#sublimeshypotheticals

[sublimequeer]

It's nighttime at the end of a long day. The lighting's soft in your bedroom, there's rain lashing against the windows, and the bed has fresh sheets. Your girlfriend lifts up the duvet for you, and you climb into bed and snuggle up next to her. It's just warm enough, it's cozy, and you feel so so loved.

[sublimequeer]

Oh god, just imagine making breakfast in your own kitchen, the light of the sunrise streaming in through the windows, being totally at ease and free. It's Saturday, you don't need to be anywhere, or do anything. Your girlfriends still asleep and cozy. Everything's good.

[sublimequeer]

I keep imagining leaving my familys/friends house after Christmas celebrations with my girlfriend/wife in the future. Idk why, but that silence after you leave a big gathering and go out into the night, especially if you're with a loved one, is so special.

I imagine saying goodbye to everyone, the door with frosted glass shutting and the sound dimming, and linking arms with her, ready to go home. The snow lightly covering the ground, reflecting the glow of the street lamps and colourful Christmas lights as we crunch through it. We're both holding bags of presents from everyone as we walk along, happy, tired, and christmassy.

When we get to the car, we load it all in and grab a blanket from the boot. I take the drivers seat, and she settles in next to me with the blanket around her and the heating on. Either I switch the radio on or put in a CD of Christmas carols, and as we're driving back, we talk about all the funny/weird/outrageous things our family did. Eventually, she talks less and less as she drifts to sleep. I'll occasionally look over at the motorway lights flitting orange over her face and think myself incredibly lucky that I get to spend my Christmases with her.

Hypothetically, of course.

[sublimequeer]

All I want right now is to curl up on the sofa next to a fire, COVERED in blankets (like a human cinnamon roll). I want a (preferably pumpkin shaped) mug of masala chai, some tiramisu. Candles everywhere. Merlin/My Family/Poirot/Comfort show on the TV. It should be raining heavily.

[sublimequeer]

Can't wait to call my girlfriend sickeningly sweet pet names. My Love. Sugar. My darling. Goddess. Honey. Angel. Beautiful idiot sent from above. Siren. My Dearest, Deepest Desire. Peach. Firelight. Lover. Wife. Sweetheart. Baby. Sunshine. My North Star. My religion. Mine (not in a possesive way, unless she's into that). My heart.

[sublimequeer]

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♡ I love queerness, nature, animals, plants, music, silly little devastating shows (iwtv, buffy, Frankenstein, Black Books etc.), filmmaking, festivals, dancing, nighttime, gold light, impulsivity, adventures, rain and thunder, climbing, good food, train rides, trinkets, mountains, stained glass, subtext, reoccuring themes, gothic literature, vampires and crypids ♡

I post (mainly) about:

Lesbian yearning/wlw + wlnb concepts

Nature/subliminty

Funny things

Vibes, unsettling/comforting vibes

Things I aspire to (house, pets, job, education etc.)

Stuff about my life and my filming

The media I like, including books (Carmilla), music, tv shows (buffy, heated rivalry), films (Frankenstein, Wake up Dead Man) and YouTube stuff (mainly james marriot, willne, and dan and phil)

Suggestive stuff at times beware if that ain't your thing x

Anything on my mind

Mutuals you can dm, I like hearing from you people :)) reach out even if you're scared to

People i don't know yet, go ahead and ask me stuff! Just don't be a creep is all I ask

DNI: under 17s, terfs, racists, queerphobes, abilists, zionists, creepy old men

I also want to make it abundantly clear, that whilst I will tag my stuff as lesbian, and say I am, that's is for convenience. The label I'd most associate with is lesbian, however, there is nuance, genderfuckery and all that good stuff involved. I describe myself as a lesbian because that's mostly accurate and a lot easier to do, than explain the intricate facets of my approach to sexuality and gender. Nothings real, anything is possible, and sometimes things are nebulous and too beautiful to try and overanalyse, label and put in ridged parameters. Peace and love.

Take a look at all these tags! You may find a genre you like:

🌿🌕🌌🫀⚡️🦋🥲☕️🎥📜📃📀🌑🩸⭐️👁⏳️🍁🎃❤️❄️🎄🦌🪷🌠⚜️🌙

What some of my tags mean:

🌿 = nature | 🌕 = sublime | 🌌 = cute gay |🫀= hot gay |⚡️= Having A Moment |🦋 = general | 🥲 = sad | ☕️ hot take/political | 🎥 = filming | 📜 = media | 📃 = youtube | 📀= music | 🌑 = gothic |🩸= vampires |⭐️ = spectre | 👁 = the Compendium |⏳️ = near future | 🍁 = autumn | 🎃 = halloween | ❄️ = winter |🎄= Christmas | 🦌= future home |🪷 = pretty hopecore | 🌠 = hopecore | ⚜️ = funny | 🌙 = new vibe, not sure yet

Difference between 🌙 and ⭐️ is this

Wildlife film wishlist: Critters, creatures, beasts, biomes, places and plants I want to film and make documentaries about when I'm older! I'm an aspiring wildlife filmmaker and zoologist, and this is my goals list sort of. I also just want to shed some well deserved light on some brilliant things in nature :)

Sublimeshypotheticals: My hypotheticals are not about anyone in my real life. They are just little daydreams I write, where I imagine what I want in a potential future relationship. Or just fantasies, that too.

Spectre: The name I've given to a certain feeling/aesthetic/concept. It's too ever changing to be called an aesthetic, really, and giving a definitive description of what it is limits it. Essentially, it's meant to embody a feeling of ethereal power and gentle sense of unease or strangeness. I was first inspired by an outfit in a Halloween episode of Poirot, but also it's heavily influenced by my mums love of preraphaelite art which I was surrounded by when I was younger. It's also inspired by camera haze and moonlight, which I adore, nature and the macabre. ⭐️

The Compendium: I like making up random creatures by just drawing and seeing what happens. Alternatively, an idea will randomly just be in my head fully formed, and then I draw it down and make it real. These creatures are then put under the tag The Compendium because it's like a spotters guide. Some of it is based on existing creatures, like the Seraphim, but in that case I've got my own lore for it and different ideas about moral framework. 👁

Key posts:

Dream house

[sublimequeer]

I wish one day I'll have someone who I can totally relax around. Not pretence, no expectation, just me and them and we're comfortable just being with each other.

[sublimequeer]

I can't wait to one day climb into bed next to my girlfriend after a long day, safe and warm and content. To feel her comforting presence next to me, hear her chest rise and fall with her breathing, and slip into sleep knowing I'm loved by the most beautiful person in the world. I'm so looking forward to it.