#summerfellcries

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things that are homophobic : none of the tony hawk’s are on steam

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My Wi-Fi got terminated an hour ago because I was supposed to change to a new ISP last Friday, but there was a #problem yet the contract for the old ISP was still ending today no matter what. Idk when I'll get internet back and data on mobile is not ideal. So I might post less in the next few days. Also I wanted to live stream my first blind playthrough of the first episode of BtS, so that will definitely happen but not on release day sadly :/. Byemst for now

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I dunno. I read this one thing a couple months ago, pretty sure it was an inspo text post here on the tumbles, that said something like "live your life as if you weren't scared". And i was like" shit, you're right? Cuz I'm famous 'round these parts of summertown for wanting to do things but then imagining ten different scenarios leading to my social death and agonizing humiliation, so I end up not doing the things? So maybe I should 'act more think less'?" And then later I wanted to do a thing but I was scared. It was the tiniest fucking thing tbh? But I had put a lot of meaning into it. It had potential for follow-up? More scare down the line? Anyhoo I remembered the inspirational sentence and said fuck it and I? Did? The? Thing? And today I wish I'd stayed scared and hadn't done that. Sometimes, things that are inspirational... Are worse.

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when will my free time come back from the war :’(

i’m sorry if i’m not posting or drawing much lately, finals are approaching, and the little time i can find i put into working on What If. I don’t know if I mentioned it on my blog, but this comic entry will be the last, so I want it to leave some impact, hehe.

All I wanna say is, thank you for not unfollowing during these times of inactivity lol

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I... I came out to my mom.

I’ve never been more physically and emotionally drained in my life.

She took it better than I thought even though she doesn’t seem to take me seriously. But idgaf, she knows and that’s the important part.

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confession: i haven’t changed my tablet pen’s nib in like, three or four years.

pressure is kinda wonky, but i’m poor with an old as fuck pen

i’m afraid someday he’ll just die on me, and i’ll be lost without him.

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maaaan i haven’t touched a pencil or my tablet in over 3 weeks now. i miss it so much it’s like some kind of mild withdrawal. I’ll be back by tomorrow/wednesday, friends. In the meantime I wanna thank all of you for not unfollowing me during those times of inactivity xD. Appreciate it.

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i just sent an email with my headshot and resume for an audition, and it is now, 20 minutes after pressing “send”, that i realize... i fucking left a huge fucking typo in the TV show’s fucking title. Doesn’t that scream professionalism?

eh, whatever, it was a dumbass title

there’s the sound “sex” in it