Sometimes I’m so stressed by everything that I start to be depressed, kind of desperate. University really stress me out with their interships things.
I have absolutely no worries about my grades, but I must get a 2 months internship in order to get my B.A.
I have no real work experience and nowadays, almost every company wants you to have some work experiences etc. etc. I can’t even apply for an internship!!!! And it’s crazy! How am I supposed to have a work experience if you don’t even want to take someone w/o expenrience for an internship???
I was so stressed by it, especially by my family that nagged me for weeks about how I’m in deep shit if I don’t get one. I didn’t tell anyone that I couldn’t sleep well for days and have a massive breakout due to that, because my friend who’s going to change her course tell me it’s gonna be alright, it’s not a big issue. Because I ask my bff if she could try to ask if her company do internships but she wouldn’t even ask her boss and tell me to get one myself.
I just couldn’t tell anyone because they would think I’m ridiculous.
So I’m here, posting on Tumblr, somewhere my friends won’t see it.











