SILENCE (sleeptober day 4) â And you need a melody, I only need the silence // ARCADIA (sleeptober day 5) â It seems that even in Arcadia you walk beside me still
Synopsis: After the death of his little sister, Chen Jiachuan (on the left), a special forces instructor, resigns and investigates the case by himself for three years to discover the truth about her death, slowly losing himself in the process. He's suddenly reunited with one of his former students and friend, Bai Fan (on the right), who hopes to stop his downward spiral.
Notes: A classic "enemies (who used to be friends) to lovers" (except it's bromance cause it's chinese) plot. It's not super original but it goes smoothly with endearing characters and nice whump :) Episodes are very short (12 min).
NB: Timestamps might be off (< 1mn) depending on where you watch the show. I do not disclose any character death on purpose. The characters are listed by chronological order of whump in each episode.
------ EPISODE 1 ------
Chen Jiachuan
1:41 Running to his unconscious sister, desperate
4:38 Attacked with a knife, fighting, takes a few hits, kicked in the knee, groaning in pain
Bai Fan
4:38 Fighting, slammed to the ground, punched in the face, bleeding lip
------ EPISODE 2 ------
Chen Jiachuan
2:37 (In a flashback) Back pain, taken care of by Bai Fan, moaning in pain
5:35 Pinned to the wall
Bai Fan
7:09 Bottle smashed on the head, bleeding
------ EPISODE 3 ------
Bai Fan
6:25 (In a flashback) Trying to stop Chen Jiachuan, punched in the face, fighting
Chen Jiachuan
6:25 (In a flashback) Fighting with Bai Fan, slammed to the ground, knee injury, screaming in pain
7:43 Attacked from behind
------ EPISODE 4 ------
Chen Jiachuan
2:40 Pricked with a needle
9:50 Grabbed by the collar, pinned down on a desk
------ EPISODE 5 ------
Chen Jiachuan
0:54 (Continued from previous ep) Grabbed by the collar, pinned down on a desk, pinned against a bookshelf, stripped from his shirt, choked with a necktie (yes i swear it's a fight scene)
6:10 Drinking alone, thinking of his sister, drunk, tearing up
8:07 Throwing up, unsteady, panting
------ EPISODE 6 ------
Chen Jiachuan
8:30 Grabs a knife blade with his bare hand, wincing
------ EPISODE 7 ------
Chen Jiachuan
3:31 Changing his hand wound bandage, mixing pain killers with alcohol
9:55 Threatened with a knife
10:15 Realizes he's been drugged, collapses
Bai Fan
9:55 Threatened with a knife
10:25 Feels effects of some drug, collapses
------ EPISODE 8 ------
Bai Fan
0:55 Wakes up tied up with Chen Jiachuan
4:10 Knife to the throat
6:15 Tied up to a chair
8:06 Punched in the face, trapped in a freezer
Chen Jiachuan
0:55 Tied up with Bai Fan
6:15 Tied up to a chair
7:56 Hit in the knee with a piece of wood, screaming in pain
8:13 Wincing in pain, helped to walk, limping, trapped inside a freezer
------ EPISODE 9 ------
Chen Jiachuan
1:42 In pain, panting, struggling to sit down, moaning and wincing, starts to feel cold
3:00 Flinching in pain
4:42 Pale, loosing consciousness
7:32 Wakes up in the hospital, tries to get up, collapses because of his knee, learns that his leg might be permanently damaged, furious
Bai Fan
4:42 Pale, shivering, worried for Chen Jiachuan
------ EPISODE 10 ------
Bai Fan
2:40 Knife cut on his finger
Chen Jiachuan
9:35 Helped to stand and walk on crutches
------ EPISODE 11 ------
None.
------ EPISODE 12 ------
Chen Jiachuan
3:00 (oooh we're making some progress in the grieving process yay)
9:35 Furious, teary eyes, giving up (oh. okay. i guess he was just in denial)
------ EPISODE 13 ------
Chen Jiachuan
3:10 Collapses in the street, angry, crawling, attacked with a knife
--- EPISODE 14 to 17 ---
None.
------ EPISODE 18 ------
Bai Fan
11:18 Barely conscious, dragged, bleeding head injury
------ EPISODE 19 ------
Bai Fan
0:55 (Continued from previous ep) Barely conscious, dragged, bleeding head injury
1:54 Tasered, collapses, passes out
2:30 Hands tied in front of him
8:50 Sudden excruciating headache, mind controlled
Chen Jiachuan
1:58 Tasered, collapses, passes out
2:50 Hands tied in his back, electrocuted
9:42 Attacked by a mind-controlled Bai Fan, kicked in the chest, spitting blood, running away
------ EPISODE 20 ------
Bai Fan
5:48 Exhausted, dragged, severe headache, falls to his knees
Chen Jiachuan
9:08 Attacked by a mind-controlled Bai Fan, brutally beaten, drooling blood, stabbed in the chest, groaning in pain
------ EPISODE 21 ------
Chen Jiachuan
0:54 (Continued from previous ep) Stabbed in the chest, groaning in pain
2:27 Loses consciousness
3:43 Crawling, panting, injected in the neck
Bai Fan
1:35 Headache, fighting the mind control, stabs himself in the chest, falls to his knees
2:40 Furious, fighting the mind control, passes out, collapses
------ EPISODE 22 ------
Chen Jiachuan
10:30 Attacked by a mind-controlled Bai Fan, pinned to a wall
------ EPISODE 23 ------
Chen Jiachuan
0:54 (Continued from previous ep) Attacked by a mind-controlled Bai Fan, pinned to a wall
Before October, I did a small project with my family's support, and I was able to sell several copies of these figures as fan-stickers at conventions in October.
