As someone who considers herself a sub!Buck loyalist….

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As someone who considers herself a sub!Buck loyalist….
100% in the Buddie Team Switch tent over here btw bc these bastards are honestly just far too complex to ever be anything else imo.
like Buck with his praise kink all somebody please tell me i did good as i wasn't told this growing up by the people who were supposed to say it to me and it changed my brain chemistry by denying me of positive affirmations and molded me into a pliable thing that cannot help but take any shape others want me to so i just need need need you to please tell me that i did good and that i am good and help me to believe that i'm as good as you're telling me i am by holding me down and forcing me to take all of you into all of me until i'm fucking convulsing with just how good it feels and how good i am at it, and bc i now know for sure how much you love it too as you're saying it out loud to me, over and over and over again...
and Eddie, with absolutely everything in his life (outside of work) feeling so very out of his control and needing to gain some of it back by crushing Buck with his body weight and telling Buck exactly what it is he should be doing and precisely how to do it and have Buck whining and keening with how desperate he is to comply bc Buck has complete trust in Eddie, in Eddie's ability to make the right decision for whatever it is Buck needs—for what they both need—and having that allows Eddie to have the courage in his convictions that he often struggles to have outside of the(ir) bedroom when it comes to his emotions and that just feels so good to Eddie, to be doing it right, to be the one making Buck feel good, soso good, and to actually be taking (for once in his life) what it is that he wants and allowing himself to have the things he desires, to have Buck, all for himself, because that is what feels good to him...
but then there are those other times in Eddie's life that he has had to and still has to be a sure and steady hand, a reliable go-to, be totally unshakeable and unbreakable and in charge of making decisions that affect countless people's lives—victims of war, those he tries his best to serve and save on calls, colleagues, friends, the people he cares for and those he loves the most in his life—and it's. well. it's A Lot. so much actually, that Eddie sometimes needs to turn it off and just let it all go and allow somebody else take over and tell him what to do and when to do it bc he just needs to not think about it anymore, to not think at all, needs to just be a vessel for somebody else's decisions and desires and put his trust wholly in somebody else, in Buck, bc he doesn't always trust himself but Buck knows Eddie so well and so completely and understands what Eddie needs to get out of his own head and just have somebody tell him (outside of his job) that he did good for once, that he can get matters of the heart right instead of always wrong wrong wrong and have Buck tell him that yes, of course he's good for something, good for this, good for splaying himself wide open and taking everything he is given by Buck...
and then there's the whole Buck (outside of work) having zero fucking clue of what he's doing and even tho he is trying his very best all of the time he's getting it wrong A Lot of the time, bc his best isn't always good enough so he has to try harder, but then he's trying too hard, too much, which means he still isn't getting it right. and so to be able to be the one in charge of things and have his will and instruction be absolutely the right thing? the very thing that Eddie needs? that's such a heady experience, such a rush, and when he makes Eddie beg and cry with it and Eddie loves loves loves Buck for it—loves Buck for telling him how it should be and for Buck insisting on what he's giving being what Eddie deserves—that is Buck living and thriving and loving loving loving Eddie right back, with all the plundering depth that he has in him and can give and is...
and that, all of that, is just. how it is. every facet of it; every logistic; every angle; every way and any way you look at it; every (s)which way.
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digging way back in the archives... from my sub!buck fic. hmm. this one does speak to me... also giving you like 6 bonus sentences bc i'm a rebel like that.
“I get it, Buck. It’s okay. Don’t be embarrassed by what you like. What you need. Tell me what you need.” “Why?” “So I can give it to you.”
for every "🌹" received in my inbox i'll post one random sentence of a random WIP i'm currently writing
LRKWKFKWKSJ BUCK WITH A CLIPBOARD BUCK WITH A CLIPBOARD BUCK WITH A CLIPBOARD
I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM
Anyway, idk how Probie got roped into dealing with this (still harboring his unrequited crush?), but Eddie is clearly the only one who knows how to handle bratty Buck.....
Hopeful Not Helpless
Chapter 1: Can I Watch?
Eddie comes to Buck's rescue only to discover that maybe Buck doesn't need saving.
*oops they have sex earlier than i had planned for them to oh well
*this will be maybe 2/3 chapters
*please heed warnings both in actual play and the fics topic
I wouldn't necessarily say that buck is submissive but he sure is a pleaser. i could absolutely see him and eddie doing a bit of power play, a bit of bondage maybe but nothing too corporal
i agree but also i have PROOF that buck is the most submissive baby boy on the planet and its this picture right here
how u the tallest, bulkiest person in this frame and STILL every single person in this photo looks like they could top ur ass like
JEOSKFOWJCORKQJX I LOVE EDDIE APPEARING IMMEDIATELY!!!!
HE HEARD HIS SUB BEING A BRAT AND CAME TO PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE!!!!!