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Why did the birds attack the dog?
He was uh…hahaha ummm…pure bread.
Sukugo!!
This artwork is full of pain Just like the fanfic it’s based on I’ve been reflecting on it for days — how do I stop crying? My boy… 😭 Thank you so much again, @belimah , for this beautiful work
BLUMENKRANZ.
Satoru, the next sorcerer to be born with the six eyes and limitless has been born — in the absence of a better word — cursed. He is to be kept from the public eye due to his peculiar appearance, even though he is, to this day, the strongest man alive. Fortunately, when a particular festival arrives and the elders busy themselves with other subjects, he has the chance to explore the world that has been kept from him for so long.
art by @m-stew I hope you all enjoy it; I revamped it. 🎐
The first thing they do when he is born is scream.
It is not the sound a baby expects to meet.
No soft laughter, no wonder.
No mirth.
The midwife drops him and his mother catches him with trembling arms, fingers slick with blood.
For a moment there is only his crying and the frantic whisper of robes as elders rush in, as if the house itself has been cursed.
His mother shushes him and pulls him close, turning her body so their eyes can’t reach his.
It is too late.
Everyone in the room has seen.
Three rows of eyes.
One pair where they should be, the other two stacked neatly beneath, climbing down the pale slope of his cheeks.
Six irises, all a clear, dangerous blue.
When they crack open for the first time, the elders stagger back as though the newborn has swung a sword.
“A blessing.” one of them says finally, voice shaking. “The Six Eyes.”
“A curse.” whispers another, thinking Satoru can’t possibly hear.
Satoru hears both.
He spends his childhood behind painted screens and tinted glass. The estate is wide, but his world is small — the same garden view from different angles, the same corridors memorised by the touch of his fingers on the walls when he walks blindfolded.
They teach him early how to wrap bandages and cloth over his face.
To keep three rows of eyes closed.
To watch the world with cursed energy instead, because his eyes “upset people” when they move in different directions at once, when they see too much.
“You’re the strongest man alive.” the elders tell him when he’s of age.
They also tell the servants not to let him near the windows during visits
Not to let him be seen.
A hidden strongest, locked up like a secret shame.
He starts hearing the summer festival long before he ever sees it.
Drums drifting over the outer walls, the distant pop of fireworks, the faint smell of grilled sauce carried on the wind. Every year he presses his forehead to the paper screen and imagines colours he’s never actually watched with his own eyes, only ever sensed as bursts of energy against the night.
This year, the drums are too close, the music too bright, the house too empty.
Most of the elders are away at some emergency council in the main compound, the remaining watchers are tired, sloppy with their vigilance.
The barrier at the outer wall hums like a thin thread instead of a rope, stretched as the clan’s attention leans elsewhere.
Satoru stands alone in his room and realises that for the first time in his life, there is no one between him and the rest of the world except paper doors and his own fear.
The thought terrifies him.
The thought thrills him.
He dresses himself with hands that shake a little, not from power training this time, but from nerves.
A dark indigo yukata printed with pale lanterns, the one his mother had bought and then never let him wear.
A soft white obi.
Gloves that tug up over his wrists. And finally, the hat.
It’s an old woven kasa they’ve modified for him, as if they knew one day he’d try this anyway.
A thin curtain of black gauze is stitched to the brim, falling all the way to his chest in a light veil.
From the outside, he will be just a tall shape, face a blur.
Inside, with all six eyes closed, he can still see everything through cursed energy.
The world glows in lines and currents, people like burning lanterns, buildings like slow stone rivers.
He slips through the estate with Infinity brushing gently over the floors, turning creaks into silence, their wards into suggestions.
Past the sleeping guards, past the gate that has always been locked for him.
When he steps onto the street, the world rushes in.
Noise hits first.
Vendors shouting their wares, children shrieking with laughter, the raw, overlapping murmur of hundreds of strangers.
Then smells — sugar, soy sauce, charcoal smoke, sweat, spilled beer, perfume, warm pressed cotton. The air is thick and humid, his yukata clinging under his arms, but he can’t bring himself to care.
Lanterns line the street, hung on poles and stalls, warm orange light brushing against him. Paper streamers flutter. A goldfish scoots in a plastic bag near his elbow, the leakage of its tiny life brushes the edges of his perception and makes him smile.
It’s so wonderful, colorful, alive.
Overwhelmingly so.
He doesn’t know what to do first.
So he walks.
He moves carefully, trying to imitate the way he’s seen people walk when he spies them through cracks in the gate. Not too fast, not too slow, arms loose at his sides.
His height helps, people part around him on instinct, muttering apologies when they brush the curtain of his veil.
“Sorry,” he says back, every time, even when it isn’t his fault.
His voice sounds strange to his own ears out here, less like something trapped in a room, more like a thing that can hang in the air.
“Satoru Gojo is to remain within the estate.” the elders would say.
He hears their voices in his head, and for once, he walks anyway.
He pauses near a stall selling candied apples, the red glaze catching the light.
Three children stare at him, whispering to each other.
“Why’s he dressed like that?”
“Maybe he’s famous.”
“Maybe he’s ugly,” one of them laughs.
Satoru’s mouth pulls down under the veil.
His fingers twitch at his side.
Of course even here—
He’s jostled from behind.
Someone stumbles into him hard enough that he rocks forward, Infinity catching them both before they really collide.
The touch sparks instinct — his cursed technique snaps up, space tightening for a split second.
“Whoa, easy,” a low voice says right at his shoulder, lazy and amused, like nothing in the world worries him. “Sorry, sorry. Crowd’s a nightmare near the yakitori stand.”
The hand on his arm is warm and large. It shouldn’t be there — no one touches him without layers of rules and explanations — but the Infinity between them keeps actual contact from happening, so he doesn’t yank away.
“I’m fine,” Satoru says, a little too quickly. His voice comes out deep but unsure, shaped by years of talking mostly to people who expect answers, not conversation. “It’s… crowded. That’s all.”
The man steps back a pace.
Satoru feels the shift in the energy, the heat of him settling just to his left.
“That it is,” the stranger agrees. “And yet here you are, dressed like a bride at a ghost wedding.”
Satoru stares at him through the gauze and his closed eyes, six awarenesses focusing down on one person.
The man is tall, nearly as tall as Satoru himself, broad across the shoulders. His yukata is a deep red that looks almost black in the lantern light, left open careless at the chest.
Ink sprawls over his skin, black lines framing the sharp cut of his jaw, winding down his throat and over his collarbones.
His hair is cropped short and rough, a dull pinkish colour that should look silly but doesn’t at all.
It just makes the bright red of his eyes stand out.
Crimson irises, deep and mesmerizing, looking straight at him.
Not through him, not past him.
At him.
Satoru forgets to answer.
The stranger smirks, like he’s used to this reaction and finds it entertaining.
“Cat got your tongue under there?”
“I…” Satoru swallows, his throat suddenly dry. “No. I have my tongue.”
“Good start.”
The man shifts his weight, hands sliding into the wide sleeves of his yukata.
He tilts his head, studying Satoru’s veiled face.
“You local?” he asks. “Or did you come down from the mountains just to haunt the festival?”
“Do I look like a ghost?” Satoru blurts, then immediately hears how defensive that sounds.
The stranger chuckles.
It’s a low sound, rumbling out of his chest, and for some reason it sends a little shiver down Satoru’s spine.
“A very polite ghost, maybe,” he jeers. “What’s with the veil, anyway? Broken nose? Terrible haircut?”
“It’s to keep bugs out,” Satoru lies. It’s the first excuse that comes to mind and he clings to it. “Mosquitos.”
The man’s eyebrows lift.
“Mosquitos,” he repeats, flat.
“Yes,” Satoru insists, suddenly stubborn. “They like me.”
The smirk widens, showing a hint of sharp canine.
“I bet they do.”
Silence drops between them. It isn’t uncomfortable, exactly, but it’s new
Satoru realises he has no idea what people do at this point in a conversation.
He stands there, hands useless at his sides, the festival roaring around them.
The stranger taps one knuckle lightly against the brim of the kasa.
“First time out?” he asks, too soft and certain to be a real question.
Satoru hesitates. He could lie. That’s what the clan has taught him — never let anyone know more than you have to.
But he is already out. Already breaking every rule that held his life together.
“Yes,” he says. “First time.”
The man huffs, almost pleased, like he’s won a small game.
“Thought so. You move like someone who’s only ever walked hallways.”
Satoru’s cheeks heat under the veil.
“That obvious?”
“To someone watching, yeah.” The man tips his head toward the line of stalls. “You eaten yet, hallway boy?”
“I— no.” The foods smells have been twisting around his head since he stepped outside, but he was too overwhelmed to approach any of the stalls alone, too aware of how wrong he must look.
“Then you’re in luck.” The crimson gaze flickers down his veiled form and back up again. “I was just thinking I needed a way to keep myself entertained before the fireworks. Tag along.”
