im so insecure fcking human being like why do i hide myself when i see my crush or like so fcking hungry, but therefore soo insecure about myself. I wish i was allowed to go to the gym or something, its just then i wouldnt have a life between school and my room, i would have a job + a gym membership. I swear having a Turkish family isnt for the weak like im 18 and i will turn 19 soon, but I still get treated like im 13 or something. Im not allowed to go outsie literally i have to lie about it. The first thing i will do wjen i become an adult and have my own money is to move out and travel the world or smth














