My boyfriend sent me this while I was asleep, it's only 45 days till he's home on leave. It's been 7 months without seeing him. I miss you so much. Idk I feel distant lately and my thoughts and emotions are making my eyes brim with tears because of my desire for just a simple kiss from you. The merest thought of just holding your hand again sets me off vigorously in lust for you. You are the most valuable thing in my life and always will be. I want to breathe, eat, and sleep away every moment we will have together for the rest of our lives. The affect that your love has on me has such a significant impact, that it makes the world that has surrounded me for so long seem like a total blur. You're my everything, my one and only, my other half, my cup of tea, my life, the women of my dreams, the very essential factor in my life that holds everything together piece by piece on a daily basis, the one who understands me and accepts me for who I am, the one person I can count on no matter what, the one person I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be with for the rest of my life. I love you Darian ❤️ I love you so much.