› summary : what txt do when you're feeling sad ! (separately)
› fluff , comfort / wc: 691
› warnings : mentions of sadness, little bit of crying, a few kisses, hand holding, not proofread, gn!reader. muias writing comeback ?? 😓 literally praying this shows up in tags caused it's queued. ALSO, I WILL NOT HAVE ANY PORRIDGE SLANDER.
you sniffle as yeonjun places a bowl of porridge in front of you, wiping your watery eyes with the ends of your knitted jumper. "thanks, 'jun."
"of course, pretty." he smiles, leaning down to dab at your damp cheeks. you let him do it for you, his touch so delicate, as though he thought you'd crack without it. he finished his ministrations with a tender kiss to your puffy cheek.
"'m gonna get some jam for your porridge."
your face lights up a little. "raspberry ?"
you can hear yeonjun chuckle as he rummages around your cupboards, fetching an unopened jar of jam before he makes his way back to you and your steaming bowl of oats.
"duh, what else." his lips quirk up as he let a dollop of the sweet spread melt into your food.
choi soobin
→ takes you on a walk
you let out a yawn, the chilly air filling your lungs as you continued strolling down the narrow road with your boyfriend. his gloved hand was tightly clutching yours, making sure to keep you on the inside of the pathway and away from moving cars.
"you look so cute, all bundled up like that." soobin chuckles, staring down at you with his scarf and earmuffs practically swallowing you whole. and a fluffy coat that fell past your knees just like he insisted.
"I really think you should have worn gloves like I said..."
"binnie, I'm fine, I promise." you smile lovingly, leaning against his side as he kept your hands warm in his. with him, you already felt better and your heart a little lighter.
choi beomgyu
→ tries to cheer you up with his jokes
"what ? you didn't think that one was funny ?"
he's grinning, and you're trying your absolute hardest not to as well. your hardest wasn't enough though, apparently.
as soon as Beomgyu sees your lips quirk up —even if it's the smallest smile to ever exist— he's wrapping you in his arms and squeezing tightly.
"ah, see ! you do think I'm funny !"
it's not even the joke itself that makes you laugh. his smile is contagious, and even if you wanted to stay sad and wallow in self pity some more you couldn't, he wouldn't let you.
"mmm, maybe a little..." your arms slip around his waist, squeezing him back as you sigh contently into his warmth.
kang taehyun
→ reads to you
you gazed up at taehyun as your head rested on his chest. just simply admiring him while he read to you. his voice was gentle and soft, adoring brown eyes flicking across the page. you had always loved when he'd read to you, especially when you were feeling down. he always managed to help.
he stole a quick glance at you, wondering if you'd maybe fallen asleep because of your stillness and silence. but when he caught you staring he let a small smile stretch out on his lips.
"do I have somethin' on my face ?" taehyun chuckles, placing a thumb in-between the pages of the book so as to not lose his place. you smile in return and brought a hand up to the hair which framed his face, tucking it away from his eyes and behind his ear.
"no. jus' wanted to look at you."
he grins, pressing a chaste kiss to the tip of your nose before continuing to read to you.
huening kai
→ doesn't let go of you
your room was blanketed with darkness, soft breaths and whispers of sweet nothings filled your head. the gentle scent of kai's cologne wafted around the cozy room. your boyfriend had you pressed against his chest, and he made sure to keep you close when he tangled his legs with yours.
"are you feeling a bit better ?" he asks softly, his voice barely above a whisper as he let his thumb draw circles on your lower back. you hum at the soothing action, sighing contently into his chest.
"mhm, 'm feelin' a little better. thank you, hyuka."
kai smiles and presses a warm kiss to the top of your head, pulling you even closer until your nose was pressed into the juncture of his neck. the two of you lay there with one another in a comfortable silence, exchanging tender and chaste kisses as the melancholic feeling faded from your body.
୨୧ . . . content— established relationship, fluff, gn!reader.
the fact that it was an hour past your alarm didn't bother you as it usually would, neither did the numbing feeling in your legs caused by being in the same place for too long. all that mattered to you right now was Arisu who was peacefully laying across your front with his limbs entangled with yours. he looked so calm with his face pressed into the juncture of your neck that you wouldn't dare wake him, even if that meant missing your morning walk. you had both had a late night yesterday, arguing over a stupid pair of shoes until you realized you weren't mad at eachother and were both just exhausted from work and the tedious activities of the day. your day ended with him curled up on your chest as you pressed peck after peck onto his sun kissed skin, but inevitably you both fell asleep comfortably in each other's grasp.
