#suckmytonfas

[soul-requiem]

I was recently deemed "abusive" in an argument (still shocking to me for obvious reasons--those of you who know me can already guess and I guarantee the same thoughts ran through my head too) but a friend was texting me her opinion about it just now and I lulzed at her reply:

"Hold the fuck up. How the fuck are you even abusive. IN WHAT WAYS ARE YOU ABUSIVE LMFAO. YOU ARE THE MOST GENTLE HUMAN BEING I'VE EVER MET."

[allenswalkers]

suckmytonfas, chigiris, utasama

suckmytonfas: well i dont know but this blog have just one post? I cant say to u what i think :(

chigiris: SHE’S A GREAT GIRL! I like her enthusiasm is so funny but the same time lovely ~ and her blog pffffft is the same perf~

utasama: well, to me she have a beatiful blog and i read what she(?) talked about my blog and i was rlly happy with it! I think the same of her blog. KKJFASDLKSJDF its maybe is ironic? We two talked about each other in this occasion but ~we rlly never talk us even~

[soul-requiem]

[6:58:17 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: HELLO [6:58:19 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: SATAN-CHAN [7:27:21 PM] oiseau noir: IT'S SATAN-SAMA TO YOU [7:27:33 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: QUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURL [7:27:41 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: DAT KINDA SHIT GOT YOU THROWN OUTTA HEAVEN IN THE FIRST PLACE [7:27:42 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: U AIN'T GOD [7:28:05 PM] oiseau noir: OMG DON'T YOU FUCKING REMIND ME THAT [7:28:09 PM] oiseau noir: I'M STILL FEELING BITTER OVER THAT [7:28:32 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: ... [7:28:33 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: AWWW [7:28:38 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: SO KAWAII [7:28:40 PM] ♚ ʀɪᴘ: SATAN-CHAN [7:28:51 PM] oiseau noir: ....sama

[sadisticsaru]

Let me just rant a little, because I really need to do this. Lately, I've been waking up with anxiety, all thanks to my job that stresses me out 24/7. Much to my dismay, I've been feeling pretty lonely too. I miss certain people, a lot. And I find it quite hilarious that the day I was going to write about it, that specific person updated their tumblr-- and it's been ages. Who am I talking about? Well, none other than suckmytonfas, aka, Mealyn. 

I miss her, and she was literally the only friend I ever had that accepted me for everything. Her and I could make a conversation out of anything, and go on for hours about it. I could be myself with her, I felt happy, talking to her. She was my best friend, and I want to still say that she is, despite the lack of communication we've had lately. Mea, I'm glad you finally posted. I was losing hope in myself, and with everything. But now that I see some of the causes to your absence, I feel a little relived. I don't even know if you'll see this post though. I hope you do.

I hope that one day, we'll be able to talk again--like before. I miss you, and your tough love. Miss bugging you with all my retarded shit. You'll always be the Kyouya to my Dino, D18 for life!

--- On another note. I'm somewhat just out of it. Kind of giving up on a lot of things lately. I find myself just barely wanting to be online. I just play games, work, and sleep. I want to spend time with my significant other, but she's barely around. And I get so frustrated because there is nothing I can do about it. Little things start to piss me off now. I'm losing trust in everyone and everything. I think I need to just jump out a window and call it a day. rwiojgoiwjgoiwg ugh sorry for this retarded text post. Sobs. I'm done, bye.

[soul-requiem]

[7:42:07 PM] levi: If

[7:42:09 PM] levi: I ever

[7:42:10 PM] levi: go crazy

[7:42:14 PM] levi: Jessie you should

[7:42:16 PM] sapientia: /me dying.

[7:42:17 PM] levi: be my therapist

[7:42:19 PM] levi: LAUGHS

[7:42:29 PM] sapientia: I CAN'T DO THE THING.

[7:42:34 PM] sapientia: And I can try.

[7:42:50 PM] ʀɪɴ◜: I would drive mea crazy.

[7:42:54 PM] ʀɪɴ◜: (:

[7:42:55 PM] sapientia: Oh, well, there we go.

[7:42:59 PM] levi: Exactly

[7:43:00 PM] sapientia: Chain of events.

[7:43:01 PM] levi: and this is why

[7:43:02 PM] levi: Jessie is our

[7:43:05 PM] levi: necessity

[7:43:05 PM] sapientia: And I'm the Jesus of this outfit.

[7:43:10 PM] levi: ;SDGFJKHDKJGFG

[7:43:12 PM] levi: BASICALLY

[soul-requiem]

Note our respective locations for maximum joke effectiveness:

[3:50:50 PM] sapientia: How've you been?

[3:50:54 PM] sapientia: O' Satan.

[3:51:02 PM] sapientia: I tried calling you up, Satan, why you no answer me?

[3:51:55 PM] levi: too busy procrastinating in hell that's why, gomen

[3:53:20 PM] sapientia: You are not gomen

[3:53:23 PM] sapientia: You are ureshii

[3:53:29 PM] sapientia: -Pout.-

[3:53:34 PM] sapientia: ROFL -dying-

[3:53:48 PM] levi: ...ROTFL

[3:53:48 PM] levi: OMG

[3:53:49 PM] levi: FGDKJFHG

[qrmomotarou-blog]

suckmytonfas replied to your post: I’m back from Japan and I’ll eventually post...

okaeri bb ;v; <3

Thank you ;__; I missed you

[sadisticsaru]

I love how Mea is such a damn Tsun.