"Should I get you a pacifier, Rin?"
R. Itoshi x Reader
Note: This was my first post on ao3 btw, I kinda mixed up the posts and posted the second one first T^T
Synopsis: When you confront him about his little issue with his oral fixation <3
Rin, not to offend you but I'm like 100% sure that you have some form of oral fixation- Ouh!"
You cut yourself off as you felt Rin bite into your nipple. It wasn't a hard bite but it was enough to make you winch in pain while he looked up at you with a dissatisfied expression and parted from your chest. "I don't." He said but you and him both know that's not true as you watch him bite down on his tongue inside his mouth.
Rin has been through thick and thin of a relationship with or without someone. Naturally, he's developed some form of trauma from it. And with relationship trauma comes anxiety. And anxiety has lead Rin to using coping mechanisms like biting his own gums, grinding his teeth a lot, chewing his lips, picking at his lips, picking his own skin and shaking his legs on his heels. But the new addition to this list of bad habits is having his mouth latched onto your breasts and thighs most of the time.
Maybe it hadn't occurred to him sooner but after your first time together, Rin realized that he loved having his mouth all over you. More specifically speaking, he thought it was embarrassing to be as loud he was during his first time with you. So, to not make much noise he chose to keep his mouth busy with your nipples pushed up against his tongue. And boy oh boy, did he love it. He had, very successfully and embarrassingly, unlocked a new kink.
Another awakening was when he ate you out. And trust him when he says this, he never ever wants to think of letting you go after that. His mouth against your cunt and thighs was like the ultimate anxiety medication that could even rival the strongest of the kind. Waking up from a bad dream? Eat you out. Overworked after a game? Eat you out. Sad day? Eat you out. Someone upset him? Eat you out. Bored? Eat you out. ('Hotel? Trivago!' we all say in unison)
And if you aren't up for it, he'll just rest his head between your thighs until you give in to his sassy whines about how much he wants you and needs you to help him sooth his nerves out. And if you're very strong willed, which happens rarely, you settle for letting him suck on one of your breasts while he rests the side of his face on the other until he eventually falls asleep.
Right now is a moment like the last scenario. You rarely bring up his oral fixation. Maybe joked about it once or twice with a chuckle and 'You're such a baby, sucking on me like that'. But lately, it seems his need to keep his mouth busy has increased. You'd be doing your own thing and he's pop out of nowhere and suck on your neck and shoulders eventually coaxing you into letting him go further. Sometimes you reject him, most of the time he gets to have his way with you.
But on a serious note, you were curious if you could ever stop him from this. And truth be told, you can't and maybe you won't even try to. How could you? He was so sweet with the way he used his mouth. You only placed your palm on his cheek and he managed to take your thumb into his mouth and suck on it eagerly. It looked innocent and erotic all at the same time. The only thing you could do was sigh and move on as you let him suck away on your thumb.
"Should I get you a pacifier, Rin?" You had asked as a joke but he looked up at your once again with even more dissatisfaction. Didn't you like how he used his mouth on you? He let go of your thumb, a string of saliva connecting it with his bottom, "Do you hate it?" He asked with real concern. You only shook your head and gave him a lazy smile as you got comfortable against the headboard of your shared bed. "No, I don't hate it. But it worries me a little thinking what you'll do when you're away for your games. What if you have withdrawals from me?" The last question was a joke. But Rin replied back with a serious face, "Then I'll just have to take you with me."
As much as that was heart touching, he might really have withdrawals from you. You internally smack your hand on your forehead as you give him a nervous smile and held him close to you. "You can't do that. Your coach is gonna have your head on a platter." He didn't reply back this time. Only grumbled something like a 'stupid four-eyes' under his breath before latching back to your breast, now on the other one that was left neglected as he played with the one he has been sucking on for the past thirty minutes now.
Rin occasionally kneaded the flesh of your breast but mostly rolled your nipple softly with his calloused thumb and forefinger. His mouth was still on your other breast softly licking away on your nipple, sometimes sucking on it and sometimes chewing at it with his front teeth but made sure not to hurt you. At first you winched a little but then a couple of bites later, your nipples would go numb and you both would spend the rest of your evenings lying on your bed while he sucked away at your flesh.
Normally, like mentioned before, he'd fall asleep after a while and wake up from a cat nap, all fresh and giddy. It might not show on his face, but he'd feel a lot less stressed and anxious. But, today he hasn't fallen asleep yet. Rather when you stopped patting his head and looked down to check if he was already asleep or not, you were met with his ocean teal eyes that bore into yours. Ah, he wants it, you said to yourself as you moved the hair out of his forehead, "Not gonna nap today?"