with your left hand buried in Ryohei's soft locks and your right holding onto his hand that was lying by your waist, you simultaneously thumbed circles onto his knuckles while stroking gentle patterns on his scalp. you weren't sure if he was able to feel your mannerisms in his dream state or not but nevertheless it made no difference to you as you kept up your benevolent movements.
the first thing Arisu did when he awoke was enclose you in his arms, hugging you tightly while pressing a soft kiss to your neck. you let out a relaxed sigh and basked in his love until he decided to move, all the while still brushing through his dark tresses with your fingers. "g'morning, sweetheart" despite having been in a relationship with him since high school five years prior to this and living with him for two of those years, his morning voice never failed to make you flustered. "morning. good sleep, love?" you asked once you'd recovered from your momentary butterflies. All you got in response was a 'hmm' as you felt your boyfriend nuzzle his head further into your neck, you chuckled and ducked down to press a kiss to his forehead. "love you, Ryohei"
a tingling sensation crawled up your spine when your lover whispered the same phrase, his soft lips and hair tickling your bare skin whenever he shifted. as the sun cast its light onto Arisu's face it seeped through your curtains and into the warmth of your shared room, illuminating the previously dark space.
you peered down to check on your lover as you felt his breathing slow down again, although it was nice to have him in your arms you really did need to start the day. shuffling yourself so that your eyes were level with his you started to pepper his face with kisses, pleased and also feeling encouraged to continue when you heard a breathy laugh escape him. you remained kissing the mass of his face, paying extra attention to his moles and freckles. "gotta wake up, honey. can't sleep the day away" a playful groan was heard throughout the room and a pout made its way into his plump lips. "just a lil' longer please" he was too adorable to deny, you would probably give him the world if you could, but unfortunately you couldn't so you settled with agreeing to give him another half hour with him in your arms.
grinning, he left a kiss on your lips, though a messy one you adored him and his kisses all the same. after about five seconds he released your lips from his with an exaggerated 'mwah!' and decided one wasn't enough so dove back in for another which you gladly accepted and reciprocated. a second kiss turned into a third and soon that third had turned into far more than a dozen love filled pecks with the occasional giggle. "I - love - you - so - so - much" he whispered in-between movements which caused your already warm face to heat up. "I love you more"
"not possible"
the rest of your day was spent scattered around your shared apartment, but no matter where you ended up you were always in each others arms.
› summary : how txt celebrate your birthday ! (separately)
› fluff / wc: 908
› warnings : birthday fluff, non sexual nudity, crying, 'feminine' compliment (pretty), pet names, gn!reader.
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choi yeonjun
→ spoiling you rotten !
your day had already been filled with delicious food, amazing places, an array of gifts and of course more yummy food — all courtesy of your much too generous boyfriend — but when you returned home with him to discover a very romantic evening plan plus more gifts you almost burst out into tears.
yeonjun cradled your face in his hands and kissed your wobbly lips as you stared at the gorgeous rose petals and wine laid across your shared bed. "don't cry, sweetheart" he said in-between kisses that were now being peppered across your face. he was enjoying your reaction and current situation far too much. "but Junnie how can I not? you've spoiled me all day and now I find out you've still got more up your sleeve? you're too good to me" looking at the stack of perfectly wrapped gifts on your bedside table was enough to make sure the tears spilled over your lash line and down your cheeks. you sniffled and curled further into yeonjun's embrace, letting him rock you back and forth rhythmically to try and cease your tears.
"you deserve it all and more, my love"
choi soobin
→ baking whatever you want !
Soobin had to admit that his best skill wasn't baking, it wasn't even one of his skills. but if that's what you wanted to do he certainly wasn't going to tell you no, especially on your birthday of all days. so he toughed it out, only expressing the need to help when it came to the mixing of ingredients.
"can we add whipped cream on top of the cupcakes? please?" you asked once they were successfully in the oven and cooking. despite it being a strange request for most to hear, including soobin, he nodded enthusiastically. "of course, pretty! they're your cupcakes you can do whatever you'd like to them" you smiled and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. of course he'd say that. Soobin had never made you uncomfortable or upset a day in your life, and with how it's going you doubt he ever will. "but I want you to eat them too, bunny"
"I'll eat anything you make"
choi beomgyu
→ arcade date !
when you'd first suggested the idea of an arcade date to your boyfriend instead of a big party for your birthday he'd nearly flipped. but when you noticed his hesitance and called him out for it in the form of 'being afraid to lose' he just had to prove you wrong and win every single game for you. it wasn't going very well though. granted, he had won a couple that left you with a shocked face and arms filled with plushies but he was struggling now, and that was enough to entertain you when you got bored of whatever game you were trying to conquer.
