The previous diary had Monthly, Yearly Goals. The reality has come to a real life step by step. Daily achievements are about the next cough? Will I make it through the pain? I know what's holding me. The staples through my stomach. The metal clips are holding on. One move of my bum to adjust a sitting, makes my groan louder. I can't scream. I can't laugh. It's all stapled in. You are loved . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #live #love #surgerytestimony #christian #jesusfeed #mind #poetry #writing #nofilter #pictureofthemind #pillowtalks #stories #handwriting #asmrwriting #asmrsounds #words #instastories #kokobyrumbie #sussexdowns #kokofamily #flowers #flowersinbloomstories #springweather #birdsounds https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv372NRjnqV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tdxxc8hqul2o