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[was-it-a-nightmare]

[introvertz]

This world, it doesn’t hold a fear
This girl, she doesn’t hold a tear in my head 
The brain lives on but the vibes are dead

Neptune Estate-King Krule

[introvertz]

I have searched and found the missing link and goddamnit it feels so good

[introvertz]

She is so stunning!#GirlAtTheGym *personal post*

Well well well,this is a rather personal post,you won’t see many posts like this one but I feel like I have to share this with you since its making me very happy at the moment :)

So,I’ve been working out quite a lot since I’ve finished my a-levels a few weeks ago and for the last 2 weeks I’ve been to the gym every single day at 11pm ish. I like working out late cause it isn’t as crowded and noisy like in the afternoon.

So on Sunday I was very tired and didn’t wanna go to the gym but I ended up going,which was probably the best decision in a long time, cause that day I saw the most stunning girl I’ve ever seen anywhere! I guess she’s new at my gym cos I’ve never met her there before and I workout quite a lot…

She passed me a couple of times and oh my god,she was so beautiful I knew I had to do something about her.

She looked like a mix of Shane from ‘the L word’ and Tricia from 'Orange is the new black’! So basically she was quite fit and I’m not that attractive when I work my ass off on some fucking stair stepper machine thingy so I didn’t wanna talk to her back then.

I went home that night thinking about many ways to talk to her but I’m very much of an introvert (hence my URL :P) so of course I wouldn’t just casually chat her up :/

Long story short: I saw her again a few hours ago but completely failed to get in touch with her,instead I dropped my bottle of water as she looked at me and it almost made me slip off the treadmill. I’m such an idiot. She walked pass me couple of times and we had eye contact but when we were the only 2 people in the changing room I was too afraid to say anything and left…she left a few seconds before I did and when I got downstairs she sat there on a bench putting on her skates looking all hot &beautiful :“”( I felt too uncomfortable to approach her and left. Now I am bloody mad at myself for being such an idiot around her.

She looked kinda androgynous but with long blond hair and a face like Shane’s (L word) …she wore loose tracksuit bottoms and a black shirt,nothing too fancy but I think I fell for her :( I don’t know for sure whether she’s bi too or maybe even lesbian but I have a very strong feeling she might be,not judging by her clothes,but the way she moved,she also looked like she is 20/21 years old etc… Now I am trying to think of a good way to get to know her. And I’m desperate. Any ideas? …. ( I know this text was bloody long,congrats to everyone who read the whole thing!)

[vibeify]

And even now, you cannot understand how much you mean to me. I wish I could tell you. I made you happy, I made you smile when you were sad. I was there at the end of the day to hold you. I was there to listen to your silly rants and even your serious vents. I was there. I still am. But you don’t need me anymore. Once upon a time, I was that girl. And now I’m not and she is. And that ruins me. I wish I could be that girl again. - things I’ll never tell you

Me.