"you can do it, beomie!" was what you said moments before the dreaded 'game over' sign flashed across his screen. he groaned and fought the urge to kick it, instead taking it out on one of your newly beloved stuffies. "hey! don't hurt gyu junior!" he paused, stared at the plushie and then you. you couldn't help but giggle when he said, "you named it after me?" In the softest voice you've ever heard from him.
you were already infatuated with the man long before this instance, but the way he was gazing at you with those puppy eyes just made you fall deeper into the pit of love.
kang taehyun
→ fancy dinner and dessert !
spending the day with taehyun in your home with an abundance of snacks and movies would have been a more than enough birthday celebration. but of course he couldn't let that happen. so you were now dressed up in your best clothes with a gorgeous hairstyle that taehyun himself had insisted upon doing and sat in a back booth of an extremely fancy and expensive restaurant.
"tae, thank you for doing this for me." you spoke once the polite waitress had left with a note of your drinks and food dishes. he had always made you feel so special no matter what the two of you were doing, and this evening was no different. taehyun smiled and lifted your hand so he could press a loving kiss to your knuckles, returning it to you and doing the same with the other which made you giggle and your heart race. he made falling in love with him so easy and pleasurable.
"of course, honey. it's my pleasure"
huening kai
→ self care day !
your boyfriend had practically ordered you to take a day for yourself after spending yesterday with your family, and although you's stated yesterday technically was a day for yourself he wouldn't hear it. you just had to thank him for that.
your ever caring boyfriend had already left you to sleep in late, made you a much needed brunch and gave you a massage to relieve any stress your family had put on you with their unhinged comments. and now he was pulling you to lay back against him in your sweet smelling bath that he had run you.
the lights were dimmed and the bathtub was surrounded by your favourite scented candles. your choice of music was playing faintly in the background and in that moment you swore it couldn't get any better than this, your back was pressed against Kai's bare chest while his arms wrapped around your waist as he littered your shoulders with chaste and innocent kisses. "I love you, Ning"
୨୧ . . . content— established relationship, fluff, arisu is intoxicated, gn!reader.
when you opened the door supposedly to greet and thank the pizza man for your meal that you ordered half an hour ago you were not expecting to see your drunk boyfriend practically being dragged by your mutual friend Tatta. "what happened?" you asked as you took Arisu's other arm and draped it around yourself so you could hopefully situate him on your couch. once you had successfully done so you laid a gentle kiss to his nose, almost immediately he started pawing at your arm, trying to pull you onto his lap which Tatta found extremely amusing. the latter would definitely not miss a chance to tease his companion about this later.
"ah, well he said he was going to find some friends and when we found him again he was drowning in shots next to Chota, Karube and some stranger I didn't know." Tatta explained with a sorrowful tone while you took to finding your lover a glass of water and something to eat, preferably bread so it could soak up some of the alcohol he consumed. "sorry we didn't keep an eye on him" you chuckled and placed Arisu's favorite glass on the coffee table while handing the man himself a piece of bread which he started to chew lethargically. "it's fine! I wasn't expecting you to stare at him the whole night, you were there to have fun too. have you got a lift home?"
"yeah, Kuina and Usagi are waiting out the front" you nodded and engulfed him in a chaste hug before Arisu tugged at your waist again, you smiled and took his hands in yours.
"enjoy the rest of your night, Tatta"
"I would say the same but it looks like you'll be turning in fairly soon" you smiled once more and waved him off as he closed the door behind him, leaving you to tend to your intoxicated boyfriend. Ryohei seemed pleased now that he could have you all to himself.
once bathed and a little less drunk you led Arisu to the couch again where you were pulled to sit on your giggly boyfriend. you lay your head on his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat along with the gentle rise and fall of his chest. little droplets of water slid off his hair and dampened his green sleep shirt, he didn't seem to care and picked up your hand to start mindlessly fiddling with your fingers. after a while he started to place feather light kisses on each of your fingertips. you giggled whenever his plush lips touched your skin, the kaleidoscope of butterflies in your abdomen squirmed whenever you saw his lips pucker. "what're you doing, angel?" the question seemed to fly right over his head so you sat quietly watching him until he answered.
