Warnings: sex pollen,use of restains ,Loki gets SCARY , lots of dirty talk,sedation, injection,reference to violence ,oral receive (m) while Loki is chained up but not drugged anymore
Summary: when Loki is drugged on a mission he asks you to restrain him because he knows damn well that he is not going to be able to keep his hand off you .
You were sitting on a chair in Banners lab tagging all the jars he asked you to , when the door opened suddenly . You knew it was Loki returning from his mission . He doesnât said a word , so you didnât bother looking up from your task when he strode into the lab .
He slapped the control on the wall and kept his hand pressed firmly to the panel, frozen in place, as the door closed slowly. You caught the limited movement in your periphery while you worked, thinking vaguely that he must be exhausted.
âHowâd it go?â you asked, rubbing the dirty jar you was holding before putting the tag on it .
Loki didnât respond. No sigh, no grunt. Nothing.
That grabbed your attention. Loki was never talkative, often relying on one-word rejoinders, but he always answered direct questions, especially from you. Lately, he was even initiating conversations during the times he met you around the tower .
You looked up and were surprised to see that there was none of the other Avengers in sightâit was just Loki standing by the door , his hand still pressed to the control panel like he couldnât bring himself to move. He looked⊠agitated. You could read the tension in his body; the fist hanging by his side was clenched and his shoulders were drawn up.
âLoki ?â you asked, the confusion apparent in your voice, as you set the jar down and got to your feet.
âNo.â Without moving from his position, he whipped his head around and held up a palm to halt your advance. âDonât⊠Donât come any closer.â
He pointed a threatening finger at your chest. âStay. There.â
You were so shocked by his unexpected command that you obeyed, staying rooted to the spot.
Thatâs when you really took in his appearance: he was shaking, the hand pointed at your chest trembling slightly. His armor was dirtyâsmeared with what was unmistakably blood. His chest was heaving as if breathing alone was a herculean effort.
When he saw that you were listening to him, he nodded stiffly and wrenched his hand away from the wall. With leaden steps, he walked over to the storage crate and dragged it into the middle of the floor. Each of his mechanical movements looked like it required every ounce of his control to execute.
He grunted, ignoring your question again. You watched in stunned silence as he stripped off all of his daggers, even his cape and spare ammo, with stunted, jerky motions and dropped them on the floor .
He took 4 thick heavy chains and the collar that Tony created to prevent him from using his powers and without a word he got out the lab and went straight to the secure tower , where heâve been hold when he first came in the tower .
He put the collar around his neck , then started to chain his own ankles , one by one .
You followed him , watching him in complete shock.
âLoki , what the fuck are you doing?â
He whipped his head up to look at you and commanded: âHelp me with this.â
You scrunched your eyebrows together: âWhy?â
âIâm not going to chainââ
Before you could even finish your sentence, he snarled: âJust shut up and fucking help me.â
You stood there, dumbstruck, and cycled through several emotions in rapid succession. Your initial shock was immediately replaced by irritation as you registered his rude words. Anger flickered brightly across your consciousness, but it was quickly supplanted by confusion: he had never spoken to you in that tone of voice, let alone told you to shut up. Finally, fear settled in, thick and weighty, like a fog threatening to choke you.
You approached him slowly, kneeling on the other side of the tangle of chains.
âWhat happened to you?â you asked gently, reaching out to touch his arm.
He jerked away immediately, so quickly that he almost lost his balance. He thrust out an arm to steady himself on the wall behind him.
âDonâtâdonât touch me. Please.â His voice was suddenly small, almost quavering.
Your heart rate kicked up again.
âLo, youâre scaring me. Tell me whatâs going on.â
He looked up at you, voice slightly softer but still firm and urgent. âHelp me with this, then Iâll explain.â
âPlease,â he repeated.
He was begging you. That was when the real fear sank in.
Without another word, you helped him get the wrist cuffs in place. Then, standing beside him, you followed his directions as he instructed you to secure the ends of the four chains: two to bolts on the wall, and two to bolts on the floor. The two on the wall were affixed to his arm restraints, the two on the floor to his ankles. Initially, you left slack in the chains, plenty of room for him to move, but he insisted that you tighten them enough so that his back was almost flush to the wall and he couldnât extend his hands out any further than the natural reach of his long arms.
He sighed, shoulders slumping in relief, when you clicked the last restraint in place.
You looked up at him. Loki was strung up against the wall , arms hanging by his sides, suspended about a foot away from his body, and his legs were splayed slightly in a wide stance, boots a couple feet apart.
