I saw your supernatural headcannons and was wondering if you would write Dean being dominated by his bf? It would start something like Dean teasing his bf and a few moments later, he's bent over being fucked.
have a nice day/night!
“ 𝑀𝑂𝑈𝑇𝐻𝑌 ”
SYNOPSIS: dean loves riling you up.
CHARACTER: male reader x dean winchester
NOTE: this is the oldest draft i got.
WC: 1,7k
WARNING: rough sex,, unprotected sex,, light mean!reader,, bratty!dean,, brat taming,, established relationship,, overstimulation,, multiple rounds,, feisty!dean,, tension,, creampie,,
the bunker was dead quiet after the hunt — except for dean winchester’s voice. he strolled in like he owned the place, green eyes glittering with mischief, boots heavy on the concrete.
“well,” he said, peeling his jacket off and tossing it aside. “somebody owes me a beer for carrying their ass today.” you didn’t look up. you were cleaning a blade.
dean leaned on the table, grin widening. “what’s the matter? can’t even thank me? pretty sure if i hadn’t been there you’d be demon chow right now.” you calmly set the blade down and looked up. “and by the way,” he went on, “maybe next time, instead of staring at my ass all hunt long, you focus on the actual monster. just a thought.”
that earned him a slow blink.
dean smirked. “what? can’t help yourself? i get it. it’s a damn good ass.”
“dean,” you said, voice low.
“yes, sir?” he shot back immediately, mocking, his grin turning downright wicked.
that was all it took.
you surged towards him, grabbed him by the his shoulders, turned him around, and slammed him forward over the table. papers and books crashed to the floor.
“jesus christ,” dean barked out, half-laughing. “you’ve lost your damn mind—”
“you just don’t shut up, do you? quit it.”
he twisted his head enough to look at you, still grinning, eyes bright with challenge. “make me.” your hand was already tearing at his belt. dean laughed. “whoa, whoa— slow down there, tiger—”
you yanked his jeans and boxers down in one rough motion.
“not even gonna buy me dinner first, sir?”
your hand cracked down on his bare ass. hard. dean hissed. “shit!”
“you really want to play with me tonight?” you growled. “i dunno,” dean said breathlessly, the smirk still clinging to his face. “you always talk a big game, but i’m still standing, aren’t i?”
you leaned in close, lips brushing his ear. “not for long.” you spat into your palm, stroked yourself once, and lined up behind him. dean craned his neck back, eyebrow raised. “you’re not even— oh, shit!” you buried yourself to the hilt with one savage thrust. dean groaned loudly — raw, loud, back arching violently as his hands clawed at the table. “fuck!—”
“still want to run that mouth?” you asked, grinding in slow, deep. dean laughed yet again, panting. “gonna… gonna take a hell of a lot more than that to shut me up, sir—”
another brutal thrust cut him off.
you started to move, hips pounding into him, raw and relentless, the slap of skin echoing in the empty war room.
dean’s arms shook as he tried to hold himself up. “you—you call this rough? that all you got?”
“you want rough?” you fisted a handful of his hair, yanked his head back. “fine.”
you slammed him forward so hard the table creaked, and began fucking him like a man possessed. each thrust was brutal. deliberate. you stayed deep, dragging it out.
“that tight little hole of yours thinks it can wear me down?” you snarled. dean coughed out a chuckle, voice wrecked. “maybe i— hah!— can—”
“you think so?” you said, grinding in deep enough to make him yelp. “i could fuck you like this all night, dean. all fucking night.”
“you— haah— you won’t last,” he gasped, still trying to grin. “i will,” you growled in his ear. “you don’t get it. i’m not gonna cum until i decide you’ve learned your fucking place.” dean’s smirk faltered, just for a second.
“sir,” he said mockingly again, though weaker this time. “you can’t—”
your palm cracked across his ass again.
“say it like that one more time,” you said. “see what happens.”
dean opened his mouth — then gasped as you shifted your angle, ramming into his prostate. his whole body jerked, a choked moan tearing out of him.
“oh, fuck—”
“you feel that?” you murmured. “every single inch of me, and i’m not even close to cumming. gonna keep you full ‘til you can’t stand tomorrow.”
dean shuddered, his cock leaking against the table. you bent over him, lips at his ear. “no condom. you’re gonna be dripping with me. everyone will know exactly who you belong to.” dean moaned, helpless despite himself. you tightened your grip on his hair and forced him upright, his back against your chest, while your other hand wrapped around his throat.
dean’s legs trembled as you started a brutal rhythm, unrelenting.
“still wanna mock me?” you panted.
“y-yeah,” dean gasped, a lopsided grin on his face. “that… that all you—” you cut him off with another punishing thrust.
minutes dragged on. you fucked him mercilessly, sweat dripping down your back, never once letting yourself slip over the edge.
dean came once, then again, the table smeared with his release. his voice was wrecked, his knees buckling, his body shaking — but you still didn’t stop.
his head lolled back against your shoulder. “jesus— fuck, how are you— still— still going?”
“because,” you hissed, “i’m not done with you.” dean whimpered — a sound you never thought you’d hear from him. “gonna breed you,” you said low. “gonna pump you so full you won’t be able to walk, let alone smart off.”
“f-fuck you,” dean croaked, though there was no heat left in it. you sped up, finally, slamming into him so hard the table scraped against the floor.
“beg,” you said.
dean shook his head.
“beg for it,” you growled, tightening your grip on his throat.
his resolve cracked. “please— fuck, please, just—”
you groaned against his ear, shoving deep one last time and finally letting go, spilling into him. you held him there, pressed tight against you, until the aftershocks faded. dean sagged forward, a sweaty, trembling mess, come dripping from him onto the floor. you stayed inside him as you whispered, “got anything smart to say now?”
dean managed a breathless laugh. “…t’was so worth it.”
“mhm? was it?” you murmured with a breath, slowly dragging your cock out of him and then pushing in again.
oh.
dean let out a small breathless gasp, bracing his forearms against the table as your hands slid down to his hips.
“jus’ for good measure.” you said simply and started thrusting again, your pace turning harsh and deep quickly.
dean’s hands were clenched into weak fists, his forehead hitting the wood with a dull thud. “ah— fuck!” he mewled, pushing his hips back to meet yours in a stuttery, shaky motion. “i’m going to fuck you into the damn table,” you said in a whisper, thumbs pressing to the small of his back.
you slowed suddenly, keeping yourself buried deep. dean writhed under you, hating the sudden loss of friction.
“no, no, no, don’t you dare stop—” he babbled out, voice whiny.
“you don’t get to tell me what to do,” you say as you move a hand to the nape of his neck, pressing him into the table. the angle shifts, and you’re abusing his prostate once more.
“mmmhh— mh- ah, fuck.. fuck— fuckin’ hell.. shit!” he moaned loudly as his hand scrabbled backward, fingertips brushing at your hip. he couldn’t even decide what he wanted — push you away or claw you closer — so he just clutched at you helplessly, nails digging into your skin.
“you like that?” you whispered against the back of his neck, pulling almost all the way out, slow and deliberate, until only the tip of you was left inside him. “say it. say you like it.” dean shook his head wildly, even as he arched back for more. “i— nngh— hate it,” he lied, teeth gritted. “fucking hate it.”
“liar,” you said, and slammed back in so deep his breath left him in a rush.
his whole body jerked, a strangled sob escaping his throat. “fuck— fuck— goddammit, sir—” the last word came out unbidden, almost a curse, half-mocking and half-broken.
that got a low laugh out of you, mean and pleased. “there it is,” you purred, pace picking up. “go on. keep calling me that. let’s see how long you last.”
“sir,” he gasped again, this time spitting it like venom— trying to mock you, to get a rise out of you.
you bent low over him, your chest pressing to his back, your hand still keeping him pinned. “you really want to play that game right now?”
“yes,” he panted, though it sounded more like a sob.
so you gave him what he asked for. your thrusts came faster, deeper, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing around the room. he was already a wreck and you weren’t even close to done.
dean’s arms gave out, folding under him so he was lying flat on the table, hips up, taking everything you gave him with no leverage to fight it.