Satoru blinks.
“With you?”
“Unless you see another handsome stranger standing behind me.”
“I don’t.” Satoru says honestly.
The man barks another laugh.
“Then yeah. With me.”
He doesn’t wait for more permission than that — he turns and starts walking through the crowd, expecting Satoru to follow.
For a few steps, Satoru just stands there, stunned.
Then his feet move on their own, drawn along by curiosity and something else that feels a little like gravity.
They slip into the flow of the street.
People swirl past, noisy and alive, the man moves through them like he’s lived in crowds his whole life, a lazy predator who knows no one will bump him unless he allows it.
He keeps talking, as if it would be strange not to.
“Name?” he asks, glancing back once.
Satoru’s clan name sticks like a stone in his throat.
“Satoru.”
The man rolls it around in his mouth, tasting it.
“Satoru, huh. I’m Sukuna.”
Something tightens in Satoru’s chest at the name.
He’s heard it before, in old reports, in muttered conversations when elders thought he was asleep.
A dangerous sorcerer.
A problem.
A man the clans would rather avoid than fight.
He looks at the broad back in front of him, at the relaxed shoulders, the red eyes that had softened when they thought he might be a ghost, and the old stories don’t quite match.
Sukuna buys him things.
He does it without asking, tossing coins at vendors and shoving skewers and sweets into Satoru’s gloved hands.
“Try this,” he says, watching, when Satoru bites into a still-hot yakitori skewer and almost yelps. “Careful. Not invincible against heat, are you?”
Satoru chews, six eyes fluttering briefly under the veil as the flavour hits. It’s so salty and rich and real compared to the careful food of the Gojo kitchen that he almost sways.
“It’s good,” he murmurs.
“Of course it’s good. This stand’s been here since I was a brat. Here. Takoyaki next. Don’t choke.”
He eats dango, the sauce sticky on his tongue. He drinks cold ramune, the marble clinking at the top of the bottle when he tilts it back.
Sukuna looms beside him the whole time, making quiet comments about the people around them, pointing out ridiculous yukata patterns, counting how many goldfish kids spill on the road.
Satoru laughs sometimes before he can stop himself, short surprised bursts. Each time, Sukuna’s eyes flick to him, quick and sharp, like he’s collecting the sound.
They end up near the shrine at the edge of the festival grounds when the hour grows late.
The main crush of stalls thins out there, the crowd more scattered.
Stone steps climb up toward a torii gate half-swallowed by darkness.
Fireworks are due to start any minute.
“C’mon,” Sukuna says, jerking his chin toward the steps. “Best view from up there.”
Satoru follows him up, breath a little uneven from more than just the climb.
The stone is cool under his geta and the lantern light falls away behind them, replaced by starlight and the faint glow of the town below.
They find a spot on the steps, not quite at the top.
There’s space between them at first — after a while, as more people trickle up and sit down, that space shrinks until Sukuna’s shoulder brushes his.
The contact hums against the thin layer of Infinity he keeps out of habit, strange and electric.
He should pull away, probably.
Make room? That’s what people normally do, right?
But his body leans almost imperceptibly toward the warmth instead.
“Not going to take that thing off?” Sukuna asks after a stretch of comfortable quiet, flicking a finger against the brim of the hat.
Satoru’s hands tighten in his lap.
“No.”
“No?” Sukuna echoes. “Even just the hat? It’s hot as shit.”
“I’m fine.”
Sukuna hums.
“You’re certainly something.” He tips his head back, looking up at the dark sky. “You know, Satoru, most people come to festivals to be seen.”
“I’m not most people,” Satoru says before he can help himself.
The corner of Sukuna’s mouth twitches.
“That, I don’t doubt.”
A firework goes up, the whistle cutting through the night.
It blooms above them in a burst of gold, casting momentary daylight across the steps.
More follow, red and green and white, cracking the air with sound.
Satoru lifts his face anyway, veil or no veil — for the first time in his life, he actually sees the shapes, the colours, each flicker reflected in the fine threads of the gauze. All six eyes are still closed, but his perception stretches up, tracing the lines of cursed energy that spiral with each explosion.
“Pretty, huh?” Sukuna says softly.
“Yes,” Satoru murmurs. “More than I thought.”
“Mm. You sound like you’re reading a report.”
“I am not,” Satoru protests, offended.
“Then act like you’re having fun.” Sukuna’s shoulder bumps his again, deliberately this time.
Satoru breathes out and lets the next laugh come easier.
Their hands rest between them on the step, so close their little fingers almost touch.
During one particularly loud volley of fireworks, someone behind them jolts forward, and Sukuna instinctively shifts, his hand sliding over Satoru’s to steady him.
The touch catches on Infinity for a heartbeat, then Satoru, without thinking, lets the technique ease.
Skin meets gloved skin.
His entire body goes tight.
Sukuna doesn’t snatch his hand away, he just lets it lie there, heavy and solid and warm.
Then, slowly, he turns his palm, fingers brushing against Satoru’s.
Satoru’s heart stutters.
He looks down, even though he doesn’t need to see, and watches their hands inch toward each other.
It feels like one of those training exercises where he has to thread a needle with his cursed technique — tiny movements, high stakes.
Their fingers tangle.
Satoru’s glove rasping against Sukuna’s calloused skin.
Sukuna squeezes once, firm but not demanding.
“See?” he says quietly, as another firework bursts overhead. “Not so scary.”
Satoru’s throat works.
“You don’t even know what I look like.”
“I know enough.”
Enough.
Satoru doesn’t know what that means here, on a stone step under a burning sky, his hand engulfed in someone else’s.
The elders’ warnings crowd in at the edges of his mind.
If anyone saw.
If anyone knew.
“Why are you being nice to me?” The question slips out small, almost childish.
Sukuna’s head turns.
Satoru can feel the weight of his gaze on the side of his face, on the veil.
“Because you looked like you needed someone,” Sukuna says simply. “Because your voice is interesting. Because I was curious.” The fingers around Satoru’s squeeze again, gentler. “And because I wanted to.”
Satoru makes a tiny, helpless sound.
He’s never been told it could be that simple.
Nothing in his entire life was simple.
The fireworks continue, each bang echoing in his chest.
He thinks maybe his heart is going to wear itself out against his ribs.
He doesn’t notice Sukuna’s hand leaving his until the warmth shifts. Sukuna lifts his other arm, slow enough that Satoru feels it coming, a careful movement like he’s approaching a skittish animal.
When fingertips touch the side of his face through the veil, Satoru goes rigid, breath locking in his lungs.
He doesn’t pull back.
Sukuna’s fingers trace along his cheekbone, down toward his jaw.
Through the thin fabric, he can feel the shape of him, the slight hollows where extra lids lie closed, the faint raised seams left by old stitches the clan had once used to “manage” the eyes that frightened them so much.
Sukuna pauses when he finds the line of a closed eyelid where no normal human would have one.
His thumb lingers there, pressing very lightly, feeling the softness under the scar.
“Huh,” he murmurs.
Not disgusted. Not recoiling. Curious.
Satoru’s thoughts are a rising roar.
The elders’ voices snarl in his head — They will call you a monster. They will scream. They will try to kill you before you curse them.
His grip on Sukuna’s hand tightens until his knuckles ache.
“Don’t,” he whispers, finally, the word torn out of him. “Please.”
He’s not sure what his plea is about.
Sukuna’s hand stills.
For a moment Satoru thinks he’s going to withdraw, leave the veil where it is, let him keep pretending.
Instead, Sukuna’s fingers slide up, brush the edge of the gauze.
“Satoru,” he says quietly, the name soft in his mouth. “Look at me.”
The fireworks flare again, painting the world in flashes of red and blue.
Sukuna lifts the veil.
The night air hits Satoru’s face like ice cold water.
He squeezes all six eyes shut on instinct, lashes damp.
Part of him expects the crowd to gasp, for people to scramble back.
No one is close enough or paying enough attention to have seen yet — the roar of the fireworks covers everything.
“Hey,” Sukuna says, and there’s something new in his voice now, something that isn’t mockery at all. “Easy. I’m right here.”
Satoru forces one pair of eyes open.
Then the next.
Then the last.
All six meet Sukuna’s.
The world sharpens. Colours burn. Now the world is not shapes, frames, lines, the almost — the similar.
He sees everything as it is.
Every line of Sukuna’s face is perfect in painful detail — ink, scars, faint freckles across his nose, the shift of his pupils as he takes Satoru in.
Six pupils meet four.
Four crimson pupils, two side by side on the right eye, and the same configuration on the left one.
True polycoria.
He finds Sukuna’s eyes artistically beautiful, and yet he fails to see the beauty within his own self.
Satoru knows what he must look like.
Pale skin, too much of it taken up by shining blue.
Two eyes where they should be, the other four marching down his cheeks in eerie symmetry.
Tear-slicked lashes, lower lids already going pink from the strain.