" 'm gonna put a ring on your finger one day" probably the cheesiest grin known to man spread across your face, and as you were unable to contain it you simply let your flustered chuckle out, earning another kiss to your thumb from Arisu. "yeah? you want to marry me?" although he was still intoxicated and probably not aware of what he was saying, you really hoped it was all true. "100%, sweetheart. you're definitely the person for me." After all, drunk words are sober thoughts. "well that's good news, 'cause I was just thinking about how you're the one for me!" you could see his eyes glaze over, so full of love for you and your shared relationship. "really?" with a brisk nod of your head you pressed your forehead to his and whispered, "you're the only one for me. I've never met anyone who makes me feel the way you do."
"me neither" lovesick was the only way to describe how you were feeling in the moment. unable to stop smiling, you pecked his lips and decided to linger for a little while. "good, now let's get to bed. we have things to do tomorrow"
"like planning our wedding?" He said hopefully, his innocent doe eyes pleading with you. "yes, Ryohei. like planning our wedding." there was a lengthy pause where all you did was stare at each other until he spoke up again. "you're gonna be Mr/s. Arisu"
"or you could be Mr. L/n"
"....I like that better actually" you chuckled and pressed a firm kiss to the crest of his hairline.
chishiya + reader e2l are being yk a couple in secret right but then friends catch them and then everyone goes :o because friends aren't used to shiya being lovey let alone with the person they would least expect to ever see with him
tytytyty it's been a while since ive read anything aib but ive noticed the thinning of fics because of the hype dying down :c
I hope this was okay for you! <3
ARE YOU GUYS BONING?!- chishiya shuntaro x gn!reader
from the outside you and Chishiya were friends, but nothing more in your friends' eyes, they thought you got into disputes far too easily to tolerate each other in a loving way. to them you were this cheerful and bubbly person who was always ready to help others despite what people warned, and from their point of view Chishiya was this cold, stoic and on occasion brooding man who held little empathy for anyone but himself. but this was of course their view. to you Chishiya was significantly different. sure, he still harbored the traits that others viewed him as but he also had more caring ones. when it was just the two of you he wasn't exactly bouncing off the walls and hugging you till you couldn't breathe, but he was more open and relaxed. he let you hug him and kiss him wherever you pleased and he was more comfortable showing you physical affection. he'd always ask if you'd remembered to eat or drink anything that day and if not he would cook your favorite meal. at least twice a week he fed into your obsession with little trinkets he'd see on his way home from work, it made his day more bearable when it ended with your smile. to you, Chishiya was your caring boyfriend. which is why you had to hide it. you both knew that if found out you would in turn receive endless amounts of teasing from your mutual friends. especially Kuina.
unfortunately your friend group was together almost every day of the week so you rarely got alone together unless you snuck away somewhere which was definitely not meant to be used as a secret meet up spot. so when Chota and Karube invited you and the others to a party, you and your secret lover declined for separate reasons. there was no way you weren't taking advantage of this chance to be alone. you had texted the group chat saying you were sick and at home while Chishiya had said he was out of town for personal reasons, which wasn't technically a lie on his part.
"peace, finally" you muttered as you shuffled into Chishiya more, your head rested between his neck and shoulder while he had an arm around you to ensure you stayed close. "they better not blow up my phone" you chuckled and refocused your attention to the t.v where a film of Chishiya's choice was playing but soon got distracted and started to fidget with his hands, occasionally you pulled one toward your face so you could lay a kiss on the back of his hand. times like these were the ones you truly cherished.
as the hours ticked by you felt yourself getting sleepy, the repetitive dialogue on the t.v and the slight buzz your boyfriend's cologne gave your head wasn't helping you stay awake. the comforting feeling of having him around didn't help you to stay conscious either. soon the urge to sleep overpowered your body and Chishiya could feel you drifting off on top of him. he lowered the volume on the television for your comfort and pulled a blanket over you both so you wouldn't be cold. Shuntaro never really imagined himself being so lucky. everyone always called him cold and incapable of love, which was in fact a lie. he just showed it differently, which you knew and were okay with. he was immensely grateful that you let him show his adoration for you the way he preferred.
the light of the day was fading and along with it Chishiya's will to stay awake. you had only been passed out for around half an hour so he didn't need to worry about you waking up. so with you tucked up in his hold he let himself fall asleep with you, his head falling to rest on top of yours. when you both awoke to what you assumed to be morning but were instead met with flashing phone cameras you were stunned and a little frustrated to say the least.