If you werenât so worried about what was happening, youâd definitely be having some⊠ideas. They were completely inappropriate ideas, especially considering the stark reality that the two of you were nothing more than colleagues .
âTh-thank you,â he breathed. âNow, p-please, step away from me.â
You reluctantly complied, taking several careful steps backward, keeping your gaze trained on his eyes .
âOkay, I did what you asked. Now tell me what happened.â
His breathing was still labored. âH-hit with a bio-dart, aphrodisiac drug. Strong⊠Heard of them before, but never encountered one until now.â
You gave him a skeptical look, raising one eyebrow, ââŠAn aphrodisiac drug as a weapon? I thought that was a myth.â
You surveyed him again as the reality of the situation washed over you.
He continued, words spilling out of his mouth in a rush like he was running out of time to explain : âH-had to get back to the tower . Didnât trust myself. Left everybody there. Iâll go back later if theyâll still need me . No-no time to... I had-had toâbefore Iââ
His whole body tensed suddenly, cutting off his own sentence, and he threw his head back as an ugly, feral sound tore from his chest.
You stepped forward, hand outstretched. âFuck, are you okay? Does it hurt?â
You panicked, desperately trying to think of some way to help him as he flailed.
He writhed for another moment then thankfully stilled, slowly raising his head to look at you again. He sounded wrecked when he spoke again: âNo, no. It doesnât hurt, not exactly. Not yet at least. Itâsâit feels likeâŠâ He trailed off, glancing toward the floor.
You prompted him: âLike what?â
Before he could answer you, another wave wracked through him, and he thrashed against the restraints. You fought the urge to cross the space and soothe him. Even in the most stressful, life-threatening situations, Loki was always the picture of composure: calm, collected, calculating. So, it was unnerving to see him like thisâovercome and out of control. You were itching to touch him, to ease his discomfort somehow. After another moment, he recovered.
When his eyes found your face again, he rasped: âIt feels like if I donât fuck you right now, Iâm going to die.â
His words hit you like a slap in the face. You swallowed hard, staring at him⊠all thoughts suddenly gone, mind completely blank.
He filled the fraught silence, straining forward slightly, his voice dipping an octave: âI want to fuck you so badly, baby.â
Your heart dropped at the unexpected pet name, a wave of wetness unapologetically gathering between your thighs.
Fuck. This was not at all the situation you had imaginedâLoki drugged and chained upâbut you had definitely dreamt of him saying some version of those words to you⊠on a regular basis, like maybe every night you ever spent in the tower since the day you met him .
He spoke again, trembling as he said: âThis is fucking torture, you standing there, looking like that. And I canât even fucking touch you. Shit. Shit. Shit. I want toâI want to touch you.â
Without your explicit permission, your feet moved you one step forward.
Loki shook his head back and forth violently, head jerking like he was trying to clear unwelcome thoughts by sheer force. âOdinâs beard , this is really fucking with my head. Iâm-Iâm sorryâIâm not myself.â
Only one question came to mind, one thing you were desperate to know.
âSoâŠitâs just the drug?â
You waited, holding your breath, hoping he knew exactly what you were asking him.
He snapped his head up, meeting your gaze. He sounded surprisingly sober for a moment. âNo. Itâs not,â he stated bluntly. âI always want to fuck you. Itâs just now I⊠I canât control that urge.â
Suddenly, the room felt hot, suffocatingly so. You inched forward again.
His confession flooded you with courage. âWhat if⊠what if I want you to fuck me?â
Loki whined, body convulsing, shoulders collapsing forward as far as they could against his arm restraints. You were so shocked by the foreign sound that you actually took a step backâyouâd never, ever heard him make a noise remotely close to that. Youâd cauterized gaping wounds for him, removed a jagged blade from deep in his thigh, witnessed him take a sword the side, sutured countless lacerations with no local anesthetic⊠but youâd never heard him whine. It was high and needy, desperate and pathetic .
âDonât-donât say that, please donât fucking say that to me right now⊠please⊠I c-canât handle it.â
The chains creaked ominously, the links clanking together as he shifted against them.
âBut, I mean it. I always want you to fuck me too,â you continued, ignoring Lokiâs feeble requests.
You squeaked and flinched back again when he suddenly lunged forward, hands gripping the chains and pulling hard. His arms and legs were immediately wrenched back, his torso straining toward you. He panted: âGods, you donât know how long Iâve dreamt of you saying-saying that to me, kĂŠrasta.â
Even through his situation , his stare was scalding, his gaze scorching your skin as he surveyed you, his eyes trailing all the way down and back up your body.