He waits for the flinch, the recoil, the disgust.
Sukuna’s expression doesn’t twist. It doesn’t even harden. His red eyes widen a fraction, then soften at the edges, lids lowering a little as if he’s really seeing something he likes.
“Satoru,” he says again, almost on a breath. “You are— fuck.”
His other hand lifts, joining the first.
He cups Satoru’s face carefully, palms broad and warm, thumbs resting just beneath the lowest pair of eyes.
The touch is grounding, steady, so warm Satoru feels like he could melt.
“You’re beautiful.” Sukuna tells him, clear as if he’s stating a fact. “Wickedly so. Hauntingly.”
The words hit harder than any praise Satoru has ever received.
Strongest. Weapon. Asset.
Those have all been thrown at him like weights, like chains.
Beautiful lands like something else entirely, something fragile that has to be held.
A small, choked sound catches in his throat. He doesn’t know if it’s a laugh or a sob.
His six eyes tremble, the top pair going glassy, tears threatening again for an entirely different reason.
The corner of Sukuna’s mouth lifts, soft and sure as he leans in while the sky cracks open above them in another spray of colour.
“Relax.” he murmurs, close enough that Satoru can feel the words against his lips. “Let me?”
Satoru doesn’t know how to answer, so he doesn’t.
He just doesn’t move away.
Their first kiss is not perfect, yet it is nothing less than it.
Satoru tilts his head wrong at first, bumping noses. Sukuna huffs a tiny laugh into his mouth and corrects the angle with a gentle tug of his hands. Then it’s just warmth and the press of lips, the faint taste of ramune and soy sauce and something sharp underneath that must be Sukuna himself.
Satoru’s hands finally move, almost of their own accord. One clutches at Sukuna’s sleeve, feeling the muscle underneath. The other tightens around their joined fingers, holding on.
Above them, fireworks bloom and fade.
The crowd cheers somewhere distant.
The elders’ voices are far away, drowned out by the rush of blood in Satoru’s ears and the quiet sound of Sukuna breathing against his mouth.
When they part, just a little, Satoru keeps his eyes open.
Sukuna’s face fills his vision, reflected six times over.
His four red irises hold tiny shards of light from the fireworks, like he’s caught bits of the sky there.
“Better than watching from hallways?” Sukuna asks, voice low.
Satoru swallows hard and nods, because if he tries to speak he isn’t sure what will come out.
Sukuna’s thumbs stroke once more under his lowest eyes before he lets the veil fall back into place, carefully, like he’s covering something precious rather than hiding something shameful.
“Good.” he says. “Then stay with me a little longer.”
For the first time, Satoru thinks that maybe he can.
You have your will in your palm So plant your dreams and wishes now You must grow strong No room for wilting flowers
Will you stay or will you go The choice is yours it's yes or no Voices whisper in your ear 'There's nothing in this world to fear'
So, will you stay or will you go The choice is your it's yes or no Voices whisper in you ear 'There's nothing to fear'
Rise and take flight, darling Let's soar high For the first time in forever you're alive Don't you forget that Rise and take flight, darling It's your time There's no room for wilting flowers here Smile and wipe away your tears
Cruel and wicked life How it hurts you deep inside Cold and vicious life How you wish to make it right Eden's waiting for you beyond it all
You have your will in your palm So plant your dreams and wishes now You must grow strong No room for wilting flowers
Rise and take flight, darling Let's soar high For the first time in forever you're alive Don't you forget that Rise and take flight, darlingIt's your time There's no room for wilting flowers here Smile and wipe away your tears
Will you stand and fight For the war has just begun And there's nowhere left to run Here's your chanceTake it in your hands
Will you stand and fight For the war has just begun And there's nowhere left to run Here's your chance Take it in your hands
You have grown You have strived First time in forever you're alive The power is in your hand A floral crown for you, my dear Smile and wipe away all your tears
Sapphire · Don't Lose Your Way (Kill la Kill) · Song · 2015
What do u think about sukugo?
i really like the concept of sukugo bc sukuna was one of the ‘other’ people apart from suguru that acknowledged gojo. they’re just two ultra powerful men being called the ‘disgraced one’ and the other’s called the ‘honored one’. which… is just titles given by people to them. sukuna himself thinks that his entire personality is about being a massive destroyer & the king of curses. gojo makes sukuna think… he makes sukuna have an adrenaline rush, he makes sukuna acknowledge and look forward to interacting with gojo satoru. “you fought well.”
honestly i feel like for satoru it is also important because he’s always viewed by an object of worship & someone duty-bound to protect the sorcerer community always. this ticks me off :< like any other satoru lover ofc!! but yeah, i fw sukujo hard anon.
i like to imagine an au where gojo can be laid back and be taken cared OF by sukuna if they were sorcerers…. even friends…. it just is a nice thought to have ngl. imagine a highschool BL with sukujo it’s gonna slap 👋 hard. 😻🤌
Flat colors, err, uh, I think I might be getting art block
And something I deleted bc I got mad at how ugly I accidentally made him (btw, did you hear about the guy who got hit in the head with a can of soda? ....um...haha....uhh...i think like...i think he was lucky it was a...soft drink...)
@ belimah
The author of the wonderful Heian AU fanfic. Satoru x Sukuna
A mutual inspiration process has taken place.....
This fanfic, just like that art with Mama-kuna, hurts me. I haven’t been able to get over it for two days. I keep reflecting and crying......
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art by @to00fu
Gojo doesn’t die.
It’s close enough that the world goes white around the edges and sound falls into a hole. Sukuna’s cutter takes a clean lane through the place Satoru meant to be and finds the place he is. The hit throws him — air, snow, steam — then nothing.
When he wakes, the willow is a black sketch against winter sky and something hot and heavy is pressed to his ribs like a brand.
Sukuna.
“Breathe,” the King says without looking at him.
Voice flat. Not amused. Not cruel.
“You stopped.”
Satoru breathes. It hurts. It’s proof. He blinks. The maw under Sukuna’s ribs is shut tight and quiet, which is wrong for a battlefield. Four hands are busy — two working pressure on the wound, one holding his chin like he’ll float away, one flexing the air as if it’s a muscle that just needs correcting. Satoru tries to say
“Again” and coughs red into his own palm.
“Later,” Sukuna decides. “Idiot.”
That’s the day Satoru almost dies.
He keeps it folded at the back of his shirt like a secret letter.
He does not show it to anyone.
He notes that Sukuna did not laugh.
He notes the way four eyes went dim and mean when the blood came up.
He also notes how calm his own head got when the world turned into a narrow tunnel and the sound of Sukuna saying breathe lived at the end of it.
After that, the climb changes.
They don’t stop fighting, they stop pretending there’s nothing after.
The village is small.
The road to it loops around a hill and refuses to hurry.
The shrine sits out of the trees like a stubborn tooth — old stone, simple roof, offerings that look more like daily shopping than worship.
Satoru likes it right away because the ground is honest, packed earth, worn flat by feet that had reasons to be here other than spectacle. He likes the way the river sounds at night, he likes waking up and not hearing the city count his steps like coin.
Sukuna tolerates it first, then begins to like it in a way he refuses to admit. People bring him bad sake and good meat, he complains about both, he fixes the gate with his hands the second day and glares at it like it lost a fight.
When an old woman bows too low, he says “Stop that,” and she tells him to mind his tone and hands him a sack of chestnuts.
He eats all the chestnuts and tells Satoru they were adequate.
They still spar in the mornings.
They pick a field between two stubborn rocks and beat it into a map.
They’re careful with the village, careful with the river, careful with each other in a way no one watching would call gentle. Satoru keeps the Black Flash on a short leash, Sukuna tightens his cuts into something less cathedral, more kitchen knife.
Sometimes they leave marks on each other just to keep the ledger honest, sometimes they walk home with their sleeves rolled and their hands warm from each other’s wrists.
It’s quiet. It’s strange.
Satoru adapts fast, he always has.
He learns the names of the dogs before the names of the men, he fixes a roof because someone asks and later admits he liked the work, he starts sleeping a whole night more often than not, he starts making lists that aren’t about killing or not dying, meat, rice, lamp oil, thread.
Sukuna makes a list titled Things That Are Annoying and refuses to let Satoru see it.
He reads it out loud anyway, three items a day, just to watch Satoru grin.
Two months like that.
The maw still refuses to open.
It happens after they make each other forget the hour and the season and their own names for a while.
Hot, wet, sweaty, delightful.
The world comes back in pieces — steam first, then Satoru’s arm under Sukuna’s neck, then the smell of pine and the sound of the river doing its job. Satoru lies on his back on the floor and sees the rafters and is sure for a long, good minute that there is nothing in the world but this room and the breath against his shoulder.
Sukuna sits up, stretches, yawns, goes to drink water and comes back frowning in the particular way that means he feels something in his body he can’t bully into leaving.
“What,” Satoru says.
He is comfortable, bone-deep.
He reaches up and catches one wrist, then lets it go when the frown doesn’t change.
“The maw,” Sukuna says. “Won’t open.”
He says it like “the door won’t slide.”
He says it like someone who has never had to think about the possibility of a hinge refusing.
He touches above it, prods the line of his lower ribs, waits for the old laugh.
It doesn’t come.
Satoru watches him try again.
He watches the way the skin doesn’t flex.
He watches Sukuna’s eyes go wide — not scared. Offended.
He sits up.
“It’ll open later,” he says.
He says it lightly, then leans over and kisses Sukuna’s shoulder where a scar he likes lives.
“Door’s stuck. Morning dew. Bad carpentry.”
“Don’t say carpentry like a prayer,” Sukuna says, distracted.
He tries again, gets nothing.
He stands, frowns at the altar, makes a heat that would have knocked a white bull flat and it washes over the maw and does nothing.
He goes very still.
“Later.” Satoru repeats.
He keeps his voice simple, it’s a little like telling Infinity to sit, and he knows better than to mix up those two loyalties, but he’s used to tone doing some of the work.
“We have tasks. You promised to complain about the cabbage man, I promised to fix the tack room door. It’s a busy day.”
Sukuna looks at him the way he looks at a new blade in his hand, weighing, testing, waiting for the sound it makes, then lets it go.
It still doesn’t open later.
A week and Sukuna’s belly is… not round, not yet.
Harder. Different.
Satoru notices first because he touches first.
He lies behind him in the dark and puts his palm there and feels new weight under skin.
He keeps his voice light because if he puts weight on it, Sukuna will throw it back like a rock.
“It’s nothing,” Sukuna says, immediately, which means it is very much something.
“Okay,” Satoru says.
He kisses the point at the top of a shoulder and falls asleep with his palm over that place like he’s keeping watch.
Two more weeks and there’s no denying it.
They have a lot of denial practice between them, so when they skip it, it’s a decision.
Satoru sits on the porch with a bowl of millet and watches Sukuna stand in the yard with his arms folded and his jaw set and a shape under the ropes of muscle that was not there yesterday.
“No point pretending,” Satoru sighs.
“I don’t pretend.” Sukuna says.
“Then you’re ahead,” Satoru says. “Because this part is simple. You’re pregnant.”
Sukuna turns his head like an animal who heard a word he wasn’t expecting.
Not angry, not pleased, offended by the concept itself.
“That is not—”
“Everything is possible for the King of Curses.”
He says it because it will annoy him enough to reset his brain, and also because it is true.
“You break the world’s rules as a hobby. The world finally decided to play back.”
Sukuna looks down at himself.
He presses the flat of his hand there, closes his eyes for the length of one breath, and when he opens them, they are feral and awake and stubborn.
“We’re not telling the cabbage man.”
“We’re not telling anyone today,” Satoru scoffs. “Tomorrow, maybe the rice woman. She can’t keep a secret but she can cook blood sausage.”
Sukuna glares at him and then glares at the shrine like it did this and then stalks inside and slams a door that doesn’t slam because Satoru fixed it last week.
The new reality sits on the porch with Satoru and eats the rest of the millet.
He is unbearable.
Of course he is.
He was already difficult, now he has a reason.
It starts with sleep.
He simply doesn’t.
He lies on his back and then on his side and then half on his front until the maw complains in its new quiet way, and when it does, he snarls — not at Satoru.
At the wall, at the ceiling, at the memory of a tree.
Satoru stacks pillows, un-stacks them, puts his hand where it helps, moves it when it doesn’t.
They settle in positions that make no sense to a sober mind, Sukuna leaning back on Satoru’s chest like a disgruntled prince, Satoru’s hand splayed low, their legs a knot that dogs and gods would envy.
Cravings next.
Meat, obviously.
Fine. They eat meat.
Then, raw.
Satoru suggests very rare.
Sukuna glares.
Satoru compromises to the color of a bruise and brings out the iron pan like a priest bringing out a bell.
He sears boar in pig fat and calls it good, Sukuna eats and says “Adequate,” and two hours later asks for more, but this time with nothing but salt and the patience to hold it over a fire on a stick like a boy at a festival.
The blood thing arrives on day five of cravings.
Satoru wakes to rustling, Sukuna is standing in the pantry with a bowl and a very thoughtful expression.
“What,” Satoru says carefully.
“Want it.” Sukuna says.
He’s holding a ladle, looking at the jar where Satoru keeps the cook’s stash for sausage and stew.
Pig’s blood. Thick, dark, not polite.
“Warm.”
Satoru rubs his face, he does not wince, he does not say “Are you sure.”
He takes the bowl, warms it over coals with ginger and a little sugar and a lot of salt, because he’s seen a thing done like this once for a woman after a long winter.
He brings it back to the pantry because Sukuna doesn’t want to be looked at while he figures out a new need.
Sukuna drinks and doesn’t make a sound, his jaw unclenches, he sets the bowl down with the care he gives to friends he won’t name.
“Say it.” he orders flatly.
“Good?” Satoru offers.
“Adequate,” Sukuna says, but his eyes are calmer.
Satoru huffs a laugh and gives him a kiss on the forehead that almost ends with him flying across the kitchen.
He would do it again.
He eats citrus like he’s fighting with it, he wants sour pickles and rice in the same bowl and then declares the bowl an insult and hands it to Satoru to fix.
He wants ice water and then room-temperature tea and then ice water again.
He wants the door shut, then open, then shut.
Like a cat. A giant, very pregnant cat.
He growls at a moth like it’s a threat, he stands in the yard at night with his hand on his belly and glares at the moon until it loses interest.
Mood swings, sure, but not drama.
It’s smaller and funnier than that.
He gets offended by dust, he tells the river to be quiet, he tells the willow to move left because the light is wrong and when it doesn’t, he moves the bench two inches and says “Better” like he won something big.
He cries once, it happens fast, like a summer storm — he is cutting dried meat for travel, and suddenly the knife stops and his face does a thing Satoru has never seen.
He doesn’t hide it, he breathes very carefully, Satoru places a hand on his back and doesn’t ask.
“It’s a lot.” Satoru says.
“It is ridiculous,” Sukuna says, eyes wet and furious. “I am ridiculous.”
“You’re pregnant.” Satoru says. “You’re also you.”
Sukuna crushes the dried meat a little and then eats it like he meant to do that.
The villagers adjust faster than Satoru expects.
The rice woman brings soup and takes back the bowls without hovering, the cabbage man pretends not to notice anything ever again and becomes a better person by accident, children hang charms on the gate and then run away shrieking when Sukuna opens the door, and he pretends he hates it and keeps every charm.
The old man with the bad knee comes by and mutters about the winter three decades ago and the boars that got meaner after the snows, and Satoru takes from that, you’re not alone and also stop treating me like a messenger pigeon.
A midwife shows up, Satoru doesn’t send for her, she arrives with three women — one with a practical face, one with a mouth like a needle, one old enough to have raised half the village.
They stand at the gate and wait like they own time, Sukuna would rather bite a rock than ask for help, so Satoru opens the gate and uses his good face.
“Tea,” he says. “Please, come in.”
The midwife with the practical face nods like he passed an exam he didn’t study for. She looks at Sukuna without flinch, she looks at the belly without flinch as well, she looks at the maw and her eyebrows go up just once in a way that says I have lived a long time and things surprise me politely now.
“We can help,” she says. “Or we can leave.”
Sukuna opens his mouth to do something dramatic.
Satoru clears his throat.
“Help. Please.”
They do nothing fancy, they show Satoru how to wrap binding cloth so it takes the weight off Sukuna’s back, they show Sukuna how to breathe when the cramps make him want to throw a roof tile, they tell both of them to walk more, not less.
They leave stew and a calendar Satoru pretends he can’t read and then reads twice that night when Sukuna is asleep, hand heavy on Satoru’s hip like it always is now.
Nesting hits like a cart.
Sukuna wakes Satoru at dawn by throwing a mat at his head.
“The room,” he says.
“Yes?” Satoru says into the mat.
“It is wrong,” Sukuna says.
He is right.
Once Satoru runs it through his head, he sees it everywhere.
The floor is too bare, the shelf over the window is crooked, the corner with the cedar chest feels like a mouth.
He fetches lumber, he fetches rope, he whistles until the boy with good hands shows up and takes notes while pretending he’s not starstruck.
They build shelves, they build a low bench, they re-hang the charms.
Sukuna paints the lintel a deep red that reminds Satoru of a fight he liked.
He makes Satoru move the bed three times and then back to where it started.
They argue about a curtain.
Satoru likes the breeze, Sukuna likes the idea of a wall he can choose — they hang the curtain.
The room changes sound, at night it holds them like a hand.
Sukuna falls asleep faster, Satoru doesn’t say the words I told you so.
He thinks them very loudly and smiles at the ceiling.
The first time the belly kicks hard enough to make a shape, Sukuna snarls, then laughs, then curses the laugh.
He takes Satoru’s wrist and slams his palm against the spot, the skin shivers, something small moves like a fish.
“Hi,” Satoru says, surprised at how steady his voice is.
He has spent his life not talking to things that live under skins.
He has spent his life telling the world where to stand.
He stands here, hand on heat, and the world is small and exact and fine.
“Don’t be sentimental.” Sukuna says.
“I won’t.” Satoru says.
He watches the place move under his hand and feels his mouth go soft.
He cannot help it.
“I’m an excellent liar.”
He almost dies again.
It’s stupid.
It’s a boar.
A big one, sure, and angry, sure, and the ground is slick, and he’s thinking about something dumb like whether they should ask the boy with good hands to build a second bench under the window.
The boar comes out of the trees like a boulder, Satoru slips, his knee goes sideways, the boar is on him and there is breath and stink and a tusk that knows exactly where to go as if it got a map in the mail.
The tusk meets Infinity and squeals like metal, the boar stumbles, Satoru rolls.
His knee screams, he is not scared, he is annoyed. He is about to pull Red and make it quick, and then there is a shape in front of him and the world smells like hot iron and pine and the noise the maw makes when it laughs but controlled, contained, exactly right.
Sukuna takes the boar apart with an economy that would make a god jealous.
He doesn’t cut it into a lesson, he cuts it into food.
When it falls, it falls in a way that doesn’t wake the forest.
He stands over Satoru and breathes through his teeth like a man figuring out what counts as anger and what counts as fear and which one he’s allowed to show.
“You’re limping.” he says.
“You’re pregnant,” Satoru nods. “We’re both very brave.”
“Idiot.” Sukuna says, soft now.
He bends, picks Satoru up like a thing that weighs what it should and not what Satoru knows he can weigh if he wants to, and carries him home.
Satoru doesn’t argue.
The belly presses his side. It’s firm. It’s real.
He puts his hand on it but pretends he’s steadying himself.
Sukuna lets him pretend.
That night, they eat the boar.
Sukuna wants it with salt and nothing else, Satoru wants the leg roasted over slow coals with a glaze from the last of the winter honey.
They do both.
They eat too much.
They lean on each other after like old men on a festival bench and look at the moon and don’t talk about the part where Satoru almost did it again.
There are rules now. They make them without ceremony.
No Domains near the village.
Fine, easy.
No Red within ten steps of the river.
Annoying, but fair.
If Satoru wakes up with a cold pillow next to him, he follows the heat.
No heroics. No guesswork.
If he finds Sukuna standing by the gate with his hand low and his mouth set, he doesn’t joke.
He brings tea. He stands. He waits for the wind to shift.
If Sukuna wants blood at midnight, he asks. Satoru gets it.
He doesn’t argue about whether this is normal, he heads for the pantry, if he’s out, he heads for the neighboring farm with a sack of coin and a good face.
The farmer asks no questions, the pig looks at Satoru like Satoru owes it something, which he does.
He says thank you out loud — he means it.
If Satoru’s knee aches, he sits down.
If Sukuna says “Sit,” he sits.
If Sukuna says “Get up,” he gets up.
They stop asking each other to be anything smaller than what fits this room.
By week twenty-whatever, Sukuna’s cravings develop personalities.
Meat is a given.
Blood is a schedule.
Citrus is a feud.
And then, on a normal morning market run, he sniffs the wind, points at the oldest woman in the village, and says, very calmly.
“I want to eat her.”
Satoru stops walking.
The basket bumps his knee.
“We are not eating Obaa Naho.”
Sukuna doesn’t blink.
“A small piece. She smells like salt and smoke and prayers. Cheek, maybe. Practical.”
Obaa Naho is eighty if she’s a day, all tendon and story.
She sells pickled plums and hits thieves with a bamboo cane so fast you don’t see it coming.
Today she’s humming at her stall, the smell really is great, ume, rice vinegar, wood smoke from her little brazier.
Sukuna looks like a hungry cat who discovered soup can be meat if you believe hard enough.
Satoru steps in front of him and puts a hand on the swell under his ribs that now leads all negotiations.
“No villagers,” he says. “Especially not Naho. New house rule.”
Sukuna’s eyes narrow.
“If the baby comes out with her face because you denied me, I am killing you and feeding you to the baby.”
“Fair,” Satoru says, because arguing the first thing he says is never smart. “But consider this, if he has her eyebrows we can shape them. And if she hears you, she’ll hit you with the cane and it will be the baby’s fault.”
Obaa Naho lifts her head like a hawk.
“You two want plums or trouble?”
“Plums, please,” Satoru says quickly.
Sukuna adds, with great dignity,
“And trouble,” and gets a gentle whack across the knuckles with the cane for free.
He looks personally betrayed.
He also looks like he kind of liked it.
They go home with plums and without any part of Obaa Naho.
Sukuna sulks three hours, which is shorter than last week’s pickle incident.
The craving does not vanish, it evolves into a campaign.
Satoru finds himself blocking Sukuna’s line of sight like a stagehand moving scenery whenever Obaa Naho is within fifty paces.
Sukuna tries reasoning.
“She’s old,” he says, folding cabbage with one hand and pointing at the air with another while the lower arms remain holding his stomach carefully. “Old meat is flavorful.”
“We are not dry-aging our neighbors,” Satoru says. “Try this rib. It’s rare.”
“It is adequate,” Sukuna says.
He eats three.
He stares out the door.
“Her forearm would be—”
“No.”
He isn’t cruel about it, he’s just pregnant and completely literal.
The belly demands, the mouth proposes, the brain drafts a plan.
Satoru spends a whole afternoon building out an alternative menu called
“Things That Feel Like They Should Be People But Are Not,” which includes liver with yuzu, salty blood custard warmed with ginger, cracklings that snap loud enough to scare bad ideas, and a stew so rich even Sukuna says “Good” instead of “Adequate.”
It buys them two days.
On the third day, Obaa Naho waddles up their path with a gift basket and no fear in her bones.
“For the child,” she says, handing Satoru a bundle of little charms, then turning and handing Sukuna a paper-wrapped parcel. “For your mouth, so you stop looking at me like a New Year’s roast.”
Satoru peeks.
It’s char siu pork.
The lacquer is darker than sin.
Sukuna sniffs it, goes bright-eyed, then snaps his gaze back to the old woman as if checking if he’s allowed to appreciate a replacement for her.
“If the baby is born with your face,” he tells her solemnly, “I’m killing him” — thumb to Satoru — “and feeding him to the baby.”
Satoru gives a little stupid wave.
Obaa Naho lifts the cane slow enough for everyone to understand that mercy is a choice.
Sukuna looks appropriately chastened.
Satoru bows three times and adds a fourth for safety.
They eat the pork in silence on the porch, Sukuna chews, swallows, and says, reluctant, “Good.”
Satoru pretends he didn’t drag “good” out of him like a tooth.
The midwives hear about the Old Woman Problem by lunch.
Of course they do.
By evening they show up with a document they call, very seriously, The Redirect.
“Read it,” says the practical one. “Out loud.”
Satoru reads.
“When the patient experiences a People Craving, substitute with, one. heavily salted beef shin, two. blood custard with citrus, three. smoke-kissed eel, four. something crunchy, five. a walk.”
Sukuna squints at the list.
Who decided the walk.”
“The part of you that can still hear reason,” the oldest midwife says, pouring herself tea like she owns the house. “Also I want to see you wobble down the road. For morale.”
They test The Redirect the next morning, because Obaa Naho invents a new pickled daikon that smells exactly like church and thunder.
Sukuna leans in, pupils gone sharp.
Satoru slaps a package of beef shin into his hand like a talisman.
“Redirect.”
Sukuna stares at the meat, stares at Obaa Naho, stares at Satoru.
He bites the beef.
Chews.
Chews more.
He looks furious and then less furious. He waves the beef at Obaa Naho like a threat that turned into a thank-you.
She winks and hands him a free daikon.
He hands it to Satoru like a hot coal.
“You eat the holiness. I will eat the shin.”
They walk home.
It counts as the walk.
There are other cravings — some are easy.
Shaved ice with ume syrup becomes a nightly problem.
Satoru trades two afternoons of roof repair for a block of ice and feels wildly competent bringing it home like a hero returning with a dragon’s skull.
Sukuna eats a bowl, glares at the spoon like it offended him, then asks for a second bowl.
Satoru watches his shoulders drop a notch and decides he loves sugar farmers.
Some cravings are strange but manageable.
There’s a week where Sukuna wants smoke.
Not meat, not heat — smoke.
Satoru sets a little brazier outside, burns rice straw and a twist of cedar, and wafts the smell at him with a fan while Sukuna stands there with his hand over the belly like a bouncer and inhales.
A neighbor walks by, sees the scene, nods respectfully as if this is a real rite — it is now — and keeps moving.
And then the People Craving circles back around like a hawk.
They hear the cane before they see her, Obaa Naho is on the path, muttering about boys who don’t sweep.
Sukuna stands, sniffs, and goes soft-lidded with pure want in a way Satoru recognizes uncomfortably from a different category of want.
“No,” Satoru says on reflex, already fishing in the bag for the emergency eel.
“I’m not going to kill her,” Sukuna says, offended, which is true and doesn’t help. “I will just think about biting.”
Obaa Naho stops at the bottom step.
“If you two are going to whisper about me, do it louder. I don’t have all day.”
“Your daikon is too good,” Satoru blurts. “It’s causing community unrest.”
“Good,” she says. “You should suffer when something is perfect.”
She eyes Sukuna’s belly, then his face.
“You still want to eat me?”
“Yes,” Sukuna says, because lying is not one of his skills.
She taps his shin with the cane, not gentle, not mean.
“Have the eel and leave my legs for walking.”
She hands Satoru a packet of eel he did not pay for.
Then she leans in, squints at Sukuna’s belly, and says, deadpan,
“If the baby has my face, dye his hair white so people are confused.”
She turns and totters off, cane clicking, dignity enormous.
Sukuna watches her go with reverence usually reserved for very sharp knives.
He takes the eel, he eats half without breathing, he grudgingly hands Satoru the other half and mutters,
“If the baby has her eyebrows, I am killing you and feeding you to the baby.”
Satoru nods solemnly.
“Start with my less important parts. I vote left earlobe.”
Sukuna snorts.
It’s a win.
Domestic life, meanwhile, gets weirder and nicer.
The cradle arrives, hand-cut by the boy with good hands, who pretends he doesn’t care if the baby chews on the rail and then spends two days sanding it until it’s safer than a thought.
Sukuna paints a line of red across the headboard and declares it “not symbolic,” which means it is.
Satoru sews exactly one thing — a lopsided cloth rabbit — and announces retirement.
Sukuna picks it up, sniffs it like it might be meat, and stows it by the bed as if it’s a dangerous object that has to be watched.
They invent games.
“Name That Smell” is a hit.
Satoru burns a pinch of tea, a slice of dried orange, a little meat fat, a twist of straw.
Sukuna names them in one breath, then crushes Satoru in the shoulder with a pleased headbutt and says, “Again.”
“What’s That Kick” is less fun because the answer is always “Foot.”
“Will The Willow Move If I Stare At It” continues to split the household along predictable lines, Satoru believes, Sukuna threatens the tree.
On quiet afternoons, Satoru sits behind him and rubs his back while Sukuna reads a stolen cookbook like a war manual.
“Braised,” he says, turning a page. “Stewed. Grilled. Human methods are basic.”
“Humans do not braise humans,” Satoru says without looking up.
“Lack of imagination,” Sukuna says, then adds, after a beat, “I am joking. Put the ladle down.”
Satoru hadn’t picked up the ladle. He puts it down anyway.
Festival day sneaks up.
The village hangs paper fish and strings of bells.
Food appears on every surface.
Obaa Naho sells mochi with a salted plum hidden inside and laughs every time someone’s face goes sour.
Sukuna circles her stall like a storm cloud.
Satoru deploys The Redirect at speed — eel, smoke, walk — and then, in desperation, buys a mountain of mochi.
Sukuna bites, goes angry, goes thoughtful, then goes very still.
“This is almost what I want,” he says, suspicious, chewing. “Sweet outside. Salt inside. Soft. Sneaky.”
“That’s you,” Satoru says. “Congratulations on having taste.”
Sukuna eats four.
He stops staring at Obaa Naho like a wolf stalking a saint, this counts as religious harmony.
They watch lanterns rise.
Satoru’s hand slides low and stays there, because it always ends up there lately.
The baby kicks hard enough to make Sukuna grunt and swear and then swear because he swore.
Satoru presses, steady, and the kick returns like an answer.
“If he’s born with her face,” Sukuna says once again because he has to remind Satoru at least once a week, not taking his eyes off the lanterns, “I am still killing you and feeding you to him.”
“Noted,” Satoru says. “We’ll name him Naho either way.”
Sukuna pretends this is a threat.
It isn’t. It’s a joke. It lands.
He huffs, which is his laugh wearing a smaller coat.
At home, the list on the wall gets longer, broth, ice, citrus, eel, shin, walks, sleep, don’t eat Naho.
Sukuna adds “don’t eat Naho” himself in big, aggressive brushstrokes and underlines it twice like he’s shouting at his own hands.
He’s still unbearable sometimes — short, snappish, wide awake at three, hungry for the wrong thing at four, tired of being a miracle by five.
Satoru bears it.
He gets good at redirecting with a joke, a bowl, a shoulder.
He also gets good at saying “no” without making it a fight.
No, not the neighbor.
No, not the pig with a name.
No, not the midwife’s assistant, even if she smells like sugar. Here, have the sugar.
They plan. Satoru is not a planner by paper, he’s a planner by feel.
He learns paper.
He learns how many steps between the well and the bed.
He learns how many breaths it takes to boil water now that the wind is different.
He learns the names of five women who will come if he asks and the names of three men who will come if he doesn’t.
He tells the boy with good hands to be ready to run and not ask where.
The boy says yes and then asks where, and Satoru says “Here,” and the boy laughs like he thought so.
Sukuna hoards blankets.
He hauls the cedar chest to the other side of the room with one hand like it offended him where it sat.
He polishes a knife.
He makes another list called Things That Will Be Fine and writes one item on it every night and doesn’t let Satoru see.
Satoru doesn’t look, he doesn’t need to, he knows what it says because he’s writing the same list inside his head.
The belly goes from firm to obvious.
The village accepts it like weather.
Children ask if there’s a tiger inside, Sukuna says yes and the parents hiss and Satoru says “A polite tiger,” and the parents stop hissing because the children laugh.
The rice woman starts leaving soups with names like “four winds” and “fish on a journey” and “it’s fine it’s fine” and Satoru eats them when Sukuna won’t.
The midwives come by and prod and hmm and tell Satoru to gather clean cloth and Satoru nods and then cleans the cloth twice.
Mood swings take a new shape.
They’re funnier now that everyone knows what they’re for.
Sukuna glares at the sky like it owes him a cooler breeze, Satoru moves the bench to a better spot and points at the leaves until the wind gets jealous,
Sukuna kicks Satoru’s calf lightly and says “Stop showing off.”
Satoru says “Never,” and brings him a bowl of shaved ice with ume syrup he traded a month of roof work for.
Sukuna eats it and says “Adequate” and then, very quietly, “Good,” and Satoru pretends he didn’t hear the second part and smiles like a fool.
At night, Sukuna sprawls.
Satoru adapts.
He gets very good at being a piece of furniture with a heartbeat, he puts his hand low and feels the kicks and the rolls and the pauses.
He talks there once, when he knows Sukuna is asleep.
He keeps it short.
“I’m Satoru,” he says to the skin. “Try not to terrify everyone at once.”
The kick that answers feels like a shrug.
They fight less, they don’t stop.
They keep the edges sharp.
Sometimes Sukuna needs to move the way he used to, sometimes Satoru needs to remember what his arms are for other than holding a man upright at 2 a.m.
They take a field farther out, they lay down rules — Sukuna ignores a rule and Satoru drags him back by the wrist and they argue for twenty minutes using the same three words and then go home and don’t talk for an hour and then both reach for the same bowl at dinner and laugh into it like idiots.
Their bodies change together.
Satoru gets softer in a way that is not weakness and not age and not loss.
He gets good at sitting, he gets good at getting up, he learns the feel of new weight on his lap and the way to roll without jarring it when thunder wakes the village and Sukuna’s hand tightens like a rope.
His knee stops lying to him, he keeps a strap of cloth by the door so he doesn’t forget it when he forgets everything else.
Sukuna’s back hurts, Satoru’s hands fix it.
Sukuna would rather be stabbed than admit they fix it.
He lies on his side while Satoru works the muscle and breathes like a man who took a blade without a sound.
When it finally gives, he says “Adequate,” and Satoru says “Say thank you,” and Sukuna says “No,” and then says “Thank you,” and Satoru says “You’re welcome,” and both of them pretend they aren’t smiling.
The day the maw opens again, it’s not hungry. It yawns and there’s nothing in it but clean heat. Sukuna goes still, then relieved, then offended by the relief. He looks at Satoru like it’s his fault. Satoru raises both hands.
“Don’t look at me,” Satoru says. “I didn’t touch the hinge.”
Sukuna touches it.
The skin is warm.
The mouth is quiet.
He looks… not lighter.
More assembled. He presses his palm over the belly and waits. A heel slides under his hand like a boat under a pier. He makes a sound that is not a laugh and not a snarl and not something Satoru has a word for. Satoru files it under: private, important.
They stand in the yard until the light changes.
The willow flips its leaves to silver and back, the river does its job, Satoru’s hand finds the small of Sukuna’s back without permission and stays there with the ease of a new habit that should feel strange and doesn’t.
“We’re really doing this,” Satoru says.
“We are,” Sukuna answers, plain.
Birth is work.
It starts at dawn because of course it does. Sukuna wakes Satoru with a kick that would have broken a lesser man’s spine and says,
“Now.”
He says it like “Door.”
He says it like “Eat.”
Satoru sits up and the world narrows to lists and steps and names and the line between panic and practice.
He sends the boy with good hands to run.
He heats water.
He lays cloth.
He opens every window.
He lays his palm on a back he knows like his own inside voice and breathes when the body in front of him breathes.
The midwives arrive like weather — direct, busy, full of old jokes.
They wash their hands. They nod at Satoru. They nod at the belly like it’s a neighbor.
Sukuna is bad at being told what to do.
He is worse at being told to wait.
He tries both, fails at both, glares at everyone and then at no one and then at the wall.
He is enormous and glorious and furious and beautiful and Satoru looks at him and thinks a small, clear thought, we did this part right.
He doesn’t say it.
He puts his hand where it helps and keeps it there until told to move.
Time does its stretch-and-snap. Hours are seconds. Seconds are lives. Sukuna holds Satoru’s wrist hard enough to leave a badge he will admire in the bath for weeks.
Satoru lets him, he does not crack jokes, he does not make speeches, he holds, he breathes, he moves when ordered, he drinks when told, he says “Yes” and “Here” and “Now” and “Okay,” and that turns out to be enough.
When the crying comes, it is rude and perfect.
It is too loud for the room and exactly right for the world.
Satoru’s head empties and fills in the same beat.
Someone hands him someone.
The someone is smaller than his palm and larger than God.
Satoru almost drops him because his hands remember battle and forget cups and the midwife says, “Hold,” and he does.
Sukuna is looking at him, not at the someone — at Satoru.
Four eyes, all a little wild, all a little wet.
Satoru brings the someone down into those four hands. The hands shake. The maw stays shut and quiet.
The belly is empty and the room is full.
They don’t speak for a long time.
The midwives do the things midwives do, the world clicks into its new shape.
Later, when the house is calm and the village is already pretending it knew this would happen, Satoru sits on the floor with his back against the cedar chest and the someone asleep across his thighs.
Sukuna lies half on his side, half on Satoru’s knee, worn out in a way Satoru recognizes from battle and from love and from whatever this has become.
He reaches out without opening his eyes and finds Satoru’s ankle and holds it.
“Good,” he says, and it’s the first time the word doesn’t sound like an insult or a compromise or a joke.
“Good,” Satoru echoes.
He leans his head back and lets the ceiling be a ceiling and not a sentence.
Outside, the river still does its job. The willow still keeps its own counsel.
The world, for once, keeps quiet without being told.
After is ordinary in ways Satoru would have called a lie last year.
He knows where the cloths are, he knows how to fold the sling, he knows which cry means hungry and which cry means I am right here, keep being here.
He learns the pattern of three in the night, wake, feed, switch, sleep.
He learns the joy of a nap like a stolen peach.
He learns which corner of the room is lucky at dawn.
Sukuna is unbearable for a while longer because his body is his favorite tool and it hurts and he can’t fix it with a blade.
He is short-tempered and then sorry.
He is hungry and then offended by food.
He is tired and refuses to admit it.
Satoru lets him be all of that and doesn’t take any of it into the next hour, he fetches broth, he presses the spot on Sukuna’s back that releases the ache all at once, he takes the baby when the crying stops being cute and brings him back when the quiet gets suspicious.
He kisses Sukuna’s wrist because he wants to and because it helps and because he can.
There’s a day when Satoru looks up from sweeping and realizes they haven’t argued in three days.
He feels a small panic and says something deliberately annoying about the cabbage man.
Sukuna tells him to shut up.
The panic leaves.
Satoru keeps sweeping, satisfied.
They still spar, carefully.
Sukuna’s strength comes back wrong, then right.
Satoru’s knee clicks and then doesn’t.
They don’t use Red at all for a while, they don’t miss it, they walk home with sweat on their backs and a weight in Satoru’s arms and someone’s tiny fist clenched in Satoru’s sleeve and the world feels possible without music or knives.
People visit.
Offerings accumulate.
Some are useful.
Some are ridiculous.
The boy with good hands builds the second bench and pretends it was his idea.
The rice woman starts a fight with the cabbage man and the village talks about that for a week, which is a relief because it means the shrine can stop being the loudest story.
The midwives check on everyone and steal Satoru’s honey and get caught and don’t care.
Inside, the house smells like smoke and ume and a little blood warmed with ginger.
Satoru writes “mochi” on tomorrow’s list and “don’t eat Naho” again underneath, for luck.
The brush stutters where he laughs.
He doesn’t die.
He holds the line.
He brings the eel.
He keeps the village intact and the kitchen loud, and when Sukuna leans against him at the end of the day, heavy and irritable and fine, Satoru thinks the same thought he’s been thinking since the field and the willow and the breath that stayed.
This is ridiculous. This is perfect.
At night, Satoru lies on his back with a warm weight tucked under his arm and another warm weight draped over his hip and thinks, he did not die.
Not that day in the field and not any of the almosts after.
He thinks, they are here.
He thinks, this is not a trick.
He thinks, if the river keeps its job and the willow keeps its patience and he keeps his hands doing what they’ve been doing, this might be very long and very simple.
He has never wanted long and simple.
He wants it now.
He wants it with a greed that doesn’t embarrass him.
Sukuna shifts and swears because a foot is asleep.
He puts the foot over Satoru’s shin and the pins-and-needles move into Satoru with the weight.
The baby snorts and goes on sleeping, Satoru laughs without sound, he reaches up and turns the lamp down.
The room holds.
“Tomorrow,” Sukuna whispers into the dark.
“Tomorrow,” Satoru answers, and it is not a threat and not a vow and not a prayer.
It is a plan, and for once, that is enough.
Built like a Shrine
ossifrageyes: thinking of chubby and muscular sukuna who's not one bit ashamed of his height, he's proud to be a guy who eats a lot and works hard, and a very happy satoru who loves his large bf<3 he's always squeezing sukuna's body (and occasionally gets his hand slapped away when kuna's feeling grumpy) art by: _avecot
They stop at the corner grocer after a mission that smelled like sea rust and old rope.
Sukuna’s shirt is damp at the collar, his hair darker from sweat, and he’s holding two baskets like they’re nothing — rice, greens, pork belly, eggs, a small mountain of oranges because the segmenting is “satisfying,” he says, like that justifies buying an orchard.
Satoru trails behind, sunglasses pushed onto his head, humming.
He watches Sukuna compare cuts of meat with a care he rarely spends on anything that isn’t fighting.
Forearm to bicep, everything about him is thick and sure, including the long pink seams of his scars silvered by the market lights.
Satoru drifts close and slides a palm across the topography of Sukuna’s torso, thumb pressing the soft give at his side where muscle melts into warmth.
A smack, precise.
“Hands off the merchandise.”
Satoru grins.
“I’m assessing quality.”
“It’s premium. Buy or get out.”
He buys, a kiss pressed to Sukuna’s shoulder while the cashier pretends not to see and Sukuna pretends not to care. Outside, Sukuna slings all the bags in one hand and offers the other — Satoru takes it without a joke, he doesn’t need to say anything when the street is ordinary and alive and his boyfriend is, too.
In the morning, Sukuna trains in the courtyard until the air is a wet cloth — Satoru sits on the steps, chewing an ice pop and trying not to narrate what he’s seeing.
Sukuna moves like a man who owns his shape, no apology in his footfalls, his shadow is wide and steady on the flagstones, and when he drops into push-ups, his back becomes a stacked map — muscle ridges and river valleys.
He breathes easy, rhythm unbothered.
“Counting for you,” Satoru calls. “One. Two. Two again — no, I like this two better. Three if you flex your back for me.”
“Stop talking, or I’ll make you hold my ankles.”
“Promises, promises.”
Satoru wanders down and sits on the curve of Sukuna’s hip, because he can.
Sukuna doesn’t look up, just adjusts to the extra weight and keeps going.
There’s a kind of reverence in Satoru’s touch when he leans forward and presses his forehead between Sukuna’s shoulder blades — salt, warmth, the heartbeat of a man who decided his body would be a fortress and then built it brick by brick.
After, when Sukuna stands and rolls his shoulders, Satoru wraps arms around his middle from behind and squeezes. It’s a greedy hold. Sukuna’s hand finds Satoru’s wrist, not to push it away but to anchor it where it is.
“Happy?” Sukuna asks.
“I like my view,” Satoru says into his spine. “And the view likes breakfast.”
“Good,” Sukuna answers, already turning toward the kitchen. “I’m starving.”
Height jokes happen whether Satoru tells them or not.