"Chishiya, what are you doing to Y/n!" Arisu slurred, clearly more than a little tipsy from the way he was holding himself. "he's cuddling them, that's what he's doing!" Tatta had pushed himself to the front of the huddle just to yell, "are you guys boning?!" Usagi slapped his arm and sent a distasteful glare his way. "don't be so vulgar!"
"okay then, are you guys 'making love'!" Chishiya stared at his flushed friend in disgust and rolled his eyes when they all insisted on an answer from him. "no, we are not boning or making love. we're dating you morons."
silence followed Chishiya's bold statement. everybody stared at each other with wide eyes. the awkward stillness was interrupted when Kuina burst out laughing, the voracity of her cackles almost tipped her over. "okay, good one, Chishiya!" others followed suit after realizing it was a joke. most doubling over in lung aching laughter. "oh my god, man! you almost got me!"
"c'mon guys, let's leave this endearing couple alone!" what they failed to realize was that this was in fact not a joke, and was quite a real relationship. you both stared in shock as your group of drunk friends stumbled out the door and slammed it behind them.
› summary: in which all you have left of beomgyu is remnants of a shooting star.
› angst / wc: 699
› warnings: mentions of cheating, kind of asshole gyu, profanity, lying, gn!reader.
when you'd met Choi Beomgyu you had believed it was courtesy of the wish you made the day prior, under the night sky and upon a shooting star. he surely seemed like a wish made once upon a time. patient, loving, charming, humourous, intelligent and kind were all traits of Beomgyu. so naturally, you couldn't help but fall in love with him.
he was your favourite person. well, he was then. being with Beomgyu was the definition of first love, thrilling but all too bittersweet in the end. he was there for you when you had tough days, when you felt like nothing was worth it he reminded you of what and who you had. he was your person, promising to stay by your side for eternity.
and just like he'd made you happy, you tried to do the same for him.
you spent time with him often, made him meals, bought him gifts and thought about him almost 24/7. wasn't that enough? apparently not. the lazy mornings didn't cut it for him anymore. neither did your saturday dates it seemed. his excuse was work, like always. you worked too, and it may not have been as time consuming as his job but it was still a hard schedule to maintain, and you always made sure to love him. you always made time to check in on him, asking if he ate, if he'd slept, how he felt. you always made time to be with him. but apparently you just weren't worth the time of day anymore. it felt as if you slept next to nothing but a friend now, even if that. last night had been the last straw for both of you.
“why does it feel like you have no love to show me anymore?” it wasn't something he'd expected to hear, obviously. the leather couch was chilling under your bare legs, but you didn't mind if it meant you'd get an answer to the question that had been festering in your mind for a couple weeks. “pardon?” he asked with a dry chuckle. he looked so tired. not physically, just of you maybe.
“why does it feel like you have no-
“i heard you, y/n”
for a while there was only silence. the regret slowly crept up on you while you pulled your bottom lip between your teeth, anxiously awaiting his answer you knew you probably wouldn't like. but this was Beomgyu, surely he'd be gentle with it.
“honestly?”
oh. perhaps not.
dread now swirled around in your stomach. you willed yourself not to cry, he hadn't even given you a proper answer yet.
“i care for you, I really do. but-
don't say that. no.
“just, not in the way I used to”
why? you wanted to ask, but all that escaped you was a shaky breath.
he looked at you with so much pity then, like he could hear the fragile pieces of your heart he just turned to dust.
“i know it's cruel, I'm sorry-
it is, and you're not.
“i…..
I've been seeing someone else"
oh? “oh”
It hurt. everything hurt. "I'll promise to stay. forever." what a load of fucking bullshit.
“what happened to forever?”
“it…. didn't seem as important as him”
ouch.
was it guilt that was swimming in those mesmerising brown eyes? you hoped so. and it may seem petty, but you hoped it ate him alive.
was it bad you couldn't cry anymore? your pillow was damp, and your face and hair faintly smelt of salt. you hadn't slept at all so you knew your eyebags would be accentuated and your eyes bloodshot. you wondered if Beomgyu had gotten any sleep, probably not. you locked the bedroom door so he was forced to sleep on your uncomfortable couch. a fit punishment but not merely enough.
when you left the comfort of your room, you found the apartment empty and in silence. the only indication that Beomgyu had ever been here being the clothes In your room and photos scattered around the place. ones that held smiles.
a note was left on the counter, and against your better judgement you decided to read it.
dear, y/n
I'm sorry I did this to you, I truly am. call me a liar, but I still care for you
- Beomgyu
you didn't believe him, because the nature of liars is to lie. and because of that now all you had were remnants of a shooting star, leftovers of a wish made once upon a time.