He jerked his head to the side suddenly, tearing his gaze away, and whined againâmore quietly this time, more resigned. When he said the next words, you could hear how tightly his jaw was set: âNot like this. I-I wonât fuck you for the first time like this. I-I wonât forgive myself if I hurt you.â
You took another, much larger step forward.
âYou wonât hurt me.â
He whipped his face up to watch you again. His voice was dangerous now, menacing, as he growled: âYes, yesâI will. You donât understand what this feels like. I canât control myselfâitâs a fucking miracle I didnât take you the moment I walked back onto the lab and saw you sitting thereâso fucking gorgeousâand itâs only gotten worse.â He let out another frustrated growl, then continued: âI donât just want to fuck you, I want to wreck you, I want-want to wreck you until you canât walk and then fuck you again. I want to tear you apart. Ruin you with my cock.â
He said those words like a threat, but you couldnât help the way they sent heat coursing through your veins, a shiver down your spine. You stepped toward him one more time. You were almost within his reach.
âDONâT,â he ordered, voice deadly serious. âReally, I canât control myself. S-stay back.â
Even as he told you to stay away, though, he reached a hand out for you, legs and arms straining forward, trying to get closer to you. His mouth was saying one thing, his body begging for another.
You stayed where you were, just out of his reach, and asked: âHow long will this last?â
âI donât know⊠I hope no longer than a few hours. Itâs already been at least an hour since I got hit. But itâs-itâs gotten worse.â
You could hear the exhaustion and exertion in his voice. He was barely holding it together, and you knew you needed to do whatever you could to make this easier on him, not harder. So, you shoved down your own selfish desire and with great reluctance, stepped away from him. You sat down on the floor across from him and said, âThen, I guess⊠weâll wait it out.â
He nodded vaguely, leaning against the wall behind him with a loud sigh.
You sat in uncomfortable silence for several long minutes. You busied yourself by playing on your phone . Every so often, the restraints jangled loudly when Loki was wracked by a brutal surge of need and struggled violently. You tried your best not to flinch every time it happened.
Eventually, he disrupted the silence by saying your name.
Before you even looked up at him, though, you knewâyou knew that the Loki youâve known was gone.
His voice had dropped several octaves, and it sounded different⊠honeyed, charming, drawling, depraved. It was fucking sultry. When you looked up at him, you immediately noticed his body language. You couldnât quite put your finger on what exactly had changed, but something about him was off.
All you knew was that, suddenly, a dangerous stranger was standing across the room from you. For the first time, you were truly grateful for those thick fucking chains.
His voice was smooth and calm when he said: âI need your help, sweetheart.â
You looked away from him, playing back on your phone instead. The way he rasped the word sweetheart would be burned into your brain for the rest of your life. It made your whole body feel hot.
âCome over here, beautiful,â he coaxed. âIâve wanted you for so long, and now I know you want me tooâyou canât hide from me anymore, princess.â
Princess. You didnât answer. You just sat in silence and shrieked internally.
He said your name againâthis time more urgentlyâthen abruptly changed his tack : âGods, this hurts so much now, it burnsâI need you to make it stop hurting. Be a good girl and help me.â
You bit down on the inside of your cheek.
When you didnât respond, he tested a third approach, his voice pitching low and sensual : âPlease, darling , donât you want me? Iâm so fucking hard for you right now. Iâll make you feel so, so good, make you cum again and again. Just-just let me touch you. Let me show you.â
You stayed quiet, trying to remember how to breathe. He was playing all the anglesâappealing to your conscience and your libido. The second strategy was harder to ignore.
âCome here and feel how hard I am for you.â
His voice was pure sin, purring and growling for you. He was fucking luring you in with it. He said your name one more time, and your resolve cracked a little.
You looked up at him, setting your phone down beside you.
âYes, thatâs it, baby. Come over here.â
Against all odds, you stayed seated.
âCome make me feel good, and Iâll make you feel good.â
There was no way you could just sit and listen to this forever, so you made a decision. You shot to your feet.
âYes, sweet girl, thatâs right. I knew youâd do the right thingâalways so good to me. Let me down from here, and Iâll take my time with you, show you all the things Iâve imagined doing to your body.â
âIâm going to make you cum on my tongue so hard it hurts, and then Iâm going to kiss it better.â
He was going to kill you.
You turned abruptly and walked to the door, placing your hand on the security panel .
