i thought of this idea randomly this afternoon, and so i thought it’d just be a fun filler thing to do. @chrepsi also has a similar post here so creds to her! 😛
albums included
born to die | lana del ray
weedkiller | ashnikko
superunknown | soundgarden (one for me lol hear me out)
so close to what | tate mcrae
born to die | lana del ray
nick | dark paradise . . . i feel like this song fits nick just because of the depth of it. i think nick is a deeply emotional person even if he’s not fraglie. such as in the way he feels so deeply for strangers. it also has a certain drama about it that nick definitely gives.
matt | blue jeans . . . i think the longing in this song really encapsulates the fact that matt has said before that nostalgia will be the death of him, and i feel this song really dwells on the past but in a poetic and nostalgic way.
chris | video games . . . this song is emotionally sincere and super vulnerable, just like chris, who tends to wear his heart on his sleeve, but is also protective in a way that shields his emotions.
weedkiller | ashnikko
nick | worms . . . this song screams individuality, which nick has downpat. he’s not afraid to be himself and express his personality in a bunch of different ways. it’s also such a fun song that definitely has nick’s energy.
matt | weedkiller . . . i feel like this song really feeds into tough matt lol. it’s totally giving matt when he gets pissed off. and it’s got such such a gritty vibe to it, which i think matt gives too.
chris | miss nectarine . . . this song has a certain slightly darker but fun vibe that screams chris, and the lyrics also feed into the fact that him and matt have said the girls he likes don’t like him back.
superunknown | soundgarden
nick | my wave . . . the message of this song is all about rejecting society and being who you want to be without judgement or shame, which again, nick embraces wholeheartedly and pulls off really well.
matt | the day i tried to live . . . this song explores the struggle of trying to heal and “live” from when you’re feeling down and stuck. it’s about being tired but still showing up, and still trying. i believe that matt has a lot of perseverance and he’s quite patient, and will try even if it’s hard.
chris | spoonman . . . chris is so much deeper than he seems. on the outside, he seems goofy, silly, and just a chill guy, but in my opinion, he’s a lot more than that. he’s smarter than people give him credit for, and he doesn’t always have to be happy. this song explores a street performer being misjudged based on stereotypes and the outside look and not his actual passion and depth. so it definitely fits chris imo.
so close to what | tate mcrae
nick | bloodonmyhands . . . this song is bold, and really has a theme of not giving a fuck what others think of you, which nick encapsulates perfectly. but it also encapsulates freedom, which- out of the triplets- nick fits much more, generally being the more independent triplet.
matt | nostalgia . . . as i mentioned above, matt has mentioned multiple times that he dwells on the past and gets caught up in nostalgia. especially with anxiety, and the feelings of guilt and loss, which this song explores.
chris | means i care . . . this song is super chris coded imo because of the very obvious theme of shutting someone out in order to protect your emotions. chris has said before that he’s very protective of his emotions, and that he has some trust issues, so this definitely fits.
💌 freya yaps- this is just my opinions, and if you don’t agree, that’s totally fine! this is just for entertainment purposes and a filler post! also lmk if you want a part 2 bc this was rlly fun!
hi ahh could I req a smut fic abt chris cornell where him and reader have just come back from their first date and unexpectedly get in a sexual situation? Theyre both a little nervous but ease each other through it? There's no content for him here and you're an amazing writer so I was so glad when I saw you write for him :0
But no worries if you can't!!! Have a great day/night!!
#𝘾𝙃𝙍𝙄𝙎 𝘾𝙊𝙍𝙉𝙀𝙇𝙇: 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
» summary: after a date with an unpleased surprise in the end, your new boyfriend invites you to his house to watch a movie. suprisingly things end somewhere else :)
» word count: 2.5k
» warnings: little bit of fluff at the beginning, smut [unprotected sex, kinda size kink idk(?), pulling out], grammar issues
» a/n: thank you for your kind words, hope you’ll like it 🥹💞
“i’m sorry things turned out this way.” your boyfriend, chris was looking for his apartment keys in a rush. neither of you expected to get into a heavy rain just ten minutes ago. chris, just like the polite gentleman he is, immediately took off his large leather jacket and covered your head with it. sadly, his gorgeous long, curly dark brown hair was messy and tangled now. you were feeling guilty but he was shushing you in response. and here you two were, in front of his house. luckily for you, his house was close.
