#taintedsorrow

[upontaintedsorrow]

♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷

I want you stuffed into my mouth, hold you down and tear you open. Live inside you.

Oh, love I'd never hurt you, but I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix.

I will eat you slowly.

The horror of our love.

Never so much blood pulled through my veins

♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷ ⋆⁺₊⋆⋆⁺₊⋆ ♡̷̷̷

[forthetaintedflower]

I sleep peacefully knowing my f/o only loves me

[upontaintedsorrow]

what do i gotta do to makeout with a boy to his favorite playlists and listen to him talk about his OCS lore that i'd make fanart of

maybe even make matching jewelry in the color of eachother eyes... (>0<；)

[upontaintedsorrow]

•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺

•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙

[upontaintedsorrow]

☾⋆｡° ✮₊ ⊹₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⋆｡˚✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚☽☾⋆｡° ✮₊ ