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[resoundingdespair]

Cat is Out of the Bag

@taichitheaudacious continue from here (x)

Takeru bit his lower lip. Why hadn’t he told Taichi that he quit college and went into modeling? Why did he keep his lover in the dark like this for so long? It wasn’t even him telling Taichi. Taichi had found out from magazines. This was how it all started. It wasn’t like Takeru was trying to keep anything from him. Maybe he was just embarrassed at it or maybe it was because he thought Taichi wouldn’t approve. 

He lifted up his hand and pushed his glasses up on his face more as they had started sliding down. Taichi had a right to be mad at him. He would have been mad at Taichi if he was keeping secrets. 

“I just...” He paused for a moment. “I was going to tell you... I just didn’t know how. I thought that you wouldn’t want me working and that... I don’t know you wouldn’t approve of the choice of modeling? I really don’t know why i didn’t tell you at first. I guess I was nervous about how you would react.” He let out a soft sigh. “You have a right to be mad at me. I shouldn’t have kept it from you so long and pretended I was still in school. But sometimes it feels like you don’t want me to be independent and just rely on you... And I don’t want to keep doing that Tai. I didn’t want you to maybe tell me to quit or to not go for the job opportunity.”

He sat down on the couch before he went on. “I didn’t want you to maybe tell me that you make more than enough to support us both. I feel useless when i just sit around here and even when I was going to college I began not really knowing what I wanted to get my degree in and then I just felt more crappy. You don’t want me to fall back into my depression so I’ve been trying to do things that make me feel better. I understand these are no excuses on why I didn’t tell you. But let’s be honest Tai... You can sometimes be...well controlling.” Tkaeru looked down for a moment. “Besides I didn’t really tell anyone about it. If I wasn’t going to tell you, I wasn’t going to tell anyone else They just found out because of the magazines too. I’m sorry. I’ll start telling you things like this. i didn’t mean to make you feel the way you do. I was just unsure how to tell you.”

[resoundingdespair]

😷

Send “😷” for my muse to faint in public and your muse to come to their rescue.

Taichi and him were suppose to meet each other for lunch today. It rarely happened for Taichi to even offer to go out with Takeru on his lunch break so of course Takeru took up the chance to go have lunch with him. He was almost to the place they were going to meet up when he heard someone screaming and yelling coming afterwards. He stopped  right before he was about to head into the place to turn and see what was going on. 

Once he caught sight of what he had heard his face went completely pale and for a moment he had stopped breathing. Other people among the sidewalk and those who were driving had all came to a stop as well, others even screaming and someone yelling to call 911. They were all staring at the same thing. 

A man was on top of a woman, yelling things at her that didn’t make much sense to Takeru’s ears and stabbing her with the blade he was holding tightly in his grip. Now knowing Takeru’s past blood didn’t really bother him but the way the guy put the knife into her body and twisted it and took it out again to stab her again made him feel more and more sick. 

Flashes of the night he found out about Taich’s little secret and how he brutally murdered someone also played into his head that just made his stomach turn. He felt light headed– dizzy. He couldn’t focus on what was happening anymore. It was like his eyes were glued to the wounds the woman was receiving while his memory was also glued on the horrifying memory of Taichi pulling out someone’s gut. 

His vision was starting to get darker and darker. The voices and noise around him slowly started to phase out. His body started to slightly sway. He could barely hear sirens that were coming out in the far distance. His body started to fall and before he collapsed and blacked out all the way he could have sworn he heard Taichi’s voice. 

When he fell his glasses were knocked off but everyone else around him did not seem to notice, too intent on either getting out of there in panic or just staring in utter shock. Well everyone besides his boyfriend who had either gotten there and saw him before he was getting started to pass out or had gotten there just in time to watch him fall to the ground like a broken branch from a tree. 

[its-your-light]

"Are you sure you can trust him?" [omg imagine this in the demigod au lol]

Hikari flicked her tail impatiently. 

“Do you trust me,” she asked back. Her tone wasn’t unkind, but there was a sharpness that suggested he had best drop the subject. She wasn’t angry. Hikari had never been very good at getting angry at Taichi. But she was offended that he didn’t trust her judgement.

After all, he tended to get her into more trouble than she did him.

“He’ll keep our secret.” She smiled reassuringly. “I know he will.”

“Besides,” Hikari couldn’t help but add, “what choice do we have, really? We need his help. He’s offering it to us. We should show gratitude.”

[resoundingdespair]

Demons Within

(x)

Takeru’s hands were holding onto the gun. His index finger on the trigger as he pointed it at the other. What was wrong with him? Why was he doing this? How did he get here? How did they get like this? 

Takeru took a step back. His eyes staring at Taichi as his hands slightly shook now. Could he really shoot his lover? Could he actually kill him? Taichi was testing him, why would he test him like this? 

“Everything is gonna be fine-- It’s gonna be fine, just don’t move. Don’t follow me. But...” He wasn’t thinking straight. What was wrong with him? He didn’t feel like himself. He didn’t like this side of him. “If I kill you now... perhaps I could be saving you. it could be just like-- Romeo and Juliet. I can kill you adn then myself and I-- I could save you from yourself...”

[resoundingdespair]

Missing (Hogwarts AU)

(x)

It was so strange with Taichi going back to his own school. All Takeru could think about was him and the time they had together. he was so happy they had actually worked things out and they– well he still wasn’t sure if they were dating or not. But going home with Hikari for a holiday, he met up with Taichi at their parent’s house. He knew he’d see him, but he still didn’t know what to say when he came to face him.

And they were alone in the living room while everyone else was getting ready.

“I–I missed you too…” He finally breathed out.

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They Aren’t Stupid

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Taichi clicked his tongue at Takeru’s continued crying. Leave it to Takeru to start crying about something totally ridiculous and unnecessary.

“Takeru, we’re dating. We’ve been dating for a long ass time. You’ve moved in! We’re literally living together! We sleep in the same bed, we’ve slept with with each other in every corner of this house. We basically are already married! Who cares about a stupid ceremony it’s a waste of time.”

“Stupid?!” Takeru asked, still crying. “I-- I cane!! Everyone is g-g-getting married! I want a w-wdding to-too! Why can’t you think a-about me too? Wh-why don’t y-you want to c-c-commit to me?! You make it seem like a b-bad thing with marrying me!” He put his hands over his face as he cried into them. “I-i-i-it’s n-n-not f-fair... Y-you don’t c-c-care.. B-being m-married h-has always b-been o-one of m-my dreams! And-- AND YOU DON’T CARE!”