#taehyung notes

[hyyh-notes]

i picked up the picture and smoothed it out. i didn’t want the time we’d spent together to be ruined. with the picture in my pocket, i followed him.

— kim taehyung

[hyyh-notes]

“hyung, is that all? there’s not anything else you’re hiding from us?” the surroundings became quiet at once. everyone’s gazes turned to me. i glared directly at seokjin. hyung looked at me too. in that gaze, there was some exhaustion, awkwardness, and regret.

— kim taehyung

[hyyh-notes]

a look of worry crept over his face. i frowned with my lips pressed shut. he looked like my mom with an expression she used to have, the expression which i couldn’t really recall anymore.

— kim taehyung

[hyyh-notes]

tears didn’t come out. i wanted to cry, i wanted to scream, i wanted to kick, break, and destroy it all. i wanted to ruin it, but i didn’t know how to do any of it.

— kim taehyung

[hyyh-notes]

i looked down at my hand. it was stained with blood. suddenly the strength left my legs. i was about to sink down to the ground, but someone held me from behind. the cloudy sunlight was coming in through the window.

— kim taehyung

[hyyh-notes]

taehyung notes that the wound on his hand hurts sometimes, like it does now, and he wonders if it’s because it’s punishment for all of his wrongdoings.

— kim taehyung