He parted away from you at the question and placed his hands on either side of you to maneuver himself to hover over you and leaned into kiss you. The kiss was sweet, like all his other kisses. Rin may look emotionally unavailable but he's the most caring person to exist. It's just that it takes a bitch amount of time to break down his walls. But, it's worth it because behind those walls is a sweet, loving and very caring man who'll sell his soul to the devil for you.
He bit your bottom lip and then licked it and then parted his lips apart just a bit more to feel your tongue slide along his as your both made out. A coupe of seconds later you both parted from one another to catch your breaths. "Wan' you...." He did. He did want you. You've known that since the day you both met. But today, you've known that he wants you for the past one hour considering the fact that you had felt his raging hard-on pressed up against you an hour ago before he shyly pulled away from you and decided to press it up against the mattress underneath you two and neglect his problem.
Sadly, he failed to keep his self-control in check but he was also tired to be fucking right now. That's the whole reason why he was sucking your tits instead of letting you mess him up. Oh, well, maybe next time, you thought as you arched away from the headboard and switched positions so he was the one against the headboard and you sat in between his legs.
You rubbed the nipple he was just biting onto to sooth out the numbing pain. "Did I hurt you?" The question had been laced with innocence before rolling off of his tongue. He did. But you knew better than to say that. "Nah, it's okay." You moved his overgrown bangs away and kissed his forehead before kissing his lips. He swiftly reached out to pull you closer to him and ultimately you ended up with your elbows on the headboard and his hands on your hip, pulling you closer as you both made out.
You purposefully press your hips against his, drawing out a soft gasp from him. That only encouraged you to reach your hands lower and bunch up his shirt in your palms before tugging it off of him, leaving his upper half completely bare to your eyes. You went back to kissing his lips but this time you trailed off and lowered on him. From lips to jaw to neck to collarbones and then over his sternum. You took one of his hardened nipples in between your fingers and rolled it while the other received a good long lick.
Rin visibly shivered at the contact. But, that didn't stop you. Instead, you took the bud in between your teeth and looked up at him and bit down on it with as much pressure he applies to yours regularly. He gasped, winched and then moaned. Doesn't feel good, does it? You thought but didn't voice the thought as he complained, "It hurts..." "I know." You replied very confidently. "You bite harder though," Rin said nothing in return and only blushed as he turned his head away. You only smiled up at him and pinched his nipple in between your fingers watching him shift in his position.
After deciding you teased him enough, you trailed your hands down and gently palmed over his hard-on. "What's got you all hot and bothered?" You asked as you held eye-contact and palmed at the outline of his cock against his sweats, he twitched in your hold.
"You-"
"I know it's me, but what about me?"
"..."
And he went radio silent. You only sighed looking at him and shook your head in disappointment at the lack of answer as you traced the outline of his cock with your nail watching a wet patch form on his sweats over the area where his tip was tucked away. He shyly pushed his hips up against my hand. "I'm not letting you cum until you answer me, Itoshi." Pulling out his last name was a 'last warning' type of move against him. It had him worried but also heavily turned on which is evident by the way he twitches against your hold.
"...you." He mumbled silently.
"Louder." I said strictly, pressing my thumb up against the underside of his tip harshly.
"D-dreamt of you!" He said startled by my ministration.
"What kind of dream?" I asked curiously, hand still on his length, rubbing him gently.
"..."
Radio silence again. You sighed. He's no fun and he's pushing my buttons, what do I do with him? You thought as you undid the strings on his sweats and tugged the waist down and let it stay right under his balls. His pretty cock displayed beautifully for your eyes, the tip red and oozing pre-cum. You subconsciously lick your lips as you watched him twitch.
"Come on, it's not like I'll laugh at you."
"...You fucked me."
"I do that on the regular though."
"Not like usual..."
"Then?" You asked looking up at him. You placed your hands on his calves and pulled them apart so you could sit closer to him in between his legs, preparing to get started.
"..."
The silence was deafening, the only sounds you could heart were both of your breaths. You eventually gave up with one last sigh of disappointment as you took his cock in hand and tapped the slicked tip of his cock with the pad of your forefinger creating a wet smacking noise to echo around the room. Rin pulled a pillow from his side of the bed and pulled it close against his chest and hid his face behind it. Yes, he was on your side of the bed and yes it was hot for some odd reason.
You swiftly switch the aircon on before going back to torturing his leaking cock and kept rubbing his tip lazily and almost painfully slowly. His thighs would tense and untense and this would go on for a while until he almost closed his legs but you roughly kept them apart. "Itoshi, you don't get to do as you please if you don't give me what I want."