“too much?” you asked, voice soft, teasing, just to watch him shake his head violently.
“not— not enough,” he forced out. “come on, that all you- got?”
you smirked, biting down on his shoulder hard enough to make him flinch. “careful. i can keep going long after you’re wrung dry.”
“you won’t,” dean panted, ever the brat. “you’re all ba-bark.”
you stopped moving again, just stayed buried inside him.
the sound he made was pure agony.
“no, no, no— fuck, please don’t—don’t stop,” he tried to wiggle back against you, desperate, but your grip was iron.
“you sure?” you murmured. “you sure that’s what you want?”
“yes! please, please,” he babbled.
“beg properly.”
there was a long pause, broken only by dean’s shuddering breaths. then, hoarse and reluctant: “please, sir.”
that was all you needed. you pulled out and slammed back in so hard his body jolted forward on the table.
he screamed.
you set a brutal rhythm, fucking him through his own moans, through the wet squelch of sweat-slick skin, through the way he kept trying to hide his face in his arm. every thrust wrung another sound out of him, every hit to his prostate making him see white.
and you still weren’t close to finishing.
“cum for me,” you growled into his ear.
“i—i can’t—i just—” his words dissolved into a wail as his cock jerked untouched, another orgasm ripped out of him with nowhere to go but the ruined papers below.
he collapsed entirely this time, boneless, but you didn’t let up. you just kept moving, riding out his release and pushing him straight into overstimulation.
“can’t— can’t—” he gasped, his voice breaking.
“yes, you can. you’re going to take it until i’m done with you,” you said, low and dangerous, hips unrelenting. “and i’m nowhere near done.”
OR on one quiet night spent in the bunker, you discover that the notorious, god-fearing, big, bad ‘n scary, six-foot badass hunter that is dean friggin’ winchester (aka one of your closest friends) isn’t as tough as he seems.
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「 pairing 」 : sub ! dean x fem ! reader
「 word count 」 : 8.8 k.
「 content / warnings 」 : MINORS 🤺🤺🤺 GET BACK! AWAY!later seasons sub dean winchester x fem reader. masterbating, handjob, unprotected sex.
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thank you to @supernotnatural2005’s drabble / oneshot for the inspo on this one <3 because i think we all want to catch dean like this— which is why i wrote about it!
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being on the road with sam and dean for god knows how long now, you’d gotten used to all the sounds each idiot knucklehead brother would make in their sleeping state as you passed their rooms— so much so that it was basically white noise at this point, and you just tuned it out.
yeah, tonight was different, though. sam had left much earlier— he and elieen were finally going on a real, live, actual date, much to your joy.
which meant you and dean were alone in the bunker together. that doesn’t happen often, but when it does, you usually stay up watching 80s movies and arguing over niche things like whether or not they used real flames in the end of back to the future (they didn’t).
that was yet another reason why tonight was different: you hadn’t seen dean all day, much less tonight. he’d been out during the evening doing god knows what— and you barely even heard him come back a few hours ago.
but you didn’t push. actually, you didn’t dare to set foot past dean’s door— taking the long way down the hall to get to the kitchen or the library throughout the evening, secretly hoping he wouldn’t come out of his room or even acknowledge your existence.
because… honestly?
living with two other men?
who the hell were you kidding.
you could use a night to yourself.
and not to your knowledge or anything, but so could dean.
no disrespect though, because dean really was wishing you were there— or, rather, he was imagining you with him, which was the only acceptable option at the moment.
…but this was definitely a new low. even for him.
see, while you were actually attempting to be productive with your night, dean was not.
like, at all.
while you were doing your laundry, putting clothes away in your room, watching a show on your laptop with your airpods in— thank god, otherwise this whole thing would blow up in dean’s face…
…for the most part, figuratively.
because dean— and how does one say this without sounding like a complete and total creep?
well, dean was jerkin’ it in his own room.
fappin’.
beatin’ da meat.
whatever the male version was of flickin’ the bean.
oh, and the (best) grossest part?
he was thinking about you while doing it.
yeah, yeah, it’s sick, it’s definitely wrong on so many levels— and it sure as hell feels downright illegal and a sin to be doing it while you’re in the fucking bunker.
it’s the lowest of the low. weird. pathetic.
but then again, dean’s always been a little… pathetic when it comes to you.
don’t let anyone know you know that, though.
so, back to dean being pathetic and horny. he’d been at the bar in town for hours earlier tonight, trying to find someone to satisfy the strain on his pants— and that someone needed to look a whole lot like you to get the job done.
how hard could it be?
well, apparently, in lebanon, kansas, finding a look-alike clone of your best friend so you could fuck them silly?
it’s really goddamn hard.
and so was dean.
so here he was—did i say pathetic already?— jerking off in his bedroom like some horny teenager. he’s on his fourth, maybe fifth time cumming to the thought of purely just you.
that’s right, no porn, no nudie mags, not even a goddamn picture in his free hand— because dean was wound up so freakin’ tight, he didn’t need anything. just his hand and his filthy imagination.
it’s humiliating. dean’s literally bucking his hips up into his hand as of right now, imagining it’s yours and not his— all while letting out these little noises that do not sound like they’d be coming from a six-foot, tough as nails hunter. but they are.
and they’re all for you.
dean winchester does not whimper. hell, no. but the broken sound that rips from his throat, tossing his head back on his pillow after he tugs a little too hard on himself was anything but.
and maybe dean should be making less noise— but he knew you so well, too well— you’d have your airpods on noise canceling, anyway. and he can’t even think about if you didn’t. he’s too wrapped up in a haze right now. he’s so distracted. by-god intoxicated.
because dean’s imagining you after that one hunt in virginia. yeah. the moon had been out that night, and god, the way it hit you— a combination of this deep blue and silver and it just lit up your skin, illuminating you like you were one of those ancient goddesses, like the ones he’s only read about in old myths and legends when he’d been so bored he actually did research in the library.
dean’s imagining you, just you, right there with him, and it was your hand, not his. imagining you pulling those sounds from his throat while he’s breathing so heavy, his chest heaving up and down. and the sheets covering only his bottom half were shifting with him as he was moving what seemed like his entire bed along with him as of now.
dean was trying to be quiet.
but his body was not letting him.
and poor you— oh, sweet, innocent you. because as far as dean knew, you were completely oblivious to what was currently occurring in his bedroom at the moment.
but what dean didn’t know was that your airpods had died over an hour ago.
and you’d made the mistake of not taking the long way back to your room this time, thinking that dean had gone to bed due to the late hour.
you had stopped in your tracks in the hall coming back from the kitchen— because you heard dean. heard his little broken groans, damn close to whimpers.
and you genuinely believed that dean was just having a nightmare at first— because hell, with the shit you guys encountered on the daily, it wasn’t uncommon for any of y’all to make a goddamn racket in your sleep.
drawing that conclusion— because it was the only one that was realistic, you start towards your room again, already starting to tune out dean’s weird-as-hell noises.
but before you even take two more steps past dean’s room, you hear something else— a little muffled through the door, but clear as day. because it sends a jolt straight through you.
your name.
he’s having a nightmare, you remind yourself. he could be just calling out to you in that sense, because that would be logical. but then he says your name again. and again.
and it’s just your name.
not sam’s.
not cas’.
just. yours.
and dean sounds like a man possessed at this point. his eyes are squeezed shut, as if he’s trying to banish the image of you from his mind.
but he can’t. and he never would.
he just can’t do it. can’t keep himself in check anymore.
so that’s why dean groans your name at the next motion of his hand on his dick— saying it for the fourth time since you’ve been stopped outside his door.
and it wasn’t a ‘i’m-in-so-much-pain-and-scared’ groan, the kind when someone has a nightmare— no, dean’s groan sounded like a ‘oh-that-feels-so-fuckin-good’ groan, like the kind someone makes when…
oh.
oh.
and dean knows he sounds pretty close to, if not completely pathetic. not at all like the good ol’ badass hunter of lore, not that you’d believed him to be. you’d think he’d sound more in control, or at least not whimpering.
dean’s battled both heaven and hell. purgatory. angels, demons, monsters, even sometimes, just people, you name it— he’s fought it and kicked its freakin’ ass, even god himself.
and his one fault? his only weakness?
you.
it’s always been just you. your stupid pretty face. the way you laughed at his jokes, even when they weren’t that funny. the way you stood by him and his brother’s side— and in the hunting world, associating with the winchesters meant a death sentence. you didn’t care, though. you never did. it was in the way you were always there, especially when it counted.
and here he was.
jerking off and thinking about you.
this had to be rock bottom. right? if not that, purely a whole new level of scumbag. even if you couldn’t hear him.
oh, but you could. and you’re lingering outside dean’s door— because you didn’t even have to put your ear on it to hear the noises he was making, clear as day.
dean feels like he’s drunk, delirious. this always happened whenever he fantasized about you. a pathetic, groaning and whimpering mess. hell, in this state, he’d damn well beg.
and oh, he was.
