Mar 20
Maybe making someone with ocd with a huge fear of chemicals who has to wash his hands with water so hot to the point it actively hurts multiple times to feel clean do labs involving chemicals isn’t a good idea
#I want to cry#like sob#I can’t eat my lunch because I feel unclean#I want to wash my hands again#and again#and I can’t wait to go home to use scalding hot water#I can’t even eat my food because I feel so dirty#even though I washed my hands and used hand sani twice#fuck chemistry#like I actually despise#it#stupid class#stupid subject#stupid labs#actually ocd#ocd#I hate my ocd#bruh#and anxiety#typing this with two fingers bc I’m scared of contamination