âNO! Fuckâdonât do this,â he raged behind you. You could hear the squeak of the links shifting against each other as he heaved himself forward.
Steeling yourself, you tipe the code to unlock the door . The only way for you to survive this was to lock yourself in your room , far away from the temptation of his damn voice.
Loki roared and thrashed behind you.
You were halfway out when you heard itâan angry metallic whine and the pattering of several small objects hitting the floor. You whipped your head around and watched as the durasteel panel that his right wrist restraint was fastened to began to peel away from the framework, several of the bolts already missing.
The piercing sound seemed to jolt Loki out of his drugged haze. When you turn back in and faced him, you could tell that he was himself again. He stepped back against the wall, putting as much distance as he could between the two of you.
When he spoke, his voice had returned to its normal register and cadence, all business. âFuckâfuck, you have to drug me. You have to.â
Your jaw dropped: âDrug you?? More?â
Words poured out of his mouth, desperate and rushed: âIn the med kit,â he pointed, âthereâs a shotâPLEASE, sedate me now. Itâll knock me out for a couple hours while the worst of this works through my system. Otherwise, these chains wonât hold. Please, just fucking do itâthereâs nowhere that you can hide from me if I get out of these.â
When you didnât move right away, he bellowed: âDO IT NOW.â
You scrambled over to the medkit, whipping it open and digging around.
âPROMISE MEâpromise me youâll do it, no matter what I say to you. Promise me right now that youâll do it! Please.â
You looked up at him, your heartbeat loud in your ears. âI will, I promise, Lo.â
His shoulders slumped in relief.
You rooted around, moving past several other itemsâyou took note of an intravenous hydration pouch and filed that information away for laterâuntil you located the appropriate syringe of sedative.
As soon as you turned and approached Loki, you could tell he was lost again. He flipped so fast that if youâd blinked, you might have missed the subtle shift in his body language.
When you were just a few feet away from him, he threw out a palmâthis time, not to reach for you, but to halt your advance.
First, he tried appealing to your reason.
âNo, no, darling, donât. I shouldnât have asked you to do that. What if thereâs an interaction between the drugs? Could be dangerous. Thereâs no way to know.â
It almost worked for a second.
You took another step toward him.
Next, he tried bargaining.
âHow can I hurt you when Iâm chained up like this? The rest of these will hold, I know they will. And it wonât matter anyways; I wonât need the restraints at all if you just help meâif-if you give me what I need.â
You looked away from him, training your gaze on the floor again. âYou know thatâs not true.â
âYes, it is. I was wrong before; itâs-itâs getting better. I can control myself now. I just need you, and everything will be okay. Iâll beâIâll be gentle with you, so gentle, I promise.â
You forced out one word: âNo.â
He didnât say anything for a long, drawn-out moment. The tension was so thick that against your better judgment, you looked up again. He looked so anguished, so distressed⊠shoulders tense and fists clenched. You felt bad for him.
Finally, he tried straight-up seduction.
âPleaseâjust, fuckâI need to fuck you. Your cunt, your mouth, let me fuck you. You can have me however you want me, love.â
All of a sudden, your thoughts were hazy, slow like molasses. You were stuck on the fact that heâd called you love.
âI think about fucking you right here on the floor, bending you over and lick your perfect pussy until you cry for me. I always wonder what youâll sound like when youâre taking my cock.â
You were trying to block out his words, to ignore the honey dripping from his lips. You justâyou just wanted a taste.
âI have to know how you taste.â
So did he, apparently. You clenched your thighs. Fuck, you just wanted him to keep talking.
âI think youâll make the sweetest fucking sounds when I make you cumâIâve imagined it. I think youâll whine for meâbut I bet I can make you scream too.â
Heâd wanted you, tooâall this time.
All this time, youâd both been lusting after each other, separated by nothing more than the wall that stands between your rooms and a healthy dose of doubt.
âI just need to cum, and then this will all be better. I know it. The drug will leave my system. Donât you want to help me?â
You did want to help him.
Your eyes wandered down his body, and your brain short-circuited when you saw the outline of his aching cock pressing against the fabric of his trousers . It made your mouth water.
You wanted him. He wanted you. Why overthink it?
He could tell that it was working, that you were considering his words, so he continued cautiously, bargaining with you: âYou donât even have to unchain me. Just get down on your knees for me, like a good girl.â
Now THAT made you hesitate, made you stop in your metaphorical and physical tracksâbut only because it sent a jolt of pure arousal down your spine, electricity igniting every goddamn nerve in your body so fast and intense it almost hurt.
âDonât you want to open that mouth for me and suck my cock, pretty baby?â
As if on command, your jaw fell open, tongue darting out to lick your parted lips, and you took another step forward.
You did want to. You really fucking did. You wanted to get on your knees for him. You wanted to suck his cock and have him tell you how good you looked doing it. You were aching to hear his praise, to taste him, to make him feel good. He deserved relief.
You wouldnât even have to unchain him. It would be fine. Youâd be safe, and he would feel better.
You were close to him nowâyou didnât realize youâd crept this closeâalmost within his reach.
Loki started talking again, capitalizing on this progress: âGods, Iâve thought about your sweet mouth, those soft lips, wrapped around my cock, taking me down your throat so well. I think about it every fucking night when I fuck my fist. Youâd look so good down on your knees for me,kĂŠrasta.â
You watched as he got caught up in his own fantasy, mumbling on and on about every sinful thought heâd ever had about your mouth. You could tell his eyes were closed , his head tipped back in bliss. Gradually, he started bucking his hips forward, like he could actually feel your lips around him, like he was chasing a phantom sensation. He was so completely absorbed in the picture he was painting, so drunk on the potential that for a second, heâd forgotten the literal hell he was currently in.
âSometimes I canât even focus when you talk to me because Iâm just thinking about how your tongue would feel on the tip of my cock, licking me, sucking⊠so wet and warm, taking me deep like the good fucking girl you are, letting me fuck your mouth, until Iâm cumming down your throat and youâre swallowing for meâswallowing everything I have to give you.â
Fuck, the picture he was painting was enticing you just as much as it was enticing him. It was a picture youâd had in your own head for months, one that youâd made yourself cum to so many times youâd lost count.
Before you could stop yourself, you took that final step toward him and extended your hand. You grazed your fingers over the bulge in his pants, and he was jolted out of his waking dream by your unexpected touch, snapping his head down to watch your fingers stroke him.
He choked on nothing. âPlease, baby, please.â He was begging now, but his voice wasnât soft or pleading like it had been when he was asking you to chain him up. Now, it was furious, demanding, and desperate.
Fuck, who were you kidding? You needed this.
You cupped him, pressing against his erection more firmly, and his hips pressed back, chasing that delicious friction. Your aching cunt clenched around nothing when you registered just how big his cock was under your hand.
You were so close to unbuckling his belt, to unzipping his pants. So fucking close. But a whisper of guilt in the back of your mind made you hesitate. The weight of the syringe in your left fist was an insistent reminder : youâd promised himâsane, right-in-his-mind Loki. Youâd promised that Loki that you wouldnât give in.
Lokiâs eyes snapped up, meeting your eyes, and tension pulled taut between you. You were both frozen, paralyzedâyou by indecision and he by fury.
The seconds stretched on.
He ripped his right arm forward as hard as he possibly could, and with a furious squeal, the metal panelâthe loose one youâd completely forgotten aboutâstarted to bend away from the wall even more, exposing a complicated mess of wires and pipes underneath. You watched as two more bolts popped out of place and clattered to the floor somewhere behind you. It was almost fully separated from the wall now; three remaining bolts along the bottom edge struggled to keep it in place against Lokiâs brutal strength.
The screeching sound shocked youâdragging you forcefully back to realityâand you yanked your hand away from him, but at the same time, Lokiâs heavy hand landed on your shoulder. He was finally able to reach you given the newfound slack in his restraint, and his fingers dug into your flesh, wrenching you forward.
He knocked his head against your forehead, holding you there with an iron grip.
You were so close to him that you could hear the words before and after they hit : âI know you want it. Take it. Take what you need, baby. Itâs yours.â
Every breath ripping from his lungs was harsh and labored, his chest heaving. You could feel the rage and pure need radiating off of him in waves. His left fist was clenched so tightly around the chain that the skin around creaked.
âI canât, Lo,â you said, stern but apologetic.
The energy in the room shifted abruptly at your refusal, and you had the good sense to pull away from him just seconds before Loki reared back and launched himself forward, throwing his whole body toward you, only to be yanked back by the restraints. Those three bolts, the last hope of keeping him fully restrained, squeaked ominously as he jerked his limbs as hard as he could, the chains fully extended. He was snatching at the air a few inches from your chestâŠ. reaching, reaching for you
And you were stuck, frozen in place, watching his fingers hovering in front of you.
In a terrifying voice you didnât even recognize, he roared: âGET ON YOUR FUCKING KNEES.â
Oh, he was truly lost. He was beyond recognition, beyond bargaining or soothing. He was enraged, throbbing with need. There was only one course of action now.
Another bolt clattered to the floor.
You dropped to your knees, careful to stay close to the ground and out of his reach as you crawled forward. You were trying so, so hard to not be distracted by the obvious strain of his thick cock against his pants, but now it was directly in front of your fucking face.
He pointed an accusing finger down at the syringe clutched in your left hand. âDonât. Donât. DONâT YOU FUCKING DARE.â
You ignored him, the needle poised over the lower part of his thigh. The next few moments played out in slow motion.
He ripped his arm forward again, and the metal panel whined, bending forward even more. Another bolt popped off, skittering across the floor and landing by your feet.
One. One single bolt remained in place.
And his right hand was suspended only a few inches above where you were crouched close to the ground.
Lightning fast, you jabbed the needle into his thigh and emptied it in a matter of seconds. He roared in anger, thrashing against the chains, trying to snatch at your hand. When the entirety of the drug had been injected, you ripped it away and scrambled backwards, getting to your feet. Loki struggled and shuddered for a moment, growling all the while, wrenching his arm farther and farther forwardâthe metal panel screaming as it bentâcentimeter by centimeter.
It was too lateâyouâd waited too long, and he was going to rip it clean off the wall before the drug hit him.
You reached back blindly, relief spreading through you when your hand landed on Lokiâs dagger . You took it and kept it in your hand waiting for the worst to come .
Your finger hovered over the edge of the blade , waiting and hoping .
Lokiâs movements were suddenly slower, weaker, less coordinated. You placed the dagger in your pocket and let out a breath of relief as the drug finally seemed to take hold. He took a faltering step backward, and his shoulders hit the wall with a hollow clang. He slurred something incoherent at you, and thankfully, finally⊠finally, he stilled, head sagging forward drunkenly, arms going slack. He slouched against the wall, knees giving out as he slid to the floor, arms extended up and to the sides by the restraintsâthe right much lower than the leftâand his bent knees slightly splayed.
The position couldnât be comfortable for him, but you were too scared to adjust his restraintsâworried that so much movement would likely rouse him.
You waited a good twenty minutesâpacing back and forth as quietly as possibleâfinalizing the details of an idea in your head. You waited until you were totally sure he was knocked out before you approached him again. First, you opened his collar and placed it in the middle of the floorâout of his reach, but in a position that youâd be able to grab it if needed. Then, you retrieved the hydration bag youâd noted earlier and your sharpest knife. With those supplies in hand, you tiptoed forward. You squatted on Lokiâs left side, gripped his bicep lightly⊠and waited. When he didnât move, you continued. You held your breath as you carefully, so carefully to avoid nicking his skin, cut a generous hole in his suit at his elbow.
Hopefully he wouldnât mind that you were sort of butchering his favorite outfitâyouâd offer to sew it later.
As hard as you tried not to, the movement jostled the chains, and they clanked and rattled. It was a quiet sound, but it felt so kriffing loud in the oppressive silence. Lokiâs breath hitched slightly, disrupting the deep, regular rhythm of his sleep. His fingers twitched. You froze, then slowly set down your blade and started reaching back for his collar.
To your immense relief, before you could wrap your hand around the metal collar, his breathing returned to normalâslow and steady.
You returned to your task, clipping the IV bag to a pipe on the wall above his slumped shoulder and cleaning the skin over the bulging vein visible through the soft flesh of his inner elbow. He didnât react to the cold alcohol wipe, but he did jerk violently when you pressed the tip of the needle into his skin. You tensed, ready to drop everything and back away if you needed to, but he stilled again, muscles relaxing. You pressed the needle far enough into his vein and taped it in place. You double-checked that the drip was working, then backed away slowly, taking your blade and the phone with you.
You waited like that, leaned against the opposite wall of the room, collar never out of reach. You were unwilling to let him out of your sight, so you remained there, tense and waiting. When the IV bag was empty, you scurried forward and peeled back the tape on his armâpainfully slowlyâand eased the needle out before you scrambled back to your spot.
Over two hours after he had passed out, he stirred, head lifting slowly.
He looked around for a moment, studying his surroundings. He gripped the chains in his fists and attempted to pull himself up, faltering slightly before he eventually succeeded by bracing his back against the wall. He looked slightly unsteady on his feet. His eyes found your face across the hull, and he rasped your name.