The Mystery Skulls fan group in Ecuador is small, but I managed to get in touch with them, and they loved these models! I'll make more in the futureâŠ
Characters by @mysterybensmysteryblog and cool team!!!
Music franchise by @mysteryskulls
Art by me!!!
P.s: The ones that sold best were Princess Tsukimi, Vivi, and Murder Mystery. Here in my country, rabbits and dogs are well-loved.
Itâs close enough that the world goes white around the edges and sound falls into a hole. Sukunaâs cutter takes a clean lane through the place Satoru meant to be and finds the place he is. The hit throws him â air, snow, steam â then nothing.Â
When he wakes, the willow is a black sketch against winter sky and something hot and heavy is pressed to his ribs like a brand.
Sukuna.
âBreathe,â the King says without looking at him.
Voice flat. Not amused. Not cruel.
âYou stopped.â
Satoru breathes. It hurts. Itâs proof. He blinks. The maw under Sukunaâs ribs is shut tight and quiet, which is wrong for a battlefield. Four hands are busy â two working pressure on the wound, one holding his chin like heâll float away, one flexing the air as if itâs a muscle that just needs correcting. Satoru tries to sayÂ
âAgainâ and coughs red into his own palm.
âLater,â Sukuna decides. âIdiot.â
Thatâs the day Satoru almost dies.
He keeps it folded at the back of his shirt like a secret letter.
He does not show it to anyone.
He notes that Sukuna did not laugh.
He notes the way four eyes went dim and mean when the blood came up.
He also notes how calm his own head got when the world turned into a narrow tunnel and the sound of Sukuna saying breathe lived at the end of it.
After that, the climb changes.
They donât stop fighting, they stop pretending thereâs nothing after.
The village is small.
The road to it loops around a hill and refuses to hurry.
The shrine sits out of the trees like a stubborn tooth â old stone, simple roof, offerings that look more like daily shopping than worship.
Satoru likes it right away because the ground is honest, packed earth, worn flat by feet that had reasons to be here other than spectacle. He likes the way the river sounds at night, he likes waking up and not hearing the city count his steps like coin.
Sukuna tolerates it first, then begins to like it in a way he refuses to admit. People bring him bad sake and good meat, he complains about both, he fixes the gate with his hands the second day and glares at it like it lost a fight.
When an old woman bows too low, he says âStop that,â and she tells him to mind his tone and hands him a sack of chestnuts.
He eats all the chestnuts and tells Satoru they were adequate.
They still spar in the mornings.
They pick a field between two stubborn rocks and beat it into a map.
Theyâre careful with the village, careful with the river, careful with each other in a way no one watching would call gentle. Satoru keeps the Black Flash on a short leash, Sukuna tightens his cuts into something less cathedral, more kitchen knife.
Sometimes they leave marks on each other just to keep the ledger honest, sometimes they walk home with their sleeves rolled and their hands warm from each otherâs wrists.
Itâs quiet. Itâs strange.
Satoru adapts fast, he always has.
He learns the names of the dogs before the names of the men, he fixes a roof because someone asks and later admits he liked the work, he starts sleeping a whole night more often than not, he starts making lists that arenât about killing or not dying, meat, rice, lamp oil, thread.
Sukuna makes a list titled Things That Are Annoying and refuses to let Satoru see it.
He reads it out loud anyway, three items a day, just to watch Satoru grin.
Two months like that.
The maw still refuses to open.
It happens after they make each other forget the hour and the season and their own names for a while.
Hot, wet, sweaty, delightful.
The world comes back in pieces â steam first, then Satoruâs arm under Sukunaâs neck, then the smell of pine and the sound of the river doing its job. Satoru lies on his back on the floor and sees the rafters and is sure for a long, good minute that there is nothing in the world but this room and the breath against his shoulder.
Sukuna sits up, stretches, yawns, goes to drink water and comes back frowning in the particular way that means he feels something in his body he canât bully into leaving.
âWhat,â Satoru says.
He is comfortable, bone-deep.
He reaches up and catches one wrist, then lets it go when the frown doesnât change.
âThe maw,â Sukuna says. âWonât open.â
He says it like âthe door wonât slide.â
He says it like someone who has never had to think about the possibility of a hinge refusing.
He touches above it, prods the line of his lower ribs, waits for the old laugh.
It doesnât come.
Satoru watches him try again.
He watches the way the skin doesnât flex.
He watches Sukunaâs eyes go wide â not scared. Offended.
He sits up.
âItâll open later,â he says.
He says it lightly, then leans over and kisses Sukunaâs shoulder where a scar he likes lives.
âDoorâs stuck. Morning dew. Bad carpentry.â
âDonât say carpentry like a prayer,â Sukuna says, distracted.
He tries again, gets nothing.
He stands, frowns at the altar, makes a heat that would have knocked a white bull flat and it washes over the maw and does nothing.
He goes very still.
âLater.â Satoru repeats.
He keeps his voice simple, itâs a little like telling Infinity to sit, and he knows better than to mix up those two loyalties, but heâs used to tone doing some of the work.
âWe have tasks. You promised to complain about the cabbage man, I promised to fix the tack room door. Itâs a busy day.â
Sukuna looks at him the way he looks at a new blade in his hand, weighing, testing, waiting for the sound it makes, then lets it go.
It still doesnât open later.
A week and Sukunaâs belly is⊠not round, not yet.
Harder. Different.
Satoru notices first because he touches first.
He lies behind him in the dark and puts his palm there and feels new weight under skin.
He keeps his voice light because if he puts weight on it, Sukuna will throw it back like a rock.
âItâs nothing,â Sukuna says, immediately, which means it is very much something.
âOkay,â Satoru says.
He kisses the point at the top of a shoulder and falls asleep with his palm over that place like heâs keeping watch.
Two more weeks and thereâs no denying it.
They have a lot of denial practice between them, so when they skip it, itâs a decision.
Satoru sits on the porch with a bowl of millet and watches Sukuna stand in the yard with his arms folded and his jaw set and a shape under the ropes of muscle that was not there yesterday.
âNo point pretending,â Satoru sighs.
âI donât pretend.â Sukuna says.
âThen youâre ahead,â Satoru says. âBecause this part is simple. Youâre pregnant.â
Sukuna turns his head like an animal who heard a word he wasnât expecting.
Not angry, not pleased, offended by the concept itself.
âThat is notââ
âEverything is possible for the King of Curses.â
He says it because it will annoy him enough to reset his brain, and also because it is true.
âYou break the worldâs rules as a hobby. The world finally decided to play back.â
Sukuna looks down at himself.
He presses the flat of his hand there, closes his eyes for the length of one breath, and when he opens them, they are feral and awake and stubborn.
âWeâre not telling the cabbage man.â
âWeâre not telling anyone today,â Satoru scoffs. âTomorrow, maybe the rice woman. She canât keep a secret but she can cook blood sausage.â
Sukuna glares at him and then glares at the shrine like it did this and then stalks inside and slams a door that doesnât slam because Satoru fixed it last week.
The new reality sits on the porch with Satoru and eats the rest of the millet.
He is unbearable.
Of course he is.
He was already difficult, now he has a reason.
It starts with sleep.
He simply doesnât.
He lies on his back and then on his side and then half on his front until the maw complains in its new quiet way, and when it does, he snarls â not at Satoru.
At the wall, at the ceiling, at the memory of a tree.
Satoru stacks pillows, un-stacks them, puts his hand where it helps, moves it when it doesnât.
They settle in positions that make no sense to a sober mind, Sukuna leaning back on Satoruâs chest like a disgruntled prince, Satoruâs hand splayed low, their legs a knot that dogs and gods would envy.
Cravings next.
Meat, obviously.
Fine. They eat meat.
Then, raw.
Satoru suggests very rare.
Sukuna glares.
Satoru compromises to the color of a bruise and brings out the iron pan like a priest bringing out a bell.
He sears boar in pig fat and calls it good, Sukuna eats and says âAdequate,â and two hours later asks for more, but this time with nothing but salt and the patience to hold it over a fire on a stick like a boy at a festival.
The blood thing arrives on day five of cravings.
Satoru wakes to rustling, Sukuna is standing in the pantry with a bowl and a very thoughtful expression.
âWhat,â Satoru says carefully.
âWant it.â Sukuna says.
Heâs holding a ladle, looking at the jar where Satoru keeps the cookâs stash for sausage and stew.
Pigâs blood. Thick, dark, not polite.
âWarm.â
Satoru rubs his face, he does not wince, he does not say âAre you sure.â
He takes the bowl, warms it over coals with ginger and a little sugar and a lot of salt, because heâs seen a thing done like this once for a woman after a long winter.
He brings it back to the pantry because Sukuna doesnât want to be looked at while he figures out a new need.
Sukuna drinks and doesnât make a sound, his jaw unclenches, he sets the bowl down with the care he gives to friends he wonât name.
âSay it.â he orders flatly.
âGood?â Satoru offers.
âAdequate,â Sukuna says, but his eyes are calmer.
Satoru huffs a laugh and gives him a kiss on the forehead that almost ends with him flying across the kitchen.
He would do it again.
He eats citrus like heâs fighting with it, he wants sour pickles and rice in the same bowl and then declares the bowl an insult and hands it to Satoru to fix.
He wants ice water and then room-temperature tea and then ice water again.
He wants the door shut, then open, then shut.
Like a cat. A giant, very pregnant cat.
He growls at a moth like itâs a threat, he stands in the yard at night with his hand on his belly and glares at the moon until it loses interest.
Mood swings, sure, but not drama.
Itâs smaller and funnier than that.
He gets offended by dust, he tells the river to be quiet, he tells the willow to move left because the light is wrong and when it doesnât, he moves the bench two inches and says âBetterâ like he won something big.
He cries once, it happens fast, like a summer storm â he is cutting dried meat for travel, and suddenly the knife stops and his face does a thing Satoru has never seen.
He doesnât hide it, he breathes very carefully, Satoru places a hand on his back and doesnât ask.
âItâs a lot.â Satoru says.
âIt is ridiculous,â Sukuna says, eyes wet and furious. âI am ridiculous.â
âYouâre pregnant.â Satoru says. âYouâre also you.â
Sukuna crushes the dried meat a little and then eats it like he meant to do that.
The villagers adjust faster than Satoru expects.
The rice woman brings soup and takes back the bowls without hovering, the cabbage man pretends not to notice anything ever again and becomes a better person by accident, children hang charms on the gate and then run away shrieking when Sukuna opens the door, and he pretends he hates it and keeps every charm.
The old man with the bad knee comes by and mutters about the winter three decades ago and the boars that got meaner after the snows, and Satoru takes from that, youâre not alone and also stop treating me like a messenger pigeon.
A midwife shows up, Satoru doesnât send for her, she arrives with three women â one with a practical face, one with a mouth like a needle, one old enough to have raised half the village.
They stand at the gate and wait like they own time, Sukuna would rather bite a rock than ask for help, so Satoru opens the gate and uses his good face.
âTea,â he says. âPlease, come in.â
The midwife with the practical face nods like he passed an exam he didnât study for. She looks at Sukuna without flinch, she looks at the belly without flinch as well, she looks at the maw and her eyebrows go up just once in a way that says I have lived a long time and things surprise me politely now.
âWe can help,â she says. âOr we can leave.â
Sukuna opens his mouth to do something dramatic.
Satoru clears his throat.
âHelp. Please.â
They do nothing fancy, they show Satoru how to wrap binding cloth so it takes the weight off Sukunaâs back, they show Sukuna how to breathe when the cramps make him want to throw a roof tile, they tell both of them to walk more, not less.
They leave stew and a calendar Satoru pretends he canât read and then reads twice that night when Sukuna is asleep, hand heavy on Satoruâs hip like it always is now.
Nesting hits like a cart.
Sukuna wakes Satoru at dawn by throwing a mat at his head.
âThe room,â he says.
âYes?â Satoru says into the mat.
âIt is wrong,â Sukuna says.
He is right.
Once Satoru runs it through his head, he sees it everywhere.
The floor is too bare, the shelf over the window is crooked, the corner with the cedar chest feels like a mouth.
He fetches lumber, he fetches rope, he whistles until the boy with good hands shows up and takes notes while pretending heâs not starstruck.
They build shelves, they build a low bench, they re-hang the charms.
Sukuna paints the lintel a deep red that reminds Satoru of a fight he liked.
He makes Satoru move the bed three times and then back to where it started.
They argue about a curtain.
Satoru likes the breeze, Sukuna likes the idea of a wall he can choose â they hang the curtain.
The room changes sound, at night it holds them like a hand.
Sukuna falls asleep faster, Satoru doesnât say the words I told you so.
He thinks them very loudly and smiles at the ceiling.
The first time the belly kicks hard enough to make a shape, Sukuna snarls, then laughs, then curses the laugh.
He takes Satoruâs wrist and slams his palm against the spot, the skin shivers, something small moves like a fish.
âHi,â Satoru says, surprised at how steady his voice is.
He has spent his life not talking to things that live under skins.
He has spent his life telling the world where to stand.
He stands here, hand on heat, and the world is small and exact and fine.
âDonât be sentimental.â Sukuna says.
âI wonât.â Satoru says.
He watches the place move under his hand and feels his mouth go soft.
He cannot help it.
âIâm an excellent liar.â
He almost dies again.
Itâs stupid.
Itâs a boar.
A big one, sure, and angry, sure, and the ground is slick, and heâs thinking about something dumb like whether they should ask the boy with good hands to build a second bench under the window.
The boar comes out of the trees like a boulder, Satoru slips, his knee goes sideways, the boar is on him and there is breath and stink and a tusk that knows exactly where to go as if it got a map in the mail.
The tusk meets Infinity and squeals like metal, the boar stumbles, Satoru rolls.Â
His knee screams, he is not scared, he is annoyed. He is about to pull Red and make it quick, and then there is a shape in front of him and the world smells like hot iron and pine and the noise the maw makes when it laughs but controlled, contained, exactly right.
Sukuna takes the boar apart with an economy that would make a god jealous.
He doesnât cut it into a lesson, he cuts it into food.
When it falls, it falls in a way that doesnât wake the forest.
He stands over Satoru and breathes through his teeth like a man figuring out what counts as anger and what counts as fear and which one heâs allowed to show.
âYouâre limping.â he says.
âYouâre pregnant,â Satoru nods. âWeâre both very brave.â
âIdiot.â Sukuna says, soft now.
He bends, picks Satoru up like a thing that weighs what it should and not what Satoru knows he can weigh if he wants to, and carries him home.
Satoru doesnât argue.
The belly presses his side. Itâs firm. Itâs real.
He puts his hand on it but pretends heâs steadying himself.
Sukuna lets him pretend.
That night, they eat the boar.
Sukuna wants it with salt and nothing else, Satoru wants the leg roasted over slow coals with a glaze from the last of the winter honey.
They do both.
They eat too much.
They lean on each other after like old men on a festival bench and look at the moon and donât talk about the part where Satoru almost did it again.
There are rules now. They make them without ceremony.
No Domains near the village.
Fine, easy.
No Red within ten steps of the river.
Annoying, but fair.
If Satoru wakes up with a cold pillow next to him, he follows the heat.
No heroics. No guesswork.
If he finds Sukuna standing by the gate with his hand low and his mouth set, he doesnât joke.
He brings tea. He stands. He waits for the wind to shift.
If Sukuna wants blood at midnight, he asks. Satoru gets it.
He doesnât argue about whether this is normal, he heads for the pantry, if heâs out, he heads for the neighboring farm with a sack of coin and a good face.
The farmer asks no questions, the pig looks at Satoru like Satoru owes it something, which he does.
He says thank you out loud â he means it.
If Satoruâs knee aches, he sits down.
If Sukuna says âSit,â he sits.
If Sukuna says âGet up,â he gets up.
They stop asking each other to be anything smaller than what fits this room.
By week twenty-whatever, Sukunaâs cravings develop personalities.
Meat is a given.
Blood is a schedule.
Citrus is a feud.
And then, on a normal morning market run, he sniffs the wind, points at the oldest woman in the village, and says, very calmly.
âI want to eat her.â
Satoru stops walking.
The basket bumps his knee.
âWe are not eating Obaa Naho.â
Sukuna doesnât blink.
âA small piece. She smells like salt and smoke and prayers. Cheek, maybe. Practical.â
Obaa Naho is eighty if sheâs a day, all tendon and story.
She sells pickled plums and hits thieves with a bamboo cane so fast you donât see it coming.
Today sheâs humming at her stall, the smell really is great, ume, rice vinegar, wood smoke from her little brazier.
Sukuna looks like a hungry cat who discovered soup can be meat if you believe hard enough.
Satoru steps in front of him and puts a hand on the swell under his ribs that now leads all negotiations.
âNo villagers,â he says. âEspecially not Naho. New house rule.â
Sukunaâs eyes narrow.
âIf the baby comes out with her face because you denied me, I am killing you and feeding you to the baby.â
âFair,â Satoru says, because arguing the first thing he says is never smart. âBut consider this, if he has her eyebrows we can shape them. And if she hears you, sheâll hit you with the cane and it will be the babyâs fault.â
Obaa Naho lifts her head like a hawk.
âYou two want plums or trouble?â
âPlums, please,â Satoru says quickly.
Sukuna adds, with great dignity,
âAnd trouble,â and gets a gentle whack across the knuckles with the cane for free.
He looks personally betrayed.
He also looks like he kind of liked it.
They go home with plums and without any part of Obaa Naho.
Sukuna sulks three hours, which is shorter than last weekâs pickle incident.
The craving does not vanish, it evolves into a campaign.
Satoru finds himself blocking Sukunaâs line of sight like a stagehand moving scenery whenever Obaa Naho is within fifty paces.
Sukuna tries reasoning.
âSheâs old,â he says, folding cabbage with one hand and pointing at the air with another while the lower arms remain holding his stomach carefully. âOld meat is flavorful.â
âWe are not dry-aging our neighbors,â Satoru says. âTry this rib. Itâs rare.â
âIt is adequate,â Sukuna says.
He eats three.
He stares out the door.
âHer forearm would beââ
âNo.â
He isnât cruel about it, heâs just pregnant and completely literal.
The belly demands, the mouth proposes, the brain drafts a plan.
Satoru spends a whole afternoon building out an alternative menu called
âThings That Feel Like They Should Be People But Are Not,â which includes liver with yuzu, salty blood custard warmed with ginger, cracklings that snap loud enough to scare bad ideas, and a stew so rich even Sukuna says âGoodâ instead of âAdequate.â
It buys them two days.
On the third day, Obaa Naho waddles up their path with a gift basket and no fear in her bones.
âFor the child,â she says, handing Satoru a bundle of little charms, then turning and handing Sukuna a paper-wrapped parcel. âFor your mouth, so you stop looking at me like a New Yearâs roast.â
Satoru peeks.
Itâs char siu pork.
The lacquer is darker than sin.
Sukuna sniffs it, goes bright-eyed, then snaps his gaze back to the old woman as if checking if heâs allowed to appreciate a replacement for her.
âIf the baby is born with your face,â he tells her solemnly, âIâm killing himâ â thumb to Satoru â âand feeding him to the baby.â
Satoru gives a little stupid wave.
Obaa Naho lifts the cane slow enough for everyone to understand that mercy is a choice.
Sukuna looks appropriately chastened.
Satoru bows three times and adds a fourth for safety.
They eat the pork in silence on the porch, Sukuna chews, swallows, and says, reluctant, âGood.â
Satoru pretends he didnât drag âgoodâ out of him like a tooth.
The midwives hear about the Old Woman Problem by lunch.
Of course they do.
By evening they show up with a document they call, very seriously, The Redirect.
âRead it,â says the practical one. âOut loud.â
Satoru reads.
âWhen the patient experiences a People Craving, substitute with, one. heavily salted beef shin, two. blood custard with citrus, three. smoke-kissed eel, four. something crunchy, five. a walk.â
Sukuna squints at the list.Â
Who decided the walk.â
âThe part of you that can still hear reason,â the oldest midwife says, pouring herself tea like she owns the house. âAlso I want to see you wobble down the road. For morale.â
They test The Redirect the next morning, because Obaa Naho invents a new pickled daikon that smells exactly like church and thunder.
Sukuna leans in, pupils gone sharp.
Satoru slaps a package of beef shin into his hand like a talisman.
âRedirect.â
Sukuna stares at the meat, stares at Obaa Naho, stares at Satoru.
He bites the beef.
Chews.
Chews more.
He looks furious and then less furious. He waves the beef at Obaa Naho like a threat that turned into a thank-you.
