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Dear mother, if you’re reading this I’m no longer at your side but I want you to know that whatever happened… the months I spent with you, dad and Luci were the happiest of my life.
I am a couples of years younger than Luci and when I was little the world was already falling apart and even if I was loved we never spent much time as, you know, a real family.
And… I’m not too good with words even when I try to write a letter but I want to thank you because you made me feel so loed and happy even if I probably didn’t turn up the perfect kid you wanted- *there are few deleted scribbles* but, hey, you still have a chance with the little me sooner or late you’ll have. I left a small present for you all, if you check in my bag there’s a small pink box with a special little gift for you, I’m not spoiling the surprise, and- could you give Dad, Luci and little Luci their own stuff? There are names written on them, don’t worry. And, please, keep an eye on Luci, the big one, she seems strong but she’s really scared to lose you and dad- and don’t let her go when the war’ll be over, I’m sure she’ll try to return in our future and change things even if she knows our world is doomed.
Oh, well, you should probably keep an eye on dad too, he tends to break stuff around and he’d be lost without you.
You know, mom, I hope I didn’t embarass you too much when I fell. I mean, falling on the battlefield is something but knowing how clumsy I can be I wouldn’t be surprised to find out I chocked on a candy. In any case I hope I somehow managed to protect my family, at least in the end.
Darn, it’s so awkward writing a letter ‘in case’ but I know I’d cry like a baby if I tried to have this kind of conversation so… this probably is the best way.
I’d like to end this begging you to take care of yourself, other kids always made fun of it but I’ve always been a ‘momma boy’ according to Owain and… yes, you are special to me.
I will always be at your side, watching over you, so… I dunno, I’m sorry, this is just ridicolous and… you know what? Fuck Everything!
I love you, mom, thank you for loving me,
Brady.






