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Pairing: Sylathi Lavellan x Sebastian Vael, pre-relationship; past Sylathi x Solas implied
Starkhaven in spring was warmer, milder, gentler than anything Sylathi Lavellan had experienced in the year or so since she went to the Conclave and became Inquisitor. She found she could breathe more deeply here than she could elsewhere. Even more deeply than in Skyhold, the place that had become something like home to her. A place haunted by absence now.
Sylathi turned her face towards the sun, and tried to block thoughts of Solas from her mind. It was over between them even before Corypheus died. Before he vanished from the battlefield. She should just let it - let him - go. She should just focus entirely on the on the sun-drenched balcony where she sat now, the white stone of Starkhaven’s palace, the distant sounds of the city below.
“I am pleased to see you have settled in,” came a voice from behind her, musical and kind, and a current ran through her body.
“Good morning Sebastian,” she said, turning to him.
“Good morning.”
He settled into a chair beside her, and though he did not wear his ceremonial white armor, the sun still glinted off his hair, settled into his blue eyes, in a way that made her breath catch. Even years after their first meeting, there was still something startling about just how lovely he was. It was good to see him again. To visit the man who was her best friend, and had been through all of her trials, each of his letters forming an oasis of calm in the midst of the Inquisition’s chaos and peril.
The Anchor burned in her hand at the thought of it, flaring bright green, a stark contrast to the soft golden light that surrounded them. Sebastian’s eyes flicked to it at once, and concern furrowed his handsome face.
“Is it truly alright, Sylathi? I know you said in your letters that your arcane advisor declared it stable for now before he left your side - but I must confess that I do not like the words for now.”
“I don’t either. But I’m trying not to think of it this morning. The day is too beautiful for that.” She closed her fist, and the Anchor settled itself like a cat slinking back into shadow, a wyvern gone to ground in its cave.
She looked out over the balcony again, at Starkhaven arrayed below them, green and white and blue and brown, people moving in the distance, ships in the harbor, sails spread like wings. There was a small ornamental tree on the balcony with them - some type of willow - and its branches shivered in the breeze.
“Yes. The Maker has truly blessed us.”
Sylathi saw out of the corner of her eye that Sebastian had not followed her gaze - that he was not, in fact, looking out at the day his Maker had blessed him with, but at her. Heat rose in her cheeks, and she looked back at him, meeting his gaze, but there was a sudden intimacy in it that made her look away again, smiling.
They were quiet a few moments longer, and in their stillness, Sylathi became aware of the sound of bows being drawn and loosed. She stood and went to lean on the railing of the balcony, and found herself looking down into the courtyard of the castle where the royal archers trained.
“I’ll always remember going down there with you that first time,” Sylathi said. “I was so nervous to come and meet this great human prince and to hear his judgment about the poaching of our halla. I don’t think I really felt at ease until you asked us to demonstrate our archery. It made everything less intimidating somehow.”
Sebastian joined her at the rail, close enough that Sylathi could feel the warmth of his body, but not quite close enough to touch.
“Indeed it did. I think of you whenever I am in the courtyard practicing. How I felt at ease with you at once, with no pressure to perform as the rarified prince of Starkhaven in those moments.”
There was a flush growing, traveling up the back of Sylathi’s neck to the tips of her ears.
“I know what you mean about that now. Whenever I had to sit in judgement at Skyhold I felt so drained. I always wanted to do something simple afterwards. To feel like myself again. Thank you for the advice and encouragement you sent during all of those times.”
“Of course. If I had been able to leave Starkhaven and provide more assistance than kind words, you know I would have. Speaking of which - now that Corypheus is truly gone, have you given much thought to where you will go next?”
“Well, the Inquisitions’s work isn’t fully done. It won’t be until I’ve closed every rift in Thedas. But - after that - no, I guess I hadn’t given much thought to it.”
The breeze stirred and leaves from the nearby tree shook loose, and drifted along, and Sylathi felt two of them land in her hair. Before she could brush them away, Sebastian reached out and did it for her, his touch light and precise and soothing, and lingering just a moment longer than it needed to, his fingers just grazing her cheek. They were silent, looking at each other, and then there was a commotion in the courtyard below, and they both looked down towards it, and Sylathi’s heart raced in her chest.
“Well,” Sebastian said. “I hope you know that you can always come back here. To Starkhaven.”
This time Sylathi looked at him while he studied something the city below them, her heart filling with things she did not yet have words for.
“I think I’d like that, lethallan.”
They stood a while longer, letting the morning fill with silence and peace.