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the weather during taylor swift’s wedding x taylor swift lyrics!
Blasting my Speak Now CD and scrolling tumblr before I have to go into the fiery hellscape that is my job
being aroace and a swiftie: a ramble
So I listen to a lot of Taylor Swift. She’s a great songwriter, and I like her songs for many different reasons. But obviously, when I listen to one of her many many romance songs, such as Paper Rings, my aroace brain is like
BUt like !!! I love this song !! It’s such a sweet vibe, and it makes me happy to listen to over and over because spin spin microwave brain!
But it’s also like : D when listening to said songs, whether Taylor or one of the 37648236482384 other romance songs that exist in the world, it’s kinda like… alienating? Like sometimes I wonder, huh. Am I actually an alien? Everyone wants this, everyone sings about it, everyone feels this. Why can’t I feel this? What is this magical quality that makes people romantically interested in each other, or at least desiring such feelings, and why can’t I feel it? Am I like… stupid? This really doesn’t feel like a “late bloomer” situation, this feels more like “the concept of romance and most everything surrounding it sounds horrid to me and I have no idea how to feel what is apparently a basic human emotion.”
Except when I hear about it in Taylor Swift songs.
Then, it almost sounds nice. Sometimes. But I still feel like I’m looking on in something through glass, like looking at monkeys in a zoo. Like yes. I am observing this thing, this normal, so normal, talked about, idolized, human thing, that everyone.is.gonna.feel.at.some.point.in.their.life. Except you. You can only look at it through glass and wonder why you can’t be normal.
I know of no way to change or I feel, or rather, don’t feel. I don’t know if I would if I could, though. Would I even be me? Would I even be happy if I was so very normal? I’ve never been normal, not just with this, but with so many things ahaha. I like being different. But I don’t like feeling inhuman. I don’t like losing people because I scare them away. I don’t like random spirals into the abyss of despair.
But I do like being me. And different. And I do like Taylor Swift.
Sal Dulce
Anoche apareciste en mis sueños una vez más…
Quisiera creer un poco en Las cosas que dicen por ahí, ya sabes, que si sueñas con alguien, es porque esa persona durmió pensando en ti; pero para serte sincera, muy en el fondo siento que eso no aplica para mí.
Últimamente siento que las canciones hablan sobre tí, de la forma en cómo me mirabas, de cómo me tomabas de la mano...
De tU cuello, de tus manos, de tu cuerpo...
Ese cuerpo alto y delgado, que a pesar de ser tan diferente al mío, siempre me protegió.
Hoy no puedo escribirte, pero puedo escribirte.
Y no tengo la certeza de que esto llegará a ti, pero tengo certeza de que lo que sIento es real, de que lo que sueño me acerca un poco más a ti, estemos lejos, estemos cerca. Sé que puedo sentirte aún. Y no me importa si eres feliz con alguien más, genuinamente ambos sabemos que lo mereces, pero cada que llegas, tan inoportuno como la sal dulce que vive en mi cuerpo, tengo la necesidad de eScribir sobre ti, de hacerle saber a la realidad que sigues muy adentro.
¿Cómo estás sin mi presencia?
Taylor Swift · 1989 · Song · 2014
I have soup dumplings, not love line is playing, I’m looking at outfit inspo for my Taylor Swift cardigans on Pinterest, & I just bought the TTPD one :3 life is worth living divas
I will always love pre-lobotomy Taylor swift idc
My top artists - obviously- lmao!
Let’s gooo!
Not my top albums all being Tay- ajsjsisi