She winks and hands him a free daikon.
He hands it to Satoru like a hot coal.
âYou eat the holiness. I will eat the shin.â
They walk home.
It counts as the walk.
There are other cravings â some are easy.
Shaved ice with ume syrup becomes a nightly problem.
Satoru trades two afternoons of roof repair for a block of ice and feels wildly competent bringing it home like a hero returning with a dragonâs skull.
Sukuna eats a bowl, glares at the spoon like it offended him, then asks for a second bowl.
Satoru watches his shoulders drop a notch and decides he loves sugar farmers.
Some cravings are strange but manageable.
Thereâs a week where Sukuna wants smoke.
Not meat, not heat â smoke.
Satoru sets a little brazier outside, burns rice straw and a twist of cedar, and wafts the smell at him with a fan while Sukuna stands there with his hand over the belly like a bouncer and inhales.
A neighbor walks by, sees the scene, nods respectfully as if this is a real rite â it is now â and keeps moving.
And then the People Craving circles back around like a hawk.
They hear the cane before they see her, Obaa Naho is on the path, muttering about boys who donât sweep.
Sukuna stands, sniffs, and goes soft-lidded with pure want in a way Satoru recognizes uncomfortably from a different category of want.
âNo,â Satoru says on reflex, already fishing in the bag for the emergency eel.
âIâm not going to kill her,â Sukuna says, offended, which is true and doesnât help. âI will just think about biting.â
Obaa Naho stops at the bottom step.
âIf you two are going to whisper about me, do it louder. I donât have all day.â
âYour daikon is too good,â Satoru blurts. âItâs causing community unrest.â
âGood,â she says. âYou should suffer when something is perfect.â
She eyes Sukunaâs belly, then his face.
âYou still want to eat me?â
âYes,â Sukuna says, because lying is not one of his skills.
She taps his shin with the cane, not gentle, not mean.
âHave the eel and leave my legs for walking.â
She hands Satoru a packet of eel he did not pay for.
Then she leans in, squints at Sukunaâs belly, and says, deadpan,
âIf the baby has my face, dye his hair white so people are confused.â
She turns and totters off, cane clicking, dignity enormous.
Sukuna watches her go with reverence usually reserved for very sharp knives.Â
He takes the eel, he eats half without breathing, he grudgingly hands Satoru the other half and mutters,
âIf the baby has her eyebrows, I am killing you and feeding you to the baby.â
Satoru nods solemnly.
âStart with my less important parts. I vote left earlobe.â
Sukuna snorts.
Itâs a win.
Domestic life, meanwhile, gets weirder and nicer.
The cradle arrives, hand-cut by the boy with good hands, who pretends he doesnât care if the baby chews on the rail and then spends two days sanding it until itâs safer than a thought.
Sukuna paints a line of red across the headboard and declares it ânot symbolic,â which means it is.
Satoru sews exactly one thing â a lopsided cloth rabbit â and announces retirement.
Sukuna picks it up, sniffs it like it might be meat, and stows it by the bed as if itâs a dangerous object that has to be watched.
They invent games.
âName That Smellâ is a hit.
Satoru burns a pinch of tea, a slice of dried orange, a little meat fat, a twist of straw.
Sukuna names them in one breath, then crushes Satoru in the shoulder with a pleased headbutt and says, âAgain.â
âWhatâs That Kickâ is less fun because the answer is always âFoot.â
âWill The Willow Move If I Stare At Itâ continues to split the household along predictable lines, Satoru believes, Sukuna threatens the tree.
On quiet afternoons, Satoru sits behind him and rubs his back while Sukuna reads a stolen cookbook like a war manual.
âBraised,â he says, turning a page. âStewed. Grilled. Human methods are basic.â
âHumans do not braise humans,â Satoru says without looking up.
âLack of imagination,â Sukuna says, then adds, after a beat, âI am joking. Put the ladle down.â
Satoru hadnât picked up the ladle. He puts it down anyway.
Festival day sneaks up.
The village hangs paper fish and strings of bells.
Food appears on every surface.
Obaa Naho sells mochi with a salted plum hidden inside and laughs every time someoneâs face goes sour.
Sukuna circles her stall like a storm cloud.
Satoru deploys The Redirect at speed â eel, smoke, walk â and then, in desperation, buys a mountain of mochi.
Sukuna bites, goes angry, goes thoughtful, then goes very still.
âThis is almost what I want,â he says, suspicious, chewing. âSweet outside. Salt inside. Soft. Sneaky.â
âThatâs you,â Satoru says. âCongratulations on having taste.â
Sukuna eats four.
He stops staring at Obaa Naho like a wolf stalking a saint, this counts as religious harmony.
They watch lanterns rise.
Satoruâs hand slides low and stays there, because it always ends up there lately.
The baby kicks hard enough to make Sukuna grunt and swear and then swear because he swore.
Satoru presses, steady, and the kick returns like an answer.
âIf heâs born with her face,â Sukuna says once again because he has to remind Satoru at least once a week, not taking his eyes off the lanterns, âI am still killing you and feeding you to him.â
âNoted,â Satoru says. âWeâll name him Naho either way.â
Sukuna pretends this is a threat.
It isnât. Itâs a joke. It lands.
He huffs, which is his laugh wearing a smaller coat.
At home, the list on the wall gets longer, broth, ice, citrus, eel, shin, walks, sleep, donât eat Naho.
Sukuna adds âdonât eat Nahoâ himself in big, aggressive brushstrokes and underlines it twice like heâs shouting at his own hands.
Heâs still unbearable sometimes â short, snappish, wide awake at three, hungry for the wrong thing at four, tired of being a miracle by five.
Satoru bears it.
He gets good at redirecting with a joke, a bowl, a shoulder.
He also gets good at saying ânoâ without making it a fight.
No, not the neighbor.
No, not the pig with a name.
No, not the midwifeâs assistant, even if she smells like sugar. Here, have the sugar.
They plan. Satoru is not a planner by paper, heâs a planner by feel.
He learns paper.
He learns how many steps between the well and the bed.
He learns how many breaths it takes to boil water now that the wind is different.
He learns the names of five women who will come if he asks and the names of three men who will come if he doesnât.
He tells the boy with good hands to be ready to run and not ask where.
The boy says yes and then asks where, and Satoru says âHere,â and the boy laughs like he thought so.
Sukuna hoards blankets.
He hauls the cedar chest to the other side of the room with one hand like it offended him where it sat.
He polishes a knife.
He makes another list called Things That Will Be Fine and writes one item on it every night and doesnât let Satoru see.
Satoru doesnât look, he doesnât need to, he knows what it says because heâs writing the same list inside his head.
The belly goes from firm to obvious.
The village accepts it like weather.
Children ask if thereâs a tiger inside, Sukuna says yes and the parents hiss and Satoru says âA polite tiger,â and the parents stop hissing because the children laugh.
The rice woman starts leaving soups with names like âfour windsâ and âfish on a journeyâ and âitâs fine itâs fineâ and Satoru eats them when Sukuna wonât.
The midwives come by and prod and hmm and tell Satoru to gather clean cloth and Satoru nods and then cleans the cloth twice.
Mood swings take a new shape.
Theyâre funnier now that everyone knows what theyâre for.
Sukuna glares at the sky like it owes him a cooler breeze, Satoru moves the bench to a better spot and points at the leaves until the wind gets jealous,Â
Sukuna kicks Satoruâs calf lightly and says âStop showing off.â
Satoru says âNever,â and brings him a bowl of shaved ice with ume syrup he traded a month of roof work for.
Sukuna eats it and says âAdequateâ and then, very quietly, âGood,â and Satoru pretends he didnât hear the second part and smiles like a fool.
At night, Sukuna sprawls.
Satoru adapts.
He gets very good at being a piece of furniture with a heartbeat, he puts his hand low and feels the kicks and the rolls and the pauses.
He talks there once, when he knows Sukuna is asleep.
He keeps it short.
âIâm Satoru,â he says to the skin. âTry not to terrify everyone at once.â
The kick that answers feels like a shrug.
They fight less, they donât stop.
They keep the edges sharp.
Sometimes Sukuna needs to move the way he used to, sometimes Satoru needs to remember what his arms are for other than holding a man upright at 2 a.m.Â
They take a field farther out, they lay down rules â Sukuna ignores a rule and Satoru drags him back by the wrist and they argue for twenty minutes using the same three words and then go home and donât talk for an hour and then both reach for the same bowl at dinner and laugh into it like idiots.
Their bodies change together.
Satoru gets softer in a way that is not weakness and not age and not loss.
He gets good at sitting, he gets good at getting up, he learns the feel of new weight on his lap and the way to roll without jarring it when thunder wakes the village and Sukunaâs hand tightens like a rope.
His knee stops lying to him, he keeps a strap of cloth by the door so he doesnât forget it when he forgets everything else.
Sukunaâs back hurts, Satoruâs hands fix it.
Sukuna would rather be stabbed than admit they fix it.
He lies on his side while Satoru works the muscle and breathes like a man who took a blade without a sound.
When it finally gives, he says âAdequate,â and Satoru says âSay thank you,â and Sukuna says âNo,â and then says âThank you,â and Satoru says âYouâre welcome,â and both of them pretend they arenât smiling.
The day the maw opens again, itâs not hungry. It yawns and thereâs nothing in it but clean heat. Sukuna goes still, then relieved, then offended by the relief. He looks at Satoru like itâs his fault. Satoru raises both hands.
âDonât look at me,â Satoru says. âI didnât touch the hinge.â
Sukuna touches it.
The skin is warm.
The mouth is quiet.
He looks⊠not lighter.
More assembled. He presses his palm over the belly and waits. A heel slides under his hand like a boat under a pier. He makes a sound that is not a laugh and not a snarl and not something Satoru has a word for. Satoru files it under: private, important.
They stand in the yard until the light changes.
The willow flips its leaves to silver and back, the river does its job, Satoruâs hand finds the small of Sukunaâs back without permission and stays there with the ease of a new habit that should feel strange and doesnât.
âWeâre really doing this,â Satoru says.
âWe are,â Sukuna answers, plain.
Birth is work.
It starts at dawn because of course it does. Sukuna wakes Satoru with a kick that would have broken a lesser manâs spine and says,
âNow.â
He says it like âDoor.â
He says it like âEat.â
Satoru sits up and the world narrows to lists and steps and names and the line between panic and practice.
He sends the boy with good hands to run.
He heats water.
He lays cloth.
He opens every window.
He lays his palm on a back he knows like his own inside voice and breathes when the body in front of him breathes.
