranger with an achingly familiar face, and brings their lips together.

The kiss is warm and familiar, a slide of lips that Gavin has taken comfort in for years.  There’s a gentle scrape against his skin of the other man’s stubble sending quick shocks of shivers through his spine.  His body reacts on instinct, holding him closer and warming at the attention, at his taste, at the way Ryan reacts to him.

When he stops, they don’t move apart, breathing in each other’s space.  There’s a light in the deep blue of Ryan’s eyes, a flash of something familiar.  Gavin feels the sweet taste and heavy heat of Ryan’s breath against his kiss swollen lips and for a brief, heart stopping moment he thinks he’s made it through.  

But then, he laughs.  Its his laugh.  The bright and amused sound that first made Gavin start falling in love with him.  

And it’s so, so terribly wrong.

The cold feel of sharp steel presses against the underside of Gavin’s chin and what is left of his heart is doused in ice, shattering into a million jagged pieces.  

In his ears, laced with nothing but venom, The Vagabond reminds him of his failures. 

“You should have joined me when you had the chance.”

[miss-ingno]

stubbornessissues replied to your post: Guess who’s a Boss Ass Bitch

I wanna be like !!! with you. What did you do?

I successfully finished my propaedeutics course (AKA my examining professor accepted my proposal for my thesis) WHICH MEANS that I can now officially hand in all that paperwork for applying for my graduate thesis.

Which in turn effectively means I will have a grade on my thesis before RTX London. I’ve been struggling through depression and anxiety on this fucking study for over a year. It’s done now. It’s finished.

[planetberri]

I’m not even in this fandom but commissions bring me to sketch some compelling individuals

[outtsiders-mark]

52 - "You just wanted them because they light up.” Geoff & Gavin

Geoff sighed, a high pitched sound that faded into an irritated growl. “Gavin.”

“They’ll be useful Geoff!” Gavin immediately squawked back, his tone playfully pouty, like a child who knew he was going to get his way, even though his parent said no.

“You just wanted them because they light up!” Geoff started, his tone louder, causing his voice to crack and bringing another giggled sound from the brit standing in front of him as he threw his arms up. “They’re BOOMERANGS Gav, Do you even know how to throw one properly?” The two stared each other down, Geoff’s face falling blank as his arms dropped heavily by his sides at the lack of an answer. “You don’t, do you.”

“Sure I do! Watch!” Quickly gathering up one of the ten (who the fuck needs TEN boomerangs Gavin what the hell) boomerangs he stole for absolutely no reason, Geoff couldn’t stop him fast enough. The thing was thrown, and it did fly. Directly through the window. A closed window. That shattered as the flashing boomerang disappeared into the darkness outside the penthouse, obviously not returning. 

Gavin stared at the broken window. Geoff stared at Gavin. A nervous laugh erupted from Gavin before he squawked loudly, turning tail and fleeing down the hall as Geoff’s screams echoed through the penthouse. 

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