#study hell

[itswilliamleonard]

it's Study Hell Comix but not as we know it,

[verfound]

FIC: Fictober19: Day 25: “I could really eat something.” (MLB/Lukanette)

Prompt: “I could really eat something.”

Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug

Character/Pairing: Luka Couffaine/Marinette Dupain-Cheng

Rating: K Plus / PG / Most Ages

Notes/Warnings: Y’all, it has been a WEEK.  On top of everything else, apparently my surge protector died during one of the last storms/power outages (we get them a lot – if it’s not a storm it’s some drunk asshole from one of the three bars across the street crashing into the transformer at the top of the street), so my laptop battery had just enough juice for the tech guy to tell me it was probably the surge protector before it died.  Picked a new one up last night, but that means another double update today.  I tried writing this last night, but it was getting late and I have no promises on what this actually is.  Goofball trash, I think.  I was about as sleep-drunk as Mari is here.  (Today’s prompt will be up tonight sometime.)

 “Aaaaand…done!” Marinette declared with a flourish, kicking away from her desk and leaning back in her chair, arching her spine to stretch out the multiple kinks that had accrued over the past…she glanced at the clock, her eyes squinting as the numbers blurred.  God, how long had she been at it, anyway?  The sun had still been up when she had first sat down at her desk – she knew that much.

“All finished?”

She jumped so hard she actually fell out of the chair.  There was a scurrying from the other side of the room as she groaned, and the next thing she knew Luka was kneeling beside her. His hands hovered uncertainly as he inspected her for damage, as if he was afraid of causing more harm if he touched her.

“Are you ok?” he asked, worry clear in his voice.  She laughed sheepishly – more of a manic giggle, really – and rubbed the back of her head.

“I…kind of forgot you were here?” she asked, grinning up at him.

[juxtaposed-roses]

There aren't enough pennies in the world.

[juxtaposed-roses]

Actual footage of me studying for the bar exam.

[juxtaposed-roses]

You deserve a drink...or five.

[twojastara-idk]

I know depression and ADHD is a very common combo, but it's a deadly fucking combo and I'm so tired. Especially since it's exam season, and I just failed my second exam, not because I'm not smart enough or because the subject is too hard, but because I cannot bring myself to study. I tried routines, taking 5 minute breaks, making plans, and then following them, making notes, I physically forced myself to sit down with my book open and no distractions in sight so I can't do anything else but study and the words I were reading just weren't sticking, nothing I was learning stayed in my head. I wasted so much time procrastinating, I can't stop thinking about studying, but I also can't start studying, my brain literally doesn't let me. And I know I have it easy still, I live in a country where higher education is practically free, I live with my parents, I study something I like and am interested in, but the most important organ in my body is straight up betraying me because it doesn't have enough chemicals it needs or some shit, and sometimes there's just nothing I can do, but accept the fact that I'm not a properly functioning individual, that depression is a mental illness that ADHD is a disorder, and that I will need more time and sometimes help with things other people do easily, and despite feeling guilty and hating myself for being "lazy" privileged and disappointing I need to keep going, because I only have this one life and I still think it's worth it

[juxtaposed-roses]

Schmitty gets it.

[betweentheheavesofstorm]

tfw u cant even get through a history mock and u don’t know why