“fuckin’— please— god, i need you, please—”
damn, you could almost see it— dean’s hand, hidden by the dark of his room, but the way the sheets move makes it obvious just where his hand is. and it’s a blur.
yeah. there was no more holding out, no more being strong. not now.
because dean feels like he’s on the edge of his own personal hell.
and you? you’re stuck.
dean was… well, fucking doing that. and you’re just… stuck. you would have just kept walking past his door, putting your pillow between your ears and teasing him about it tomorrow morning.
because instead crying or groaning out the name of some random girl or even farah fawcett— dean was currently begging.
for you.
and you’re still stuck. dean feels like he’s losing his goddamn mind. he’s gonna cum again, he knows it. he also knows he should be quiet, but the words and your name just keep spilling out of his mouth, and he’s too far gone to stop them.
“ah— fuck. please. please, please, goddamn it, i need you, i need you, i need you…”
yeah, dean’s brain’s not in charge anymore. honestly? it hasn’t been since he met you all those years ago— with your stupid pretty hair, and your stupid pretty mouth, and the stupid soft sounds you make in your sleep that drove him insane whenever you used to share a motel room.
dean needs you.
and you needed a fucking cold-ass shower.
because the way dean was sounding right now? he only sounded like that in your dreams. your deepest, darkest fantasies. it was making your knees buckle.
yeah. there’s absolutely no way any of this was real. this was straight out of a porno. this had to be the trickster’s doing, or something.
because the real dean didn’t act like this. and yet, here he was. and here you were, your stomach flipping each time a sound leaves dean’s mouth and bounces off the wooden door that was still splitting you two apart.
and right then and there, you wished you had the balls to just open it.
because you wanted to be right there next to dean, pulling those noises out of him yourself.
“need you—need you right there, need you, right, right, oh, god, there—”
even in dean’s own fantasies, the ones that drove him to insanity like right now, he’d always thought about this. you actually being there, him actually saying all this to you.
dean would’ve given anything, then. anything. just to have you right next to him in his bed.
yeah, well, you’re still just stuck.
because what the fuck do you do.
do you walk back to your room? pretend you didn’t notice? pretend it never happened? not listen to the sounds dean was making?
or, do you open the door? go in his room and just show dean how you’d really felt about him— for years now?
and lately, it seemed like you all you could think and dream about was being in the same bed with dean, touching every part of him.
because if you were in there right now, you’d touch dean’s skin that you yourself had deemed forbidden, because it’d be seen as crossing a line, breaking a boundary.
hello? reality check, anyone?
come on. dean was your friend.
but the noises he was making in your name— because of you? that was anything but.
yeah. if you were in there, you’d start with your hands on dean’s chest, going lower, and lower, until he started making the sounds he was making now, gasping and begging right in your ear for you, not stopping until he completely just—
yeah, that was it.
you knew your answer.
and dean needs exactly what you’re about to do. because god, he’s thought about it. in the dead of night, when he was alone, or when you’d been just out of reach sitting next to him in a dive bar, he’s wanted this. wanted you.
dean wanted to know the way your hands would feel against his skin, how your body would feel against his own. he’s thought about it. hell, he’d dreamed about it. fantasized— just like he was doing now.
and dean was still fantasizing when you throw away every single rational thought you had at the moment and manage to open his door without making a noise— thank you, hunter skills.
this was crazy. right?
eh. you’ve done crazier.
no. not like this.
and not with dean.
but still, you managed to cross the threshold of dean’s room— and you even sit down on the edge of his bed.
okay, the more you thought about it…was this awkward?
maybe.
oh, but dean doesn’t even notice you— his eyes were screwed tightly shut, mouth parted and huffing out pants and broken noises as one of his hands continues to move fervently. his hips are wild, bucking into his hand— and his body is shaking his entire bed frame.
dean’s too far gone to notice anything, lost in a fantasy that’s been haunting him for longer than he’s willing to admit out loud. the only thing that could even remotely stop him would be—
hold on.
dean’s hit by a familiar scent— the one he’d been imagining this whole time. but that really does smell like— and its now so close, so real, it practically envelopes him. and his eyes open to—
you.
right there. in his bed. within reach. looking at him like he’s always wanted you to look at him.
and there’s no disgust or anger on your face as you look down at dean, still frozen in place. no, just a hint of amusement, mixed with something else—
something dangerously close to pure want.
you don’t say anything, even though you know you should by now. because now dean knew that you knew exactly what he’d just been doing— more importantly, you were now aware of who the focus of it all was.
and goddamn if the look on your face doesn’t have dean pausing, too. he’s never seen it on your face before. and it’s too dark in his room for him to really make it out, but he thinks he sees—
you weren’t disgusted. you weren’t grossed out, or even angry.
you’re just… looking at him like the fantasy he’s been chasing isn’t a goddamn fantasy anymore— but instead something he could reach out and touch. feel.
dean has to swallow whatever excuse he could come up with to talk himself out of what you’d just walked in on. what you’d just heard. and his mouth is dry.
a part of you wants to pounce onto dean right now. to kiss him silly, touch him everywhere and make him gasp your name again— only with you being the sole instigator this time.
but the annoying other part of you halted that urge.
and why?
because of your stupid morals.
your goddamned feelings.
and you had to ask dean, had to know— even if the answer hurt you.
“how long?”
dean’s brain almost completely flatlines for a long moment. though, he knows what you’re insinuating, of course.
how long dean has been thinking about you in that way? how long and hard had he fantasized about his hands on your body, his mouth on your skin, and his dick buried so deep inside you, he gets hand cramps almost every night he’s alone?
yeah. it scares him, just how goddamn long it’s been.
“…years.”
that was all you needed. in reality, you don’t actually pounce or anything, but you do move closer to dean on his bed, tossing one leg over both of his to straddle his lap before meeting his gaze again.
“you have no idea,” your voice is barely above a whisper to dean as you keep his gaze, making yourself comfortable in his lap. “how much i wanted to hear that.”
and dean can’t help the groan he lets out, at feeling your weight, your body, straddling his lap. he’s spent too many nights dreaming of exactly this. his hands automatically go to your hips, as if they’re on autopilot.
because he’s not in charge anymore.
and honestly?
he doesn’t think he ever was when it came to you.
and a small smile tugs on your lips when you feel dean’s hands on your hips— your own fingers start to trail from his wrists and up his arms, your pace slow, but deliberate.
because you were going to memorize every inch of dean that you could.
oh, dean’s just barely managing to keep his hips still, to not buck up underneath you. he can feel you, now that you’re straddling him, the heat there, where he’d wanted to feel you for so, so long.
and when your fingers trail up his arms, dean shudders. because it’s so gentle, tender. he can’t remember the last time anyone touched him this way, if at all.
your hands eventually reach dean’s face. oh, his gorgeous face. you cup both sides, taking in everything: those green eyes of his, the freckles you could see only if you were up close dusting on his nose and cheeks—his features were illuminated only by the dim light of his desk lamp, but you could see so much because of how close you both were now.
the slight smile is still on your lips as you look at dean— because you were still a little sure you were going to wake up at some point.
but this wasn’t a dream, you had to remind myself. dean was under you. he wanted you, in the same way you’d wanted him for as long as you can remember.
and dean feels like he can’t breathe properly. he’s been slapped, punched, cut, beaten, tortured, everything violent under the sun done to his face— but no one’s had their hands on it like this.
he feels too exposed, too vulnerable, but he doesn’t move.
because it’s you. it could only ever be you.
dean keeps his gaze locked to yours, even as he has to stop himself from just completely melting into the palms of your hands on his face. he wants to look at you for forever, keep you just like this— and his expression is so open, so bare.
your thumbs gently graze across both of dean’s cheeks as you hold his face in your hands.
and you can’t look away.
so you don’t.
but you do lean a fraction closer to dean in his lap, breaking the silence in a hushed whisper— because there goes your stupid doubts and feelings, again.