“no no, i should be the one apologizing.” you bowed your head and chris opened the door, inviting you inside first. “you’re soaked and your hair is ruined.”
“hey, i thought we talked about this. don’t blame yourself for this. it was my choice.” he smiled and pinched your cheek playfully.
“but i don’t want you to be sick because of me.” you sighed and sat on the couch, covering your face with your hands. chris chuckled at his sight and kneeled in front of you. he gently grabbed your hands and moved them aside. “how about if i take a shower, make tea for ourselves, and snuggle on the couch while watching a movie, hm?”
“oh my god, it sounds perfect! and like a second date.” he managed to cheer you up like this and gave you a quick peck on your forehead before standing up. “and, can i at least make tea?” it’s not that he could resist your sad puppy eyes, so he nodded. “you sure you can manage this? you can just wait for me.”
“god… will you just let me do something for you?” you huffed and he chuckled again.
“i won’t be there too long, meanwhile you can choose the movie.”
“fine, but not complaining.” you grinned.
“i don’t promise anything!” he shouted before entering the bathroom. you rolled your eyes playfully and decided to wander around the room to kill some time. his black gibson guitar standing next to the square tv, his vintage record player seems kind of dusty, vinyls of various bands look unorganized…
you found a box full of movie dvds under the tv. they were dusty too, so you assumed he doesn’t really watch them. most of them were action movies like ‘terminator’, ‘die hard’, ‘indiana jones’… however you wanted to watch something funny to become more intimate with him. just when you decided to pick ‘bill & ted’s excellent adventure’ you found something better, at least it was better for you.
after placing the dvd on its player, you made your way to the kitchen.
“‘the lost boys’? really?!”
“there’s nothing wrong with ‘the lost boys’!”
chris sighed loud while sitting cross-legged on the couch. his face fell and turned his head away.
“oh my god, chris… what could have happened that you have a beef with a movie?” you placed the warm teas on the table. then sat next to him with a slight pout.
“it’s not that i have a beef, it’s just… i think it’s for teenage girls. only they can gush about a couple of handsome vampires.”
“excuse me? you take that back! i’m in my twenties and i still love them, even my mom does!”
“oh, um…” he cleared his throat in embarrassment. “then yeah i do.”
“that’s way more like it.” you giggled and pressed the play button.
it’s been years since you’ve watched that movie, so you were glad you had the chance to watch it again. even though chris wasn’t pleased with it at first, you caught him grin and even laugh a few times. mostly when songs that he liked started to play. even so, you two were comfortable and having fun. the rain accident was already forgotten. and when everything seemed amusing, you were wrong.
oh.
oh…
the sex scene between michael and star… you totally forgot about it.
it’s not that it’s disturbing or uncomfortable, you were adults after all. it meant nothing. but watching it with your new boyfriend…
he wasn’t looking at you nor you were looking at him. you couldn’t keep focusing because of your increasing body temperature and the strange tension between you two. suddenly, you felt his gaze on you. what were you supposed to do?
you finally met his gaze when he put his hand on top of yours. his piercing light blue eyes made you swallow, the movie was already forgotten.
“you seem uncomfortable, do you want to turn off the movie?”
“no-no!” you laughed awkwardly. “it’s okay, i’m not watching a sex scene for the first time.” god, you just wanted to be buried deep at that moment.
“we can watch 'beetlejuice' or something like that.” his concerned voice was going to kill you just right there.