His voice was dry and croaky. âBetter⊠I feel better. Normal.â
He stood there, relaxed, getting his bearings. All the rage and tension had left his body. He looked like himself again.
âHow long has it been?â
âSince I knocked you out? About two hours.â
He cocked his head. âI thought the drug would have lasted longer.â
âI gave you fluids to flush it out of your system faster,â you explained, tapping the inside of your own elbow to demonstrate.
He looked down at his cut up shirt.
âGood thinking,â he nodded.
âYeah, and thank fucking God it worked,â you laughed. âYou started to get scary there at the end.â
âIâm sorry,â he said, hanging his head in shame.
âDo you remember anything?â
He looked up at you. âI remember everything.â Then, glancing up at the bent panel above his right shoulder, he continued, âIâm sorry, darling. I would never have forgiven myself if I hurt you.â
You noted the use of a pet name, wondering if this new habit of his would persist. You hoped it would.
You gave him a sympathetic look, shaking your head. âYou werenât yourself. You have nothing to apologize for.â
He nodded. âStillâIâm sorry. But, you can unchain me. Itâs safe now. I promise.â
You stayed where you were.
He seemed normal again, but youâd witnessed just how persuasive drugged Loki could be.
Luckily, he could read your hesitation. âItâs okay,â he reassured you. âI understand. Letâs give it some more time. I want you to feel safe.â
He leaned back against the wall and started sliding down to his seated position.
His sudden patience was all the confirmation you needed.
He flicked his head back up to look at you and straightened, watching you as you took a few steps toward him.
âDid you mean what you said?â
He quirked his head at you. âAbout what?â
You wavered for a second, doubt creeping into your mind. What if it really was the drug talking the whole time? What if he only said all those things because he was out of his mind, desperate to fuck anyone⊠and you just happened to be in front of him?
You steeled yourself. The only way to know was to ask: âThat you want me? That youâve always wanted me?â
He didnât hesitate. âYes.â
âIt wasnât just the drug talking?â
He scoffed: âNo, it wasnât.â
A mixture of relief and want settled in your belly. And you could finally have what you wanted.
You approached him slowly. When you were standing directly in front of him, instead of reaching for his restraints, you hooked your fingers in his belt. Loki watched your movements, his arms straining forward slightly.
He choked on his words when you started to unbuckle his belt. He moaned when you unzipped his trousers and pulled out his aching cock. It was still red and leaking, throbbing with need in your hand. His mind might have been clear, and he might have been in control of himself now, but the physical effects of the drug had clearly not worn off fully.
You looked up at him through your lashes and licked your lips suggestively, then flicked your eyes back down to his cock in your hand.
Lokiâs head dropped back against the wall with a hollow clank. âOh shit, oh fuck, yes p-please, baby, pleaseââ
Before he could finish his stuttering request, you sank to your knees and took him as far into your mouth as you possibly could. He let out a broken moan when he slipped past your lips, canting his hips forward to chase the welcoming heat of your mouth. He was big, and you had to wrap your hand around the base of his cock to cover the length that wouldnât fit in your mouth.
He shuddered above you, tilting his head down to watch you. You paused there, holding him, hot and heavy on your tongue. You waited a long moment, taking advantage of the fact that he was totally at your mercy. The longer you waited, the more he fidgeted, hips inching forward, cock twitching impatiently.
When he started to speak, you interrupted him by giving him exactly what he wanted, hollowing your cheeks around him and sucking hard. You thought back to what heâd said to you, replaying all those things heâd imagined you doing to him. You pulled back to circle your tongue along the head of his leaking cock and flicked it along his slit, working the rest of him with your slick hand.
While you bobbed up and down on him, your other hand wandered up his thigh and rucked his pants lower, easing his balls free. You massaged them, manipulating them between your fingers, and Lokiâs head lolled back again, his head clunking dully against the wall. His knees buckled slightly, the chains connected to his wrists pulling taut as he gripped them. In the space where you had cut his shirt away, you could see his muscles rippling, the veins swelling under his pale skin as he flexed.
Taking him in your mouth had you aching for him, clenching your thighs together to try and relieve the growing tension. Losing patience, you released his balls and snaked that hand under your own waistband to press down on your swollen clit and whined around his thick cock.
Loki snapped his head down at the needy sound. His eyes followed your movement, and he gritted out, âShit, does this turn you on, sucking my cock like this? Are you wet for me?â
You hummed around his cock and ran your fingers through your wet folds then extracted your hand from your pants, reaching up to drag your glistening fingertips over Lokiâs knuckles where his fist was clenched around the chains.