“you want this?”
even though he almost wants to, dean can’t laugh. not when he knows you’re being serious. it kills him, a little— that you’re still doubting it.
because how could he not want this? you?
“god, yes.” dean’s not even sure if he says that out loud, or just thinks it— but he’s nodding regardless, and with the movement bringing his face even closer to yours.
and your gaze softens almost completely when dean says that— but there’s one doubt that sticks, even when his words wash all the others away from your mind. the one that’s been there almost the entire time you’ve known him.
“de, i…” you don’t take your hands off of dean’s face when you try to speak again— but the words die in your throat. you swallow a little, averting your gaze.
and god, when dean hears you hesitate, he’s already on edge.
dean doesn’t know what you’re about to say,— all he’s aware of is that you’re now looking away from him. and he can’t have that, so he brings his hand (non-jerking, of course) to your chin, gently but firmly, forcing you to look at him again.
he tries to keep his voice even, but he can’t.
“tell me.”
you’re forced to keep dean’s gaze when his hand touches your face— and his fingers are so warm, you almost lose your train of thought completely.
you’ve wanted dean for so long— but you had to make sure he fully felt the same way you did.
not just lust. not something to walk past awkwardly the next day.
“i— i can’t do this… just for tonight,” you swallow hard again, your voice barely above a whisper as your eyes flick between dean’s. “but i… i think you know that.”
even with the worry that had been coursing through his veins, dean couldn’t help but be impressed at the fact you think there’s a chance in hell he’d be able to have you once and just… let you go afterwards. his hand on your chin drops a fraction, resting on the side of your throat instead. he swallows, then finds his voice.
“i know.”
your gaze softens a little— and it’s a little embarrassing how much weight felt completely lifted off your chest when dean says that.
you had denied your feelings for dean for years now. and now knowing that he felt the same way, it was getting harder and harder to control the urge to just do what you wanted.
“well, good,” you bring your hands to tilt dean’s head up more to you as you’re in his lap, eyes flicking down to his lips— because you so needed to know what they felt like. “that’s— that’s good.”
and damn, if dean isn’t already struggling. nothing’s even happened yet, and he’s trying his best just to keep still, to resist all his natural impulses and desires to just grab you and never, ever let you go. when your eyes flick down to his lips, his follow suit almost instantly. his voice is almost a damn croak when he responds.
“yeah?”
all your senses were filled with just dean. and you needed more. you’d denied your feelings for far too long— years now, in fear of him not reciprocating. but you couldn’t deny your feelings or your urges anymore.
“yeah,” you echo back in an exhale, your thumbs grazing on dean’s cheeks. your gaze is still on his lips, but you look back up at him. “you— you’re all i’ve ever wanted.”
hot damn.
dean feels like he’s going to wake up at any second at those words that just came out of your mouth. because he never dared to let himself hope that you could feel the same way he did. and it’s been so, so goddamn long of wanting you with every fiber of his being, wanting to touch you and hold you and never, ever let you go.
oh, he’s too far gone to even feel sheepish about how he’s almost shaking now, hands trembling and breath coming fast as he’s barely keeping the reins on his self-control.
dean’s trembling sends a shiver down your spine. even after you just said all that, he still wanted this.
you might die.
or you were already in some version of heaven that jack made up.
because dean wanted you.
“just lemme kiss you,” dean would be embarrassed of how desperate and out of breath he sounded if he could give two damns. he says your name again: “please—”
dean can’t even think straight anymore. yet, never could when it came to you. his hands go to your thighs, gripping tight like it’s all he can do to resist the urge to just flip you over right that moment.
you can’t hold back anymore.
neither can he.
so you don’t.
you close the final distance between you both, taking his mouth in a kiss that’s hard, desperate and full of years’ worth of emotion.
and dean’s lips felt like home. and that’s a weird thing to say, but it was true. you’d never kissed him before this, but it really was him that you’d been missing all this time.
your hands on dean’s face trail into his hair, and you could feel yourself completely melting into him when you pull myself closer to him in his lap, hips fully slotting with his own— and you both groan a little at the feeling.
dean kisses you like a goddamn starving man, his hands gripping at your thighs so hard he’s afraid he’s leaving marks. but he can’t bring himself to care, because he’s finally kissing you. finally having you in the way he’s only dreamt of.
dean hasn’t been touched— kissed like this, ever.
like he’s something precious. to be loved. it makes him feel weak. but he can’t really bring himself to care about that, either.
all you could think about was how good dean smelled. and as his lips danced with yours, he even tasted good. like whiskey and something you couldn’t place— but it sure as hell was definitely dean.
and god, it’s perfect. dean’s trying to swallow the little noises his mouth is threatening to make again as you kiss him back, kissing him like you feel the same— he thinks he’s losing his mind for what felt like the millionth time tonight.
dean’s grip on your thighs tightens even more. he couldn’t help it anymore— he rocks you against his lap, his hips bucking up against yours in an involuntary but much needed movement. and a little sound pretty close to a whimper does escape him this time, hitting your lips as you grind your own hips down onto him.
you had to break your lips from dean’s to get stupid air, but your forehead rests against his as one of your hands unlatches itself from his hair, trailing downward on the fabric of his henley as you’re in his lap.
and you’d tease him about the noises he’s making— if it wasn’t leaving your underwear a complete and sopping mess because of it.
dean’s mind is hazy, lost in the feel of you against him and in his lap, his mind trying to keep up with all the things happening.
he’s a hunter, goddamn it.
he needs to get a freakin’ grip.
but he can’t.
because of the way your kiss felt like a drug. the way you’re so close he can feel your breathing, and the way you’re grinding up against him like you mean it—
and then dean feels your hand on his shirt, sliding further down past his stomach, and he feels like he’s about to go insane. he’s hallucinating, under some sort of spell that shows you what you’ve always desired. that’s the only plausible explanation.
but this was real. oh, so real.
dean’s hands were still holding on for dear life on your thighs, but your own was still going farther and farther down the fabric of the henley he was wearing, stopping at the hem and tugging on it, talking against his lips—
“put your arms up f’me, dean.”
goddamn, if that doesn’t make him literally shiver when you say his name like that, all breathless and pretty.
and dean follows the instruction, raising his arms and letting you pull the shirt over his head, revealing his the skin underneath.
he’s not even embarrassed of his scars, the marks on his body from over the years. not with you. the uneven skin told their own tales he wouldn’t dare open his mouth about, even after three whiskeys deep.
you discard dean’s shirt somewhere in his room without another thought when he lifts his arms up.
you’ve actually only seen dean shirtless twice— once after a hunt, and if you count that one time when that motel room with shitty air conditioning that got too hot last summer. you kept your eyes glued to the lore in front of you then, not daring to look.
this time, however, you couldn’t look away.
not even if you tried.
your lips are parted in what could only be described as pure awe while your eyes and fingers rake over every inch of new skin revealed while still in dean’s lap. first trailing a path up his exposed arms as your eyes continue to drink in all the details of him you’d never thought you’d see.
dean has never, ever been looked at the way you’re looking at him right now.
your fingers continue to trail up dean’s arms, fingertips grazing on the scars you could see in the dim light of his room. you actually knew some of them— having been there when he sustained the wound that made the scar, but a lot were new to you.
and you wanted to memorize it all.
it’s almost embarrassing how he feels like something to be worshipped under your touch. like someone to be taken care of. to be cherished.
as your fingers trail up his arms, he has to bite down on a whine in the back of his throat— forcing himself to keep still under your gaze as you rake your gaze over him. his voice is rough and hoarse when he manages to speak, but all he could get out was your name.
your hands found themselves resting dean’s shoulders while you take in the breathtaking view that is him under you, meeting his gaze when he says your name, voice just as quiet as his.
