#swapgram

[doodles-in-sand]

some swapgrammies!!! some of these designs were referenced from the thing @supercplx sent me hiiii hi creature. the things. i wanna draw 10shidou again but its 1am and i must sleep. heres the things. goodnight

[doodles-in-sand]

hiii cici here is your 10shidou :) hes such an asshole. maybe this is him messing with es t1 interrogation style.

.... and for my own fun and games, a t3 swapdou. for funsies

( @hectorthedoggo hi cici)

[hectorthedoggo]

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ok in all seriousness here is the yonah swap fic for the shidou-kotoko swap au. yuru watch out. fun stuff happens to 3 of the guilty 4 >:)

[doodles-in-sand]

Can you draw how you think that one scene (the hug™️ scene) in YONAH would play out in a 05-10 swap AU

hehe

[hectorthedoggo]

hi i wrote something. @doodles-in-sand's swap au with shidou and kotoko. shidou's interrogation of doom and despair.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86539026

[doodles-in-sand]

@hectorthedoggo yeah i think my tumblr browser lowk hates me... tis been an issue for a while but agh. anwyays though... the words are under the cut. a swap shidou and ponderings of swapes above

(skipping middle para for now) hehe... yes.... my thought is that he'd be annoyed at how "light" the punishment for being guilty is, and would take it into his own hands to decide that if he is to be guilty, and punished as such, it has to be Substantial. He definitely takes the "judgement of a child like them" very seriously when it comes to himself, though...

I dont know why, but it makes sense to his character like that... He wont argue for his righteousness but he will ensure their decision is enacted.

And... hehe. He definitely feels some way about them... it's easy to think he's in the right when he's being agreed with, but the voices probably draw out some of that listlessness/hopelessness he had when he lost his family... and might push him into deciding that if he's punished, he will be punished the way a true murderer must be.

oooh... maybe.... For a moment he becomes genuinely soft and gentle and patient with them and they go ":/ hey whats with the sudden parenting. what the fuck" and it snaps him out of it. They dont need to know or care about that. dont even worry about it. a child like them should just let the adults handle things...

yk.

(also, yeah, asks are probably better for now... replies only work on my phone, it seems...)

[doodles-in-sand]

Twirls hair. What is Kotoko doing on the other end of the 0510 swap?

Ah, here's her with Shidou! As of now, I'm not fully sure... but she takes canon shidou's intense guilt and need to Die, though in a much more forceful way, I'd think. I also think by trial 2 instead of taking a "caretaker" role she'd more play a 'protector', and mayyybe might get into a fight or so with Shidou. Not enough to injure him (maybe) (we'll see) but enough to stop him from doing Whatever his form of "punishment" is (in this case, trying to withhold necessities from the Guilty, is what I decided on.)

otherwise she also takes on shidou's sad pattheticisms, since shidou took her aura.

[doodles-in-sand]

@hectorthedoggo tumblr DELETED MY RESPONSE so heres a whole post. anywayyys I think he'd go into it not expecting Milgram to cooperate in the first place... or at least, not es, because they're a kid, and he "understands how difficult it'd be for them", since children are "more innocent, more forgiving". So I think he'd act regardless of if he thinks es/milgram would agree in punishing the others if he's innocent, or punishing himself if he's guilty (because. it's shidou and his self-blame is too important to take away imo. not a lot of guilt, but he will punish himself.)

I also do think he'd understand if they changed their mind to go against him... he's caused them the very pain he sought to find retribution against. there's complicated things with how i've thought over his murder, but... he's well aware, and unwilling to change, but he'll take the punishment, i think.

Also admission... I never read/listened to YONAH. But! I think... maybe. as a real moment of weakness... maybe it'd lead to insight on his past as a father... because otherwise he'd try to keep a careful distance from Es to not harm them with his actions and to not hurt himself if they reject his thought process. as compared to kotoko who seems insistent on partnership in justice, I think shidou wouldn't be as insistent for them to agree.

i cannot imagine es would be very happy about that hug though. no matter how subtle.