âFuuhhh-ckkk, I canât wait to taste you, to feel how wet you are.â
With that same hand, you reached down and unzipped your pants. Loki let out an inarticulate string of syllables above you as he watched you tug your pants and panties halfway down your thighs with one hand. You let him slip from your mouth for a momentâworking him over with long, tight strokes of your slippery hand in the meantimeâto say, âKeep talking, tell me how youâre going to fuck me, Lo .â
You took him back into your mouth, and as you rubbed tight circles over your clit, he started rambling on about all the things he wanted to do to you, all the ways he wanted to explore your body: âF-fuck yes, I want to taste your pussy, I want to watch you finger yourself just like this until youâre dripping then-then let me lick your fingers cleanââ
You whined around his girth; your body was responding to his words, the tension coiling tight and hot in your core. Your knees slid apart slightly on the slippery floor. They were going to be bruised blue and purple tomorrow. Worth it.
âTh-then I want to put a blindfold on you and-and lick your clit until you cum on my tongue. Yeahâoh shit, baby, yes, just like that, hnghhhâthen, then I want to fuck you from behind, hard and deep, until youâre soaking my coââ
You moaned shamelessly, the sound vibrating deep in your throat, and he choked above you.
âAre-are you going to make yourself cum with my cock in your mouth?â
His eyes were glued to your face, the chain resting on his chestplate, as he angled his head down to watch you. You nodded slightly, eyes wide and desperate, pupils blown with lust, as you did your best to keep up your steady pace on his cock while you were simultaneously falling apart yourself. As the tension in your body built, your mouth and hand faltered on him, losing their rhythm, and your ministrations were suddenly stunted and irregular.
âGods, youâre so perfectâuse both hands on yourself, put-put yourââ
You had all but stopped moving everything but the hand between your legs, eyes falling closed as you focused completely on your own impending orgasm. Following his directions, you dropped the hand on his cock down to your cunt, spreading your thighs more to push two fingers inside yourself. You let out another muffled noise, and you could tell that he loved the sounds you made with his cock stuffed in your mouth by the way his hips bucked forward.
One of your hands worked over the stiff peak of your clit, the other thrusting your fingers in and out of you, and that feelingâthat delicious, fucking fantastic tension that had been building since the moment Loki had said he wanted to fuck you hours agoâthreatened to snap.
âK-keep it in your mouth, just like that and make yourself cumâyouâre close, I can tell youâre closeâshit, fucking shitââ
He was throbbing on your tongue, pulsing with need. In the absence of the slick sounds of your mouth and hand working over his length, you could hear the sound of your own wetness as your fingers moved in and out of your dripping cunt.
âThatâs right, pretty baby, cum with my cock in your mouthâfuck, I can hear how wet you areâlook-look up at meââ
You opened your eyes and looked up at him just as your cunt tightened around your fingers. You let out a muffled wail around his girthy length as you came, and he groaned low and deep as he pressed his hips forward to keep himself buried in your mouth.
You slowed your hands to a still as the final reverberations of your pleasure waned, your moan fading to a quiet whimper. You pulled off Lokiâs cock with a slick pop to take a deep, shuddering breath.
âNow youâre going to cum in my mouth.â
You gripped the base of his hard, leaking cock and wrapped your lips around him once more.
Right away, he started thrusting into your mouth, his knees buckling, most of his weight suspended on the chains gripped in his hands.
His voice cut out, words replaced by feral moans and grunts, as he bucked into you.
You hummed around him, running your free hand up his quad, hooking it around the back of his leg to hold him in place against you. You could feel the way his muscles strained and clenched under your palm as his body grew taut.
He came with a hoarse shout that quickly got so loud that his voice cracked and gave out completely. And when you thought he was done, he was somehow still cumming, spilling hot and salty down your throat. You swallowed around him, taking everything he had to give you, until he stilled and you let him slip out of your mouth.
You pulled your pants up loosely around your hips and stood in front of him, swiping your knuckles across your glistening bottom lip.
Loki caught his breath and straightened, using the chains to pull himself up. That yank on his arm restraints proved to be the final straw for that solitary remaining bolt. You both whipped your heads up whenâwith a defeated whineâthat piece of durasteel was ripped away, skidded down the wall, and crashed to the floor.
You looked at each other at the same time.
âSo⊠how do you want me first?â
âUnchain me, and Iâll show you.â