“yeah, de?”
your touch feels like dean took the jumper cables he had in the back of baby and put it against his skin. but it’s so soft, so gentle. it’s also making his whole body ache, yet he just wants more. and he can’t keep his eyes off you, either. the way you’re looking at him, at his scars like they’re nothing to be ashamed about… it’s almost safe.
dean swallows, hands coming to rest on your waist now that he’s topless. his voice sounds wrecked, broken.
because he’s begging.
“touch me.”
dean’s hands on your waist were making your heart beat all out of rhythm— and you almost completely lose your train of thought looking into his green eyes, wide and blown out.
for you.
you just nod at dean’s words— and your fingers continue their journey downward from dean’s shoulders, trailing over his skin until you eventually reach the waistband of his boxers, and you keep your hands there on the fabric when you look back up at him.
because you still needed to know:
“can i take these off?”
oh, for the love of—
dean nods rapidly before you’re even done asking, because he’d do anything, anything, to have you touch him like he had been not just a few minutes earlier— in fact, he’s already lifting his hips off the bed to make it easier for you, because he’s not about to hesitate. he needs you. he’s needed you for too goddamn long.
and when you manage to pull off dean’s boxers, discarding them in one fell swoop after he confirms and lifts his hips for you, your eyes widen at the sight of him completely exposed beneath you on his bed— and a quiet ‘jesus christ’ escapes from your lips before you can stop it.
and your reaction makes dean’s breath hitch. because it’s not a disgusted one— it’s the exact opposite. he feels vulnerable like this, exposed to you in a way he’s never been to anyone else. he should feel embarrassed. but he doesn’t, oddly enough.
his voice is so goddamn quiet when he bites down on another whine.
“please.”
and you just nod again. then both your hands find dean’s chest once more— and you start trailing a path down his lower torso with your fingers.
dean can’t help the way he lets out a strangled moan at your touch against his bare skin. with no clothing in the way to block it, he’s so much more sensitive. every single touch makes his breath hitch, his head spinning with how perfect it feels.
it’s too much.
and yet, he needs more.
dean’s hands find your hips again, gripping, trying to get you even an inch closer to him.
and as your fingers get lower and lower on dean’s stomach, you hesitate your hands. not because you weren’t sure— but it felt… well, wrong not to at least ask him for permission first.
so you look back up and meet dean’s gaze, eyes searching his again as you whisper, shifting closer to him in his lap.
“can i go lower?”
and at your question, a sharp shiver wracks through dean’s whole body— he’s half convinced he’s going to to just cum right there, even if you don’t end up touching him.
dean’s practically trembling under you now, hands gripping tighter on your hips. he tries to speak again, to say something— but his voice comes out in a strangled moan.
all he can do is nod against his headboard.
a soft exhale escapes you when dean confirms. you nod— and don’t hesitate again.
not when he was like this.
you take all of him in one of your hands— but you don’t even try to look away from his face while you do so. because you had to see his face for this.
and dean feels like the air’s getting ripped from his lungs at how good your touch feels. he’s never felt anything like this before. it could be the fact that he hasn’t had actual sex in a while (apparently, he’s considered old now), or purely just because of you.
yeah, but dean’s never been touched like this before. so goddamn gentle. but it’s still perfect. his eyes are still locked to yours, and his expression looks pained. it’s all too much, after wanting this for so long.
and all he can do is whisper your name before your hand starts to move.
you start starts slow— not too slow, though, because dean had already fucked his palm tonight more times tonight than he’d like to admit.
dean’s eyes actually flutter shut for a moment when your hand starts to move, a moan catching in the back of his throat. because it’s barely even started, and it’s so good. too good.
dean’s hands on your waist are close to shaking now, but he has to speak— even as it comes out in a hoarse croak.
because he needs—
“more. jesus, i need—”
you don’t even entertain the thought to tease dean or not do as he asked— because the sounds he was desperately trying to keep in were making you want to keep going, to not stop.
so you don’t stop. your hand speeds up, going back and forth on dean’s dick— and your gaze still doesn’t leave his while in his lap, touching him in the way you’ve always wanted to for so long.
and when you pick up the pace, dean’s breath hitches even more— god, it’s so good, but he still needs more. his hands are shaking as they grip tight on your waist, and his eyes somehow keep your gaze, even as his head feels like it’s spinning right into his headboard.
dean manages to get out his next request, in a begging whisper of a breath. he’d be ashamed if he wasn’t so desperate.
“please— please, i need—”
“its alright,” you nod before he can finish this time, leaning your head and pressing a kiss on his cheek. “i gotcha, de.”
and that’s it. you say those words and dean feels like he could cum right there. he’s already so close, just from your touch, the way your hand’s moving so beautifully up and down on his dick. the way you’re looking at him. he tries to keep his eyes open, too— to keep looking at you, but everything you’re giving him is starting to overwhelm him, he can hardly even breathe anymore.
dean glances down at your hand between both of you— big mistake, because the sight of your fingers around his dick and covered in him makes him let out strangled whimper. he bites down on his lip hard, his head falling back against the headboard and his eyes screwing shut. because it’s embarrassing how close he is to cumming in your hand.
you notice, of course— your hand doesn’t let up, but your other hand on dean’s shoulder goes to the side of his face, thumb grazing on his cheek. it’s a stark contrast to what you’re doing to his dick.
“de, its okay,” you reassure dean as his breaths become more and more unsteady, eyes flicking over his face. “you can let go if you wanna.”
and that’s it. that’s all it takes.
as soon you give him permission, dean’s gone.
his body suddenly goes rigid, then he’s bucking his hips into your hand so erratically and sloppily you would’ve been knocked from your position on dean’s lap if he hadn’t buried his face in your still clothed chest, tightened his arms fully around you and pulled you closer to him. he cums loud and hard, a mixture of soft groans, whimpers, swears and pants of your name spilling into the fabric of your shirt.
you’d never heard him like this before, ever.
but dean winchester— the man, the myth, the hunter god, was whimpering as you’re in his lap.
for you.
because of you.
and because it’s all too damn much— the way your hand feels, the touch of your thumb against his face, the look in your eyes when you said that it’s okay for him to let go of the tight rein he’s been holding onto for so long.
dean can feel himself shaking and still coming apart under you as you guide him through it, his face buried in your shoulder as you pull every last bit of pleasure out of him that he has with your fingers. he’s never felt so goddamn free before. he’s never come apart, not like this— not completely exposed like this.
dean’s hands are still shaking as they rest your waist, his entire body almost trembling with it being still so overwhelming. but it was perfect. and he needs to say that, to tell you that it was everything he’d ever wanted—
“please— please, just kiss me.”
and that comes out of dean’s mouth instead. you’d barely started to wipe your hand when the words spill out in a plea— a beg into your shirt. you’re a little surprised that was the first thing he said post-orgasm.
but still, you lean back just enough after dean says that, bringing your free hand to the side of his face while still in his lap, your gaze flicking between his in the dark of his room for just a moment before you lean back in, pressing your lips onto his again.
dean doesn’t hold back now. he doesn’t care about the mess he just made, the way he sounded, or the fact that he begged you to kiss him after you just made him cum.
he kisses you like a starved man, like the air he was breathing needed to come from your mouth and not any other source. his hands move to the back of your hips, gripping your shirt tight and pulling you even closer to him on his lap, now that your hand wasn’t between you both anymore.
dean tears his lips off of yours— and he is still just barely coming back to himself. his brain still hazy from pleasure, from you, but he tries to get out words because he needs to tell you how much he still wants, needs you. his hands grip tight on your hips, like he’s afraid you’ll just get up and leave if he lets go. his voice is still wrecked when he only manages to whisper your name again.
you don’t move out from dean’s lap, though. you stay pressed against him, his skin so warm and flushed against your own. neither of you had to say anything to know how intimate this all was. dean should be attempting to at least do something besides burying his face back in your shirt.
but you don’t let dean stay like that for too long. your hands go to the sides of his face, holding his head as you tilt it back to look up at you, searching his gaze as you continue to straddle him. and your own voice is a whisper, too.