The midwives arrive like weather â direct, busy, full of old jokes.
They wash their hands. They nod at Satoru. They nod at the belly like itâs a neighbor.
Sukuna is bad at being told what to do.
He is worse at being told to wait.
He tries both, fails at both, glares at everyone and then at no one and then at the wall.
He is enormous and glorious and furious and beautiful and Satoru looks at him and thinks a small, clear thought, we did this part right.
He doesnât say it.
He puts his hand where it helps and keeps it there until told to move.
Time does its stretch-and-snap. Hours are seconds. Seconds are lives. Sukuna holds Satoruâs wrist hard enough to leave a badge he will admire in the bath for weeks.
Satoru lets him, he does not crack jokes, he does not make speeches, he holds, he breathes, he moves when ordered, he drinks when told, he says âYesâ and âHereâ and âNowâ and âOkay,â and that turns out to be enough.
When the crying comes, it is rude and perfect.
It is too loud for the room and exactly right for the world.
Satoruâs head empties and fills in the same beat.
Someone hands him someone.
The someone is smaller than his palm and larger than God.
Satoru almost drops him because his hands remember battle and forget cups and the midwife says, âHold,â and he does.
Sukuna is looking at him, not at the someone â at Satoru.
Four eyes, all a little wild, all a little wet.
Satoru brings the someone down into those four hands. The hands shake. The maw stays shut and quiet.
The belly is empty and the room is full.
They donât speak for a long time.
The midwives do the things midwives do, the world clicks into its new shape.
Later, when the house is calm and the village is already pretending it knew this would happen, Satoru sits on the floor with his back against the cedar chest and the someone asleep across his thighs.
Sukuna lies half on his side, half on Satoruâs knee, worn out in a way Satoru recognizes from battle and from love and from whatever this has become.
He reaches out without opening his eyes and finds Satoruâs ankle and holds it.
âGood,â he says, and itâs the first time the word doesnât sound like an insult or a compromise or a joke.
âGood,â Satoru echoes.
He leans his head back and lets the ceiling be a ceiling and not a sentence.
Outside, the river still does its job. The willow still keeps its own counsel.
The world, for once, keeps quiet without being told.
After is ordinary in ways Satoru would have called a lie last year.
He knows where the cloths are, he knows how to fold the sling, he knows which cry means hungry and which cry means I am right here, keep being here.
He learns the pattern of three in the night, wake, feed, switch, sleep.
He learns the joy of a nap like a stolen peach.
He learns which corner of the room is lucky at dawn.
Sukuna is unbearable for a while longer because his body is his favorite tool and it hurts and he canât fix it with a blade.
He is short-tempered and then sorry.
He is hungry and then offended by food.
He is tired and refuses to admit it.
Satoru lets him be all of that and doesnât take any of it into the next hour, he fetches broth, he presses the spot on Sukunaâs back that releases the ache all at once, he takes the baby when the crying stops being cute and brings him back when the quiet gets suspicious.
He kisses Sukunaâs wrist because he wants to and because it helps and because he can.
Thereâs a day when Satoru looks up from sweeping and realizes they havenât argued in three days.
He feels a small panic and says something deliberately annoying about the cabbage man.
Sukuna tells him to shut up.
The panic leaves.
Satoru keeps sweeping, satisfied.
They still spar, carefully.
Sukunaâs strength comes back wrong, then right.
Satoruâs knee clicks and then doesnât.
They donât use Red at all for a while, they donât miss it, they walk home with sweat on their backs and a weight in Satoruâs arms and someoneâs tiny fist clenched in Satoruâs sleeve and the world feels possible without music or knives.
People visit.
Offerings accumulate.
Some are useful.
Some are ridiculous.
The boy with good hands builds the second bench and pretends it was his idea.
The rice woman starts a fight with the cabbage man and the village talks about that for a week, which is a relief because it means the shrine can stop being the loudest story.
The midwives check on everyone and steal Satoruâs honey and get caught and donât care.
Inside, the house smells like smoke and ume and a little blood warmed with ginger.
Satoru writes âmochiâ on tomorrowâs list and âdonât eat Nahoâ again underneath, for luck.
The brush stutters where he laughs.
He doesnât die.
He holds the line.
He brings the eel.
He keeps the village intact and the kitchen loud, and when Sukuna leans against him at the end of the day, heavy and irritable and fine, Satoru thinks the same thought heâs been thinking since the field and the willow and the breath that stayed.
This is ridiculous. This is perfect.
At night, Satoru lies on his back with a warm weight tucked under his arm and another warm weight draped over his hip and thinks, he did not die.
Not that day in the field and not any of the almosts after.
He thinks, they are here.
He thinks, this is not a trick.
He thinks, if the river keeps its job and the willow keeps its patience and he keeps his hands doing what theyâve been doing, this might be very long and very simple.
He has never wanted long and simple.
He wants it now.
He wants it with a greed that doesnât embarrass him.
Sukuna shifts and swears because a foot is asleep.
He puts the foot over Satoruâs shin and the pins-and-needles move into Satoru with the weight.
The baby snorts and goes on sleeping, Satoru laughs without sound, he reaches up and turns the lamp down.
The room holds.
âTomorrow,â Sukuna whispers into the dark.
âTomorrow,â Satoru answers, and it is not a threat and not a vow and not a prayer.