“i’m fine,” you reassured him by giving him a quick peck on his lips. however, your mind couldn’t be concentrated after the simple peck, neither his.
his hand was still holding yours, and you started to caress his hand. he wasn’t looking at you but he was doing the same thing. this stupid thing continued until you kissed him again, a little bit longer than before that. and just when you wanted to pull off, he didn’t let you by placing his free hand behind your head and pulling you closer to him.
at first, you were exploring each other’s lips slowly but deeply. his mustache was tickling you, which made you giggle through the kiss. you freed your busy hand from his and placed both of your hands on his pale cheeks, caressing them this time. the air was thick, so the tension between you two. but there was no rush.
you moaned quietly when he suddenly bit your lower lip, which made you open your mouth fully. he didn’t waste time to enter his tongue inside your mouth. he lifted you from your place and made you sit on his lap while sucking harshly on your lip. it was quite hard to catch up on his movements, but when you started to do the same thing he hummed, satisfied.
eventually, he had to pull off to catch his breath. both hearts beating fast as ever. chris wasn’t the first boy you’ve ever kissed but you could definitely say that he’s the most talented among them. just when you leaned on his lips he stopped you.
“i’m afraid if we keep making out like that, things might end somewhere else.” he joked, but not to mention his slightly grown bulge underneath you.
“and what if i also want that?” you teased him and wrapped your arms around his neck, shifting on his lap to feel more of him.
“do you, really?” he asked with a teasing tone.
“i’m dead serious, chris. i want you, i want all of you.”
“look, i’m not forcing you into anything, okay? i mean it’s our first date after all.”
“chris, i want to do this and i know 100% that i’m not going to regret it, ever.” you reassured him and pressed your forehead against his. he breathed heavily and then nodded. he wrapped his hands around you before lifting you and making his way to his bedroom.
he gently placed you on top of his bed. you opened your arms wide, inviting him to your bosom. he smiled like an idiot, then laid on top of you without putting his whole weight on you. your hands started to play with his gorgeous hair before connecting your lips with his. chris was giving you deep but sensual kisses just like minutes ago. your breath itched every time you felt his mustache press firmly against your lips.
your body temperature was increasing nonstop since that sex scene, so you slightly pushed him to take off your shirt, then shoved it aside. chris grinned at the sight underneath him and he did the same thing, making eye contact with you. you rubbed your legs together, slightly getting impatient. he noticed then leaned close to you.
“mind if i take it off?” he asked while playing the laces of your bra. you nodded then arched your back to give him access. his fingers unhooked your bra in seconds like an expert. after undressing your upper body, he pressed your body against the bed and brushed his lips on your neck oh so slowly…
you gasped loudly and threw your head backward to give him more access. he started his movements by giving quick pecks here and there, then when he discovered your most sensitive place, he started to suck on that spot meanwhile his left hand traveled across your torso, caressing and drawing circles. then lifted his hand to play with your left boob. slender fingers continued to draw circles and pinch your sensitive nipples. this made you whine unconsciously.
after painting your neck with red and purple marks, he took your left nipple inside his hot mouth and continued his slow, sucking movements. you couldn’t stop whining when his right hand reached your right nipple and continued to play. the pleasure was too much, and you didn’t know he was more willing to give you more.
“chris…” you pulled his hair, making him groan and send you vibrations against your chest.
“you okay, sweetheart?” he asked you, dazed, while panting.
“yes, but i can’t wait anymore. i want you so bad…” you didn’t care how desperate you sounded, all you wanted was to feel him inside.
“oh, is that so? i was planning to eat you out though.”
“mhmm, next time please~” how could he ever resist his cute girlfriend?
he shifted in his place and unbuckled the belt of your jeans. after tossing your belt to the ground and unbuttoning your jeans, he held the corners of them and pulled them off with your already-soaked panties, embarrassment hit you at that moment. he chuckled at your reaction.
“no need to be embarrassed about it, baby. in fact, i appreciate that.”
he unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his jeans and shoved them aside before climbing on top of you. the sight of his painfully hard cock made you throb but at the same time feel a little bit scared. were you even able to take him..?
it’s like he read your mind, he started to reassure you. “we can stop if you want.” his hand reached to your cheek and caressed it. you leaned on his touch but shook your head as no. “no, it’s just… you’re so big. i’m not sure if i can take you.”