“y’okay?”
and god, dean feels like his entire body’s just come apart again at that single word, because how do you answer a question like that.
dean has to take a breath, because he still feels the aftermath of it. everywhere. he nods, once— because he’s better than even alright. then again, because he has to tell you that, too.
“yeah,” he manages to get that out, and it’s still so damn wrecked, so out of breath. “more than okay.”
“okay, good,” your gaze softens and you nod when dean confirms that he was okay— and your other now-clean hand finds the side of his face when he looks up at you. a small smile tugs on your lips as your thumbs graze on his cheek. “just checkin’.”
dean’s blown-out eyes are still locked to yours as you brush your thumb against his skin, and he doesn’t think he’ll ever get tired of feeling you touch him like this.
it’s so tender. so soft.
and dean’s just… lost. in you.
but dean does finally manage to speak again, his voice still hoarse as his hands release from your hips start to trail down, calloused fingers rubbing gently on your exposed thighs and saying your name like a prayer. “god, i need—”
you keep dean’s gaze still— but not before glancing down to see his hands on your bare thighs in his dimly-lit bedroom as you straddle him.
dean’s hands looked like they belonged on you.
felt like it, too.
one of your own hands reaches down from dean’s face to his on your thigh, grasping on his fingers with yours.
“tell me what you need,” your voice is still a hush of a whisper, but remains completely and utterly genuine as you search dean’s gaze. “de, tell me what you need me to do, and i’ll do it.”
holy goddamn.
dean’s breath actually stutters a little at that, because you sound so ready, so willing— he can’t help but let those last three years of pining, of wanting you, of hoping show as he looks up at you.
“ride me. please.”
the words come out in a half-choked plea. dean’s so damn desperate for you, he’d beg. hell, he was begging in the darkness.
and you weren’t about to say no.
your hands take themselves off of dean’s face and hand, lifting your leg to discard your sleep shorts, then your (soaked) undies— then going to the shirt that you’d still been wearing, grabbing the hem of it and tearing it off, discarding it somewhere in his room before reaching behind you to unclasp your bra.
and when that finally comes off, too, dean’s entire damn body tenses. because he felt like the air had just been ripped from his lungs.
again.
he’s seeing you more exposed to him, for him than he’s ever seen you before— and the sight of you like this is goddamn perfect. you’re so perfect.
dean’s hands tighten on your thighs, his eyes taking in the view of you like a man starved.
“holy—”
there’s a thousand words he has for you right now. things like beautiful, perfect, mine. but he can’t get them out yet. because his brain is still trying to catch up from the fact that you’re actually here and naked in his lap.
both of dean’s hands reach for your hips as he’s still staring up at you in awe, his fingers gently but almost greedily gripping on you— because he wants to touch you so bad that he wants to let out a goddamn sob. because no one has ever felt like this for him.
because no one has ever come close to the way he craved you.
your eyes meet back up to dean’s green ones once again. you didn’t have to tell him anything or even say something else.
so that’s why you just nod, then reach down between you both once more, starting to fully sink yourself on dean’s dick— all while still keeping his gaze while you let your hands rest on his shoulders, a exhale escaping you both.
you not even halfway on his dick, and dean thinks he might bust again right then and there. his fingers dig into your hip, all while a groan escapes his parted lips: “ah, shit—”
and oh, he’s big. it takes you a second, but you sink down completely on top of him, your pussy sucking him all up— dean feels like he can’t breathe. again. the sight of you like this is gonna fuel his jerk off sessions for the rest of his goddamn life.
dean’s not sure if it’s possible, but he uses his hands on your hips to gently just pull you even closer against him— which ended up being a mistake, because you involuntarily clench around him. his head drops in between your tits at the action.
and.
he.
whines.
“f— fuck—”
yeah. dean just whined at the feeling of being inside of you, eyes screwed shut and everything as he buries his face deeper between your breasts— you can feel the pant of air and his lips on your skin.
dean’s fingers lace together with yours fully, holding your hand tightly while his other is still gripping tight on the meat of your hip, finally taking his face off of you to look up at you above him.
and oh. you’re a goddess, at least. not something heavenly though, because angels are dicks— but you look unreal as you look back down at dean, your mouth just a little parted from feeling him.
dean twitches a little inside you as he tries to find words, just a few, to tell you how much he wants this— or at least to tell you to move.
all he can get out, though?
“p— please.”
you don’t have to ask for clarification.
you know what dean’s asking for.
so you give it to him.
you grind your hips—and dean whines a little again at that— down onto his just once, testing the waters before you find a rhythm.
and dean feels his entire brain just go on complete and total motherfucking overdrive. because this is it. he’s finally getting the most intimate part of you, the part he’s been wanting for so damn long— he literally can’t see straight anymore. that’s how good it feels. how good you feel.
dean’s head goes in between your tits again, still holding your hand as you move your hips on top on him, grinding down on his dick. his other arm goes around your waist, pressing himself against you and gripping you tight in an attempt to steady himself— but it barely helps. his eyes screw shut again, and he’s letting out another whimper before he can stop it.
“fff— oh, fuck—”
a moan drops from your mouth, too, but it’s nothing compared to the sounds dean’s making, gasping and groaning into your skin as he fucks up into you, meeting your movements. his dick is brushing on that spot that makes you groan— and kickstarts your urge to go faster.
so you do.
dean can’t control anything right now. his hips are bucking up into you erratically, the movements only being stunted a little due to how strong your thighs were around him as you straddle him.
your hand not holding dean’s goes into his hair as you’re both pressed together for a better grip— and dean almost sees stars. he groans a little again, his breaths coming in hard pants on the skin between your breasts.
and the praise falls from your lips onto dean’s ear before you can stop it—
“you’re doin’ so good, de.”
dean feels like he’s gonna cry. just from how perfectly good you feel on top of him— and he’s making the most delicious noises that sound like words but it’s just broken moans mixed with whimpers. his hand on your hip tightens to the point it’s almost painful, but you don’t mind all that much.
“ah, don’ worry, i gotcha,” you whisper against dean’s ear again, your hand tightening on his as you let out a rough exhale, chest heaving rapidly against his as your movements don’t falter once. “you’re doing so good f’me, dean.”
dean’s not in control of the sounds that come out his damn mouth anymore— the praise goes straight to his dick, straight to the familiar burning building low in his tummy. it’s just all swearing, sounds of your name and incoherent begging being said into your skin.
“ah— shit, fuckin’— please—”
dean’s not even trying to stop the words from rushing out of his mouth right now, even if he sounds pathetic. because it all feels so goddamn good, and he’s being so good— for you.
and dean can feel nothing but you right now, in every sense possible. everything else has been long gone, and he’s been so goddamn wrapped up in how good your pussy feels around his dick.
dean gasps for air, because wants to tell you that you’ve ruined every living thing for him in the entire goddamn universe forever.
he wants to tell you that he’s about to cum— again.
“jesusfuckin’christ— oh, please—” is what comes out of him instead.
the words are barely intelligible, and dean’s whole body is starting to tense underneath you as he manages to choke out a ragged cry of your name. your hand is still gripping hard onto his own, the other burying itself deeper his hair. you needed to hold onto him right now. shit, you needed a sec.
because dean winchester was begging to cum inside of you.
you almost stop grinding down on him for a second— the keyword being almost.
you just nod against dean’s head still buried in your tits, holding him against you as you talk into his ear again.
