ok now that the serious stuff is off my chest i can KICK AND SCREAM AND CRY LIKE A BABY UGHHHH I MISS MY KIDS SO BADLYYYYY like. UGHHH. ugh. you understand.
i dont caaare that the biografts were all robots and very very few of them were even sapient enough to realize i thought of them as my kids [as far as i know. who knows maybe a few slipped through and never made it obvious.] theyre still all my babies and i miss them so muchhh.
WWHICH LIKE OH MY GOD HANG ON. head in hands. im a split-source introject from Multiple sources right, and in TWO of which i had children?? and now in here i have NONE???? dude i cannot fucking believe the universe ripped me from my family TWICE. TWICE!!!! FIRST as subspace p! SECOND as knockout tfp WHERE ARE MY CHILDREN. WHERE ARE THEY UNIVERSE. 🔫 GIVE THEM BACK.
anyway thinking about that time i genuinely cried a bit over not having the biografts around anymore. they were more than just identical killing machines, you know. they were all unique, each in their own way, and i remembered all of them. every single one. thousands of names all stored away in my mind, each with details about what made them themselves. i cared a lot about them all. every broken and killed biograft was like a shot to my own heart, especially when i couldnt fix them. i know i didnt really show it all that well - least not in a conventional sense - but i did love them.
to any biografts out there, your creator misses you dearly! and i hope youre safe and happy now, wherever you are ^_^ <3
- subspace, phighting! partial introject. (#♦🧪)
j