People measure him with their eyes and then glance up, up, up to Satoru like that’s the natural order of things. Sukuna doesn’t bend to be more photographable. He doesn’t angle himself into a picture to make a pair that makes sense — the only compromise he makes is choosing shoes that feel like he can sprint in them.
It has nothing to do with height and everything to do with not wasting energy.
They pass a mirrored window, Satoru pauses, does that shameless little preen he always does, head tilted, sunglasses low. Sukuna catches their reflections, a stretch of white and a column of red, broad where Satoru is long, both of them built to take up space.
“Hey,” Satoru says, angling his chin onto Sukuna’s shoulder. “You see the couple there? The handsome one with the excellent shoulders and the other handsome one with the devastating face?”
Sukuna snorts.
“You saying my face is devastating?”
“I’m saying I needed the Six Eyes to survive that first smile you pretended wasn’t a smile.”
Sukuna’s mouth twitches.
He plants his feet like he’s drawn a line under himself.
“I’m exactly this tall,” he says, nodding to the glass. “And not a millimeter less.”
“Mm.” Satoru leans down and kisses the jut of Sukuna’s cheekbone.
“Works for me.”
It’s not defiance — it’s a declaration.
Sukuna doesn’t need to reach for anything to be enough.
In the kitchen he’s efficient.
Not delicate, not careless.
He doesn’t make a performance of it for Satoru’s benefit, though Satoru obviously watches like it’s television.
The cutting board thunks in a steady tempo, oil murmurs, the first sizzle hits and Satoru swears he sees Sukuna’s posture relax, like warmth is a language he never learned to read until now.
Satoru snakes a hand around Sukuna’s middle again, palm splayed over the softness that only he is permitted to appreciate out loud.
Another slap — the back of Sukuna’s wrist this time, quick and warning.
“Hot pan.”
“I know,” Satoru says unrepentant. “So are you.”
“Get plates.”
He does. He sets the table, then returns with chopsticks tucked behind his ear, a rash decision waiting to be teased.
Sukuna plates with surprising neatness and slides Satoru the heavier portion anyway.
“You need it,” Sukuna says, as if Satoru doesn’t inhale sugar by the metric ton.
Satoru taps his chopsticks against Sukuna’s.
“I love you when you feed me.”
“You love me when I threaten to throw you off the balcony.”
“Same vibe,” Satoru agrees, and means it — the care looks like violence from a distance.
Up close, it’s just care.
Shopping, of all things, exposes Satoru’s worst habits.
He drifts to extremes and then forces himself to be practical and then changes his mind.
Sukuna walks in with a list in his head and leaves with exactly the list plus the heavy thing Satoru forgot they needed because he was distracted by a neon toaster.
At the tailor, the measuring tape doesn’t lie, Satoru’s are numbers like radio towers, Sukuna’s are numbers like load-bearing beams.
The tailor fusses, eyebrows jumping at the distribution of mass on Sukuna’s frame.
Sukuna’s mouth curls, he presses his palm low to his belly, not to hide it but to claim it, and says to the tailor,
“Make it fit me, not a mannequin.”
When they step out with pick-up slips, Satoru is quiet, which is suspicious.
He waits until they’re half a block away to say, low,
“You looked so good in that shirt I almost paid extra to steal the sample.”
“You? Pay extra?” Sukuna scoffs.
“I know. True love.”
Satoru lifts his hand then, slow and visible, aiming for Sukuna’s side.
Sukuna lets him land it.
Lets him knead.
Lets him be ridiculous on a public sidewalk because the city is loud and life is short and if someone can call you beautiful with their fingers, maybe you let them.
The day is mean — wet wind, a sky the color of old paper.
They don’t fight any curses, they do laundry and eat too early and then eat again. Satoru sprawls on the couch like a cat that discovered central heating, Sukuna brings him a bowl of sliced oranges and wedges one into Satoru’s mouth when he starts to say something smug.
“Mm,” Satoru says, juice on his lip, eyes smiling. “So cruel.”
Sukuna settles his weight carefully beside him, the couch forms around him like it’s relieved. Satoru’s hand migrates immediately, confident as a homing pigeon, back to Sukuna’s stomach.
This time, no slap — Sukuna’s eyes slit closed, not asleep, just resting in a house that stays standing even when he isn’t holding it up.
“Do you ever think,” Satoru starts, then pauses, because thinking is dangerous and he knows it. “Never mind.”
Sukuna nudges his knee.
“Say it.”
“Just… I didn’t know I’d be good at this part. The being happy part.”
He pops another orange segment into his mouth, decides to tell the truth.
“You make it easy.”
Sukuna’s laugh tumbles out, low and genuine.
“I’m the definition of not easy.”
“Exactly,” Satoru says, pleased. “The most difficult man alive. And still… easy, here.”
He taps the spot under his ear, where the tension usually lives.
“That’s your fault.”
Sukuna’s hand comes over Satoru’s, covering it, warmer, heavier.
“Eat your oranges,” he says, like an order.
Satoru obeys because he likes when Sukuna tells him what to do in small, stupid ways that mean everything.
They spar in the evening because that’s church for them.
A half-broken shrine, cicadas screaming, light like molten honey slipping between leaves.
They move until the day sweats out of them, Satoru’s grin gets feral, Sukuna’s patience gets thinner and sharper and somehow kinder.
No one else sees it but Satoru knows it’s there — the way Sukuna pulls him back from the edge even as he pushes him toward it.
When Satoru fakes left and actually goes nowhere, Sukuna lunges anyway, catches Satoru around the waist and lifts with embarrassing ease.
Satoru whoops, upside down for a breath, and then lands on his feet because of course he does.
“Show-off,” Sukuna mutters.
“Pot, meet kettle,” Satoru sings, and because he can’t help himself, he squeezes Sukuna’s side again on the reset.
This time he gets a flat palm to the forehead.
“Enough,” Sukuna says. “You’re distracting yourself.”
“From your beauty? Impossible.”
“From not getting your teeth knocked in.”
Satoru blows him a kiss, then raises his guard.
The next exchange is cleaner, less hungry.
They end with Satoru’s back to the shrine and Sukuna’s chest flushed and gleaming, Satoru leans forward and puts his mouth at the base of Sukuna’s throat and just breathes, it’s almost a bow.
Sukuna’s chin comes down the tiniest bit, not to hide — never — but to meet him where he is.
“Dinner?” Satoru asks.
“Already marinating,” Sukuna answers, like the day planned itself and he simply agreed.
There’s a doorway in their apartment with a mesh of pencil marks.
Satoru sometimes adds one, a fake, just to see if Sukuna notices.
He always does.
Once, Satoru caught him adding a mark for himself — almost imperceptible, a whisper of graphite at the exact same height as last time.
“You checking if you grew?” Satoru teased.
“Checking if I’m still me,” Sukuna said, without a smile, and then turned the pencil and drew another line in the opposite direction, the width of his palm.
“And if I got wider from last month’s festival.”
Satoru crowds him, mouth warm with affection.
“You did,” he murmurs, pressing a kiss into the side of Sukuna’s neck. “And I love it.”
A beat.
Sukuna’s breath leaves him in something like a quiet.
“Good,” he says, softly enough that the hallway takes it and keeps it. “Me too.”
On a night when the power blinks out, Satoru lights a candle with a flick like a party trick. Sukuna rolls his eyes and brings blankets.
They end up on the floor by the balcony door with the city muted and somehow closer.
Satoru’s hand drifts, as it always does, smoothing over the curve of Sukuna’s abdomen, tracing the long scar that slants like a comet across it.
He hums. He kneads. He is shamelessly content.
Sukuna catches his wrist, for a second Satoru braces for the slap, but there isn’t one.
Sukuna pulls Satoru’s hand up instead and presses it to his mouth — not a kiss — Sukuna is too himself for tenderness to look like anyone else’s.
It’s a compression, a seal, a thank-you that refuses to be soft.
“Hey,” Satoru says into the hush, like the word just wants to be near Sukuna’s name.
“Hey,” Sukuna returns, as if he’s answering to it.
Satoru rests his cheek where his hand was a moment ago and listens.
The sound is ordinary and enormous, breath moving in a body that has survived everything, the small creak of floorboards, the city’s unimportant sirens, a heart that sounds like work well done.
He smiles, eyes closed.
There are a thousand versions of both of them in the world’s mouths — monster, savior, king, calamity.
Here is the version Satoru will fight to keep.
Here is the man who eats well and trains hard and never bows to the measuring tape.
Here is the man Satoru cannot pass without touching, as if to remind the day that he exists.
Sukuna shifts under him — no flinch, no slap, just a steadying palm between Satoru’s shoulder blades. It says, more than anything, that he’s not going anywhere.
It says he is exactly this tall, exactly this broad, exactly this loved.
“Sleep,” Sukuna tells him.
“Tyrant,” Satoru murmurs, already obeying. “And perfect.”
“Annoying,” Sukuna corrects, and lets the candle burn all the way down.
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