“okay, how about just the tip? do you want to try?”
you softly nodded. “okay, let’s try.”
chris smiled sweetly as he planted a loving kiss on your lips before getting between your legs. he held your right hand and intertwined it with his. he pumped himself a couple of times before pushing his leaking tip inside of you slowly. both of you hissed and gasped loudly, squeezing each other’s hands tightly.
like he said, he just pushed his tip and stayed like that while peppering your face with quick sloppy kisses to ease your pain. however, your clenching tight walls weren’t helping him to relax, almost don’t let him enter inside you any further. you weren’t a virgin, but how could you be so damn tight? “baby, you’re squeezing me too hard.” he groaned lowly.
“i c-can’t help it, let me adjust you.” you pulled him with your free hand by holding his tense shoulder. massaging and caressing his shoulder and back to make him relax a little bit.
when you started to feel relaxed, you tapped his shoulder. “you can go further inside me now, chris.”
“are you sure?” he asked worriedly, making you nod desperately. “tell me if it hurts, okay? i’ll immediately stop.”
“i will.” you moaned when you felt him pushing deeper inside your needy cunt. his movements were still slow, afraid to hurt you. however, your already slick-covered walls were helping to move in and out of you with ease.
“that’s it, sweetheart. you’re taking me so well.” he groaned while increasing his pace and you just whined in response. his cock hitting the spots over and over where your fingers could’ve never reached, nor somebody else’s dick. you dig your nails at his back, scratching it while he shoves his hips faster into yours. you wrapped your legs around his torso as his thick cock continued to split you open over and over.
“chris, chris! feel so good oh my god~” it was like you were already drunk on him like he was on you. your words made him get even bigger inside of you. his mouth fell agape, trying to say what was on his mind.
“oh baby, never have felt so much pleasure with someone else before you. h-hah, you’re making me loose my mind.” at this point you weren’t listening to him. not that you didn’t want to, you were just already lost in pleasure. eyes rolling back, your juices dripping down on his shaft unstoppable. everything was too much, you just needed to release all of it.
and when he hit that sweet spot, you gasped loudly. “chris!” you cried out his name, throwing your head back.
“got it.” he continued to hit that spot over and over, meanwhile rubbing your puffy clit with his long, skilled fingers. you pushed your hips to meet with his thrusts. your orgasm was approaching and you could explode at any minute.
“gonna cum!” you cried while rubbing and pinching your hard nipple. your vision is blurry and you feel that knot tighten in your belly. a scream leaving your lips as your legs shake as you finally came undone, your clit pulsing nonstop.
“shit, i’m close too baby.” he grunted then suddenly pulled off, you gasped at his movement, and wanted to feel him inside of you more. he wrapped his hand around his shaft and then jerked off a couple of times before cumming on your tummy, thick and warm sprouts of cum covering your belly.
he was panting, trying to calm his heartbeat at the same time. you gazed at him with lazy eyes. his long hair got messed again, covering some parts of his face. face and torso are covered in sweat, making them look shiny, chest lifting heavily up and down. gosh… he was looking like one of the greek gods. how can a person look majestic in any form?
he planted a quick kiss on top of your forehead before reaching for the towels on the nightstand, cleaning the mess he created on your body.
“you okay, sweetheart? need anything?”
your eyes were almost shut, wanted to do nothing but sleep beside him. “mhm, just you.”
he chuckled at how cute you were looking, then laid next to your side. you removed his hair aside to look at his handsome face properly before sleeping.
“you’re not my first, but i definitely want you to be my last.” you murmured while snuggling to his sweaty body. he smiled, and kissed your forehead again sloppily. “me too, sweetheart. i love you.”
a loud yawn escaped from your lips before drifting off to sleep. “i love you too.” he wrapped his arms around you and then joined you in sleep. last thing you thought about was the cups of tea that were still standing on the table.
I'm thinking of scanning and compiling all the art from my CD collections (CD, booklets, cover and back arts) and posting them on here so people can use the graphics for whatever