“go ahead, baby.”
dean almost sobs again when you say that. he lets go completely just as before, his hands’ grips becoming painful on you as his whole body shakes and convulses against yours, the movements of his hips becoming so erratic once more as he’s painting your walls with his… sixth? seventh? load of the night— only this time, it’s inside of you. and he’s making every sound in the book: whimpers, groans, a whine here and there, too.
you came, too— but honestly, if you didn’t, you would’ve been fine either way. seeing and hearing dean come apart like this was enough to last you a lifetime.
you don’t know how long dean and you stay like that, pressed into each other and panting, fluids mixed together, spilling out and sticking all over your thighs— but even as you pull back just enough to look down at him, dean’s still trembling under you, long after both your orgasms had surpassed their high, melting into a thick haze between you two.
dean can’t look at you— or won’t, but either way, your hand in his hair trails to the side of his face, and you gently force him to look up at you.
dean swallows hard, and his face flushes. the embarrassment was finally, finally starting to set in now that he’d fucked you and himself out. he braces himself for the teasing, the jokes— and the look on your face.
but you weren’t looking down at dean like he was pathetic, or weak. you never did— and you sure as hell weren’t about to start now, after he’d just shown you every side you’d wanted to see of him.
no, you just smile a little, eyes flicking between dean’s as your thumb grazes on his cheek. he can’t help but lean his head into your palm as you exhale your next words out in a breath—
not to be insane but i cannot stop thinking about making dean winchester jerk off in front of you because he’s just so unbelievably fucking horny. you make him strip and watch as he fists his aching pink cock into his hand, begging for you to help him out—even for “just a second.” you refuse, too enthralled by the sight of him getting more and more worked up, poorly stifled grunts and whimpers falling from his lips in a desperate combination of frustration and pleasure. his thumb swipes over his tip, tracing his piss slit, just the way you do it, and his hips slowly buck up from the motel mattress, thrusting his cock harder into his grip. the entire scene is beyond pathetic, the way he melts over the feeling of fucking his own hand. and of course, the pretty boy tries his best to keep from spilling all over himself too quickly, but the feel of your eyes watching his every move pushes him over the edge within minutes. his cum spurts out in hot white ropes, dribbling down his cockhead and onto his knuckles. the pearly liquid shimmers in the low light while he keeps slowly tugging himself, coming down from his high as he whines about how that “felt so freakin’ good” and how he “wants you to watch again next time.”
He was mesmerized, looking at where your bodies connected, as your slick made his dick shine under the poor lightning of the motel. He refused to tear his eyes away from it.
You were gripping him so tight and so good, the way you clenched around him making him practically whimper in your ear. You were eager to take more out of him, his noises bringing even more arousal to your hazy mind.
He held your hips strongly, his fingers squeezing everytime you grinded your hips back on his. His head was burried in your neck leaving wet kisses and dark hickeys where he could. Dean was desperate for you.
"You feel s'good" He panted and you groaned. He sounded high, drunk on your scent and the smell of sex that filled the room. "So warm and so, fuck- and so tight, God, please"
He sobbed, your hands roaming his back, one of them going up to his hair. You tug on it, making Dean let out a high pitched groan. Your mouth comes closer to his ear.
"Tell me what you want baby" Your voice deep with desire. A shiver runs down his spine and his hips falter slightly at your slight dominance. "You wanna fill me up, hm? Go around telling everyone that you were the one who fucked a baby in me?"
Dean moaned at that, one of his hands unconsciously went to rest over your belly, gently pressing over it. You had to supress a moan as the weight of his hand made his cock seem to be deeper.
"G- Please, please, I'll do anything" He lifted his head to leave a sloppy kiss over your lips, his forehead glued to yours "I'll fill you up so g-uh good, please baby"
You kissed the side of his mouth, not giving him the satisfaction of an actual kiss. "Do it Dean, just be a good boy and make me cum first" You ordered as your hand caressed his cheek and he viciously nodded, his thumb almost immediately going to circle your clit.
"Y-yes...I will, thank you, thank you" He thanked you and started fucking into you harder, stimulating your clit to make you orgasm so he could get his reward afterwards because, after all, he would always be your good boy.
So, yeah, another drabble. I have a couple requests pending and I apologize for that, life's been kicking my ass lately and I've got no motivation to write whatsoever, enjoy the drabbles while I come back to normal LMAO
Dean let out a loud, drawn out whine. Head snapping back against the pillow beneath him. His hands went into fists on your head—grabbing a fuck ton of your hair and pulling. Which hurt like hell but the pain faded away when you heard another sweet whine from Dean. “Fuck..please, please!” He begged, eyes shutting while continuing to whisper incoherent things.
You really couldn’t blame him. You had one of your hands on his cock, pumping quickly while he leaked all over. While your mouth was on his nipple, licking and flicking your tongue. To mess with him a bit you pulled away and blew on it, which caused him to suck in a sharp breath. “Gonna cum again?” You asked, and he responded with a quick nod and a whimper.
Sometimes, I like to think of Dean face down in the mattress. His ass is up in the air, and his forearms rest on the bed, unable to keep himself up. He's covered in sweat, and his short hair is plastered to his forehead as he arches his back out of reflex. He's panting, hot, and heavy. Whimpering every now and then as he grows needier and needier as Cas continues to tease and taunt him with his fingers, the angel opening up his beautiful boy, his righteous man, in ways that make him undone completely. It's been happening for about an hour, and Dean can't take it anymore. He's begging now, soft and needy. Cas tells him to speak up and to be clear. Dean does, of course. Instantly and without a second thought. Cas would praise him and call him his oh so good boy. Cas would give in and give his lover exactly what he wants. He'd go slow and steady first, testing what Dean could take before fucking him hard and deep and fast. It's just the way Dean likes it. Just the way that makes the hunter unravel completely and turn into a moaning, drooling mess. Such a mess that Cas has to wrap his arm around Dean from the waist to stop the man from collapsing completely onto the sheets. "Such a good boy for me. You take me so well, baby. Be my good boy and cum for me. My sweet, messy boy."
✮ I did it again. Can’t tell if everything I write is cringe. Yikes. ✮
MDNI 18+
✎ SUMMARY: Dean shares an embarrassing confession with you—somehow, you don’t exactly find it “embarrassing” (Thank you Rhonda Hurley the freaks say in unison)
Dean would never forget her. He had been nineteen and somehow managed to bag a fiery older chick, who he thought was way out of his league—little did he know she was into…some pretty weird stuff.
But Dean liked to dabble in new things. Especially if it meant making some chick happy (or horny). So…he tried it out.
Pink, satiny, panties.
Yeah.
And Dean would take the fact that he kind of liked trying them on—to the grave.
Knowing his own luck he can’t say he’s too surprised when the confession comes out prematurely, and to you of all people. He had been way too drunk and exchanging embarrassing stories was like asking for disaster.
He watches as you go weirdly quiet at the barstool beside him. He traces the ridges of his beer bottle nervously. Oh fuck. He said wayyy too much. He might have to go out back behind the bar and shoot himself with the Colt.
You aren’t entirely sure what to say. He has rendered you nonverbal with that confession. It isn’t that you’re judging him, oh no. The issue lies in the fact that picturing such a thing has you crossing your legs and clenching your thighs. You consider you may have lost it, but Dean can just…pull anything off. Make anything sound so hot, it wasn’t fair.
He opens his mouth to spew out some bullshit like ‘just kidding!’ but you interjected before he could get the words out. “Well…you wouldn’t believe this time I—“ He doesn’t even register the rest of what you’re saying, only completely and utterly relieved you’ve decided to glaze over the most horrifying confession of his life that will haunt him for years to come. Unbeknownst to Dean, you have that piece of information filed away in your spank bank.
Maybe it was wrong. Having your good friend in your spank bank, but Dean was just as much a freak as you, whether he’s surfing bustyasianbeauties.com or perusing raunchy magazines. Having justified it to yourself mentally, you take a swig of your beer, and the night carries on easily. Tipsy conversation flowing between you both.
