#studentlifesucks

[reunoia]

To pass to the 2021-2022 class, I have 0,1 left...why on earth do I have to suffer going back to studies to get that 0,1. Couldn't they just give it to me for free vjkxdgkhwdgwsk

If I'm unable to get it, that would be the most embarassing thing in my whole life

[homeforthemissingandthelost]

Chapter 25 sneak peak

Long time no see! Life has been sooo hectic... I also got hit by some pretty hefty writer’s block. I think I’ve got it figured out now, and hopefully with Thanksgiving break I’ll be able to make another chapter or two go up. Again, really sorry about the hiatus. But here’s a sneak peak at some of next chapter!

“Ya didn’t really think I wouldn’t miss ya, didya?” A drawl similar to Jason’s soothing, but much higher pitched, and a jovial feel to it.

“I had hoped you would find us, but I wasn’t sure.” Hushed whispers in response, a solemn tone.

“Course I would! I’ll always come for my Pam-a-lam!”

A contented hum, “how did you even get out?” a pause, and Tim can hear fabric shifting and soft movements. “Are you alright? You’re bleeding.”

“Oi, sit yer pretty self down now Pammy, Ah know you’re still feeling that nasty spray, doncha gimme that look.” Another pause, and the fabric stops, and weight settles in a chair or some other piece of furniture. Tim’s not awake enough to distinguish it. “Nah, you know me Pammy, a Harley Quin takes her lickin’s and keeps on tickin’s!”Tim can hear her  laugh, she laughs hard enough it ends with a snort, and Tim’s lips quirck at the edges, she’s had that laugh for as long as he can remember seeing her. Tim knows he should probably open his eyes, start making noises to let them know he’s awake, but he wants to enjoy the last few minutes of bliss he has, before he has to face reality.

“Now then, tell me about this small fry you found? I know ya like kiddies, but there oughtta be a limit! Yer gonna be worse than Batsy at this point!”

Hah! Tim doesn’t think that’s possible at this point. As far as he knows, Tim is the only one Dr. Isley had ever truly cared about. Sure, she will help the lost or meandering, hungry child, but most don’t stick around for long.  

“This one isn’t a new one Harles, take a closer look.”

[frejyanoname]

This is only a fraction of what I've been working on....#uaamazing #studentlifesucks

[studentlifesucks]

I wish my parents let me be. Let me live my life calmly and like all 18-24 year-olds. I wish I had supportive and open-minded parents. I wish they had a better relationship or they were divorced. I wish my mum wouldn't be so controlling over me and my dad would let me do the things I want. It's not that I want to do something extreme. All I want is a little bit of freedom. Lâchez-moi les baskets! as the French say. It means to loosen the shoelaces, figuratively speaking it means to let me breath in my life. I am an adult and my parents still don't let me do the things I want because they control me financially. It's like a blackmail or something.

I'm really afraid that this summer is going to be a nightmare. I seriously consider this: whenever they won't let me sleep over my friend's house, I will take my keys and some cash tell them "see you tomorrow or after tomorrow, I don't know" and don't give a fuck. What are they gonna do to me? Huh? I'm sick and tired of this situation. 

Although...Concerning the sleeping at a friend's house: this can't happen all the time, I will be like a homeless person or something. I must find a better solution...

I'm pretty sure this whole post doesn't make any sense to anyone but me. But I can't stand this anymore. I want to scream. Nobody understands because everyone seems to have the kind of parents I want. They encourage them to go out, to have boyfriends, they help them, or at least they don't give a shit about their children because they're adults and they don't interfere. 

Umf. I want this summer to be a great summer. I want to spend quality time with my few friends and my boyfriend...I hope this time my parents will understand. It's their last chance. Hopefully, I'll be having a job after September and if they won't understand I'll stop talking to them on Skype every single day. That's it. I'll be finally independent. 

D.

[studentlifesucks]

Meh.

It's funny how I made it through the year and changed my mind so many times. 

At first, I didn't like law school at all. It was out of question. I said I'll study something else. But no. My parents insisted in a mean way: "Ok, go on, choose whatever you like...Well you don't know what else to study, do you? So go to law school!". That simple.

Now, the first year is coming to an end and I just want to get my degree, then get a job and finally do what I want in my life. I'm not sure yet what it is that I want. I still have 3 more years to think about it.

I'm starting to actually like it as well. Ok, I don't love what I study but at least I'm a bit interested in some lessons and I find law studies somehow useful in life. 

I am not gonna lie, I didn't know what else to study. I thought it was to early for me to choose since I didn't have any experiences in life. Also, I didn't have a lot of choices. Oh, have I mentioned that I study abroad? And that I live all alone in a foreign country? Just did. That was -and still is- kind of hard for me. I had to choose between living with my parents, studying to a unversity after which there's no future and ACTUALLY HAVING FRIENDS TO GO OUT or living alone and far from everyone that I knew, studying law and not having a social life. Well, at least I can be optimistic about my social life. As time goes by, I think I could make some new friends. However, if I stayed with my parents there would be no hope of improvement. They would always argue and then my mom would behave to me really bad. I couldn't stand it anymore. So yeah, I prefer living alone now. 

Uhmm..What else? I should better go to sleep now and make another post someday soon. To be continued...

D.

[bethanylaurenangel-blog-blog]

why am I still awake?

oh yeah, i have college work :(. urghhh. have to be up at like 6.30 too and I still need to shower. sooo not sleeping tonight.

[dxncingwiththedevil]

Sitting here wasting my life away on tumblr when I have a maths test that I haven't studied for tomorrow and an essay to write and two essays to study for on tuesday. Seriously, what the hell am I doing with my life?