You're words were stern, yes. But, they had the effect that worked nicely on him. He complied to you and kept his legs apart. Seeing his willingness, you started with your requests. "Put the pillow away." He slowly pulled it away and put it aside with one hand clenching down on it while the other clenched the sheets. You used the back of one hand to move his bangs to see his flushed face and glossy eyes and give him a satisfied nod before making your next command.
"Hands on me." He slowly reached his hands up to rest on your shoulders, pulling you slightly closer making you lean over him as he looked at you from under his bangs. "You wanna tell me what you saw in your dream about me?" You pressed a thumb onto his slit as you asked sweetly enough for him to toss and turn the question around in his head before he nodded shakily. "Yeah." "What did you see?" "You...overstimulation." He almost spat it out.
Now it made sense, he had a wet dream. A lewd one at that. "Oh, really?" He nodded in agreement. You smirked at him and squeezed his balls with one hand while the other tortured his tip. And therefore, began your teasing stream. "You want me to make you cum until you can't think anymore? Hmm? Wanna be my sweet lil' cum whore until you can't anymore? Huh?" You kept badgering him until he was arching into your hand.
Usually, you wouldn't bully him. Instead, you'd only whisper soft things to him and eventually make him cum hard. But since overstimulation is on the table now. Rin gasped loudly and gripped on your shoulders hard as you slowed down and then sped up real fast making him cum, his cock pulsing in your hand. You kept moving your hand on him until he started softening in your hold but you didn't stop. You leaned down and licked on his tip making him flinch as his nails dug into your skin through your t-shirt. "W-wait- I just came- ah!" You didn't let him finish talking before taking him into your mouth and circled the tip with your tongue. He felt another orgasm build up and his thighs shook as he came in your mouth almost instantly.
"S-stop-" He was cut off by his own moan as you used the edge of your shirt to place over his cock and rubbed the tip hard. "I'm just giving you what you dreamt of. What kind of girlfriend am I if I can't give you something you want and I'm more than capable of giving?" That was the last thing Rin had heard before he had lost himself into the pleasure of it all.
Rin doesn't remember how many times he has cum. Six? Seven? He lost count after four maybe. By now, Rin was sensitive all over. You were now playing with his nipple the same way your were playing with his used and sensitive tip, pinching. Pinching and rolling them in between your fingers. Rin is anything but vocal. Hell, he'll even bite down on your shoulder or shirt to shut himself up. But, not right now. He was full on whining and borderline screaming to the point your neighbors might show up any moment. When he'd get too loud, you'd switch the position of your fingers on his nipple to be shoved into his mouth to shut him up or muffle his noises when he starts screaming just a bit too loud.
But that's okay, Rin likes this. He absolutely loves how roughly and lovingly you handle him. He loves how you love him and he's losing his mind over it. He let his tongue roll out of his mouth as he let out tired whimpers and whines, "P-please..."
"P-please-ah!"
"Please what, love?"
And there was no more reply, only a string of whines as Rin thrusted his hips into your hand that was pumping his cock non-stop. But there was no more cum shooting out of the swollen tip. Dry orgasm? Cute. You thought as you kept pumping him and leaned down to kiss him. He kissed back of course but then you felt saline on your tongue. He's crying? He was, indeed. Tears trickled down his cheeks as they mixed with your saliva.
You used a free hand to wipe his tears away as you kept kissing him, other hand still pumping his worn out cock. His cock twitched in your hold once again and this time when cum bubbled out of the tip you pressed your thumb over the slit making it dribble down the sides. Rin on the other hand almost doubled over you if you didn't hold him in place by his throat. Adam's apple bobbing against your palm as you rubbed your pressed thumb against his swollen tip.
This time when he came, it wasn't even cum. The liquid was much thinner. Did he just squirt? You thought as you watched his drool rolled over the back of your hand that was choking him. You let him ride out his orgasm as he squirted out one final small spurt before you let him go. Rin instantly went limp against the headboard as you soothed him by rubbing his inner thighs and knees.
The sex drunk man barely moved for a good couple minutes before you spoke making him blink a few times to comprehend what you said. "You okay, buddy? You still here with me?" He only nodded as you wiped your hand on the sheets and pulled him into a hug as let him go limp against your shoulder. The sheets can be cleaned later.
You sat with him like that in your arms for a while, wiping his tears away and kissing his shoulder and neck soothingly as he gripped the back of your t-shirt in a weak grasp. "Was it too much, love?" Rin shook his head in a 'no' and then turned his laid head towards you. You took your head back a little to look down at him. "Thank you. Love you." You only smiled down at his content expression as gently pat his head as he made a weak attempt to kiss you but kissed your jaw and went back to resting against you.
"I love you, too, Rin."