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Dean failed to include a crucial bit of information to his confession. Not only the fact that he liked it, the fact that he liked it…a little too much. The nights he allowed himself to indulge in slipping on some panties, were the nights he was cumming so hard he forgot his own name. It was the memory of it that had his head spinning from how fast he started to chub up.
The feeling of Rhonda pulling at his hair, his cock head peering out the waistband of those too-small-too-tight undergarments. The glisten of his pre-cum staining the silky smooth fabric, the taut fabric scrunching with every jostle of his hips into the almost-nothing pressure, Rhonda pressing her hand to his face to obstruct a means of oxygen, playing with his breath like a toy, running her thumb over his weeping dick till he was the one weeping.
Yeah, Dean’s not sleeping till he gets rid of the hard-on he just gave himself.
He rolls over, pushing himself up off the cushy blankets of the motel bed. He stands up, erratically whipping his head over his shoulder to ensure the door—leading to where you’re sleeping—is still shut. He’s jacked it to the thought of you walking in on him, but that happening right now? He might die of shame. Dean was a proud man, but he also had some dignity (and sought after masculinity like no other). He kneels down beside his duffel bag and rummages around. He feels like a druggie crawling back to their stash.
He grabs a pair of pale green, satin panties, with the daintiest of dainty bows in the center of the lacy waistband. He obtained the item at random after so much pacing outside of a Victoria’s Secret. Does being into this make me a woman? Is it gay? God, I’m pathetic. A mere glimpse into the turmoil he felt standing outside the hot pink and frilly filled store. He thinks he may have blacked out and somewhere along that timeline between standing outside the store and walking out with a pink and black bag, purchased the item. Kinky bastard.
Just letting the silk run through his grasp like liquid was enough to make his dick twitch in his boxerbriefs. He checks your door one last time (for good measure) before stripping as quietly as possible and pulling the panties on. Sneaking around like he’s nineteen all over again. The cool smooth garment slides up over his legs, he looks down, just the sight of his cock’s outline has his face feeling a hundred degrees warmer. He situated the waist band to follow the line of his hip bones, the head of his cock already leaking, making an indecent wet spot into the fair fabric.
Any slight shift or movement has the silk sliding over his dick. So good, yet not enough, and he loved it that way. Skirting along the edge of ecstasy.
He has no blood left in his brain to feel an ounce of shame any longer. Dean just barely grazes his thumb, feather light down his length, a shuddering sigh (higher pitched than he would’ve liked) escapes him. Slowly he walks back, the backs of his knees knocking the edge of the mattress and he sits down, that unrelenting fabric constricting over his balls. “Oh, fuck…” His breath halts and he casts yet another paranoid glance over his shoulder.
He really should stay quiet.
Damn these cheap motels and their paper thin walls.
His hands are splayed out on his tense thighs, almost scared to touch. Slowly sliding them up, goosebumps trailing in their wake, he slides his leftie over the obscene bulge in the midst of sage green. His right hand tweaks his nipple. Something Rhonda did. Still just as good. Oh fuuuck. He can’t even tell if he swore out loud or not.
He wills his hips to stay still, remembering how Rhonda forced his hips down, making him take it. Suddenly in his mind’s eye, Rhonda’s face is replaced with yours. Weird. Dean Doesn’t know why that happened, but another bead of pre drips down to taint his quivering abdomen at the thought. On second thought, he does know why. He absolutely knows why. He wants you so bad, the way your lips had closed down around the rim of your beer earlier that night. Your deft hands caressing the neck of the bottle how he wished you’d caress his.
Wearing your panties. Letting you mouth at the fabric until he’s sobbing and shaking and begging for more.
“Oh…oh shit—“ He gasps when his thumb circles over his flushed red tip, he knows it was out loud this time. He can’t find it within himself to care. Suddenly he’s whimpering your name. He can’t believe he’s doing this, he can’t believe he’s thinking about you—actually he can, but that’s besides the point—He can’t believe how turned on this is making him, he could fuck a hole in the wall from how bad he just needs to satiate the ache of his dick, quell the need to thrust into something with reckless abandon.
He fists around his panty-clad cock and jerks it over the fabric, fucking up into his hand, head hanging low, face contorted into an expression of pathetic pleasure.
He doesn’t even hear the door open over the pounding of his own heart in his ears.
Damn these cheap motels and their paper thin walls.
You had first walked out because he sounded like he was in pain. Whispering your name with hoarse undertones, voice trembling like the man was on the brink of tears. What kept you glued there watching was the sight of Dean’s knees jostling as he jerked into his hand in pale green panties, complimenting his pale green eyes that were currently screwed shut and almost brimming with tears, his teeth biting into his kissable bottom lip so hard you think he may break skin.
“Oh fuck…oh fuck…oh—fuck!” The final expletive is shocked out of him in a strained shout when he opens his eyes and sees you staring at him in this incriminating state. “I- you…oh, fuck me-…I mean—“ He’s fumbling for words trying to rush the blood back to his brain. Did you hear him say your name? Did you see the panties? How could you not? Why were you staring at him like that?
Abruptly, the questions stop, because holy shit you’re walking over to him and you’re straddling his lap and his mouth is hanging open with a startled choked whine and you’re covering his mouth telling him ‘Shhh’. His hips jolt up into you, and to his perverse delight he finds that you’re only in underwear and a t-shirt. Less obstacles.
“Oh, god, sweetheart—“ His hands clamp down onto your hips holding you down over him out of pure desperation. That gives you a pretty clear go-ahead that he wants this. You let him fuck up into you, slick fabric on slick fabric, sliding and pushing and pulling all at once. The bed creaks beneath you two, sweat beading on his temple, your cunt drooling in your own panties at the feel of his bulge.
His teeth graze over your collarbone as he pants into your skin, “Need- need you. Need this.” He rasps, nails digging into your flesh with a painfully good sting. “Ff- feels so goood…” He babbles out nonsensical praise. Your nails dig into his cheeks, forcing him to open his eyes and look at you. A wrecked little sob escapes his throat. You’ve never seen the rough and tough hunter look so pathetic. You love it.
You halt in the hurried animalistic grinding and slide the panties down to bunch at the base of his dripping cock, they skirt along his perineum and cup his balls, his whole body buzzes with need. His eyes widened exponentially as you started sliding your panties to the side.
“Oh, fuck, yes.” He practically hisses out under his breath. You start to slide down, wet upon wet, clamping down on him, his length filling you up and hitting that spongy spot that had your eyes rolling back. His hands slide up your waist, groping at your tits, rolling your pebbled nipples between his fingers and you feel sparks of arousal dance along your skin. The silk of his panties sticking to the plush of your ass.
“Fuck me, Dean.” You whisper those three words and god he’s like an animal, thrusting up into you slow and deep, like a good boy. all while clinging onto you for dear life, hands gripping at your waist. His hand slides down, thumb brushing over that bundle of nerves that has your pussy clenching and hips jerking.
“So. fucking. good.” He punctuates each word with a thrust, the movements are becoming erratic and quick. He feels his climax building up quick, he can tell from the way your walls tense and constrict around him, “Please, please…” Like the snap of a band you come around him after another swipe over your clit. You mewl a praise in his ear, hand locking into his hair tugging him so close, his face burrows into your neck. He gasps against your skin, nose running up the column of your throat and his hips jerk up, a guttural sound punched out of him.
You feel his cock twitch within you, his cum spilling into you, filling you up. His vision whites out. He doesn’t stop. The sensations are sharp and intensified from the overstimulation but he doesn’t want this to end just yet. He’s seen your birth control pills on the motel bathroom countertop, he trusts it.
He fucks up into you with little rolls of his pelvis, his hand sliding to your abdomen, pressing down to watch the little bump, bump, bump of his cock in you. He keeps his dick there with a perfectly pathetic whimper, thats more of a choppy sigh.
Bless these cheap motels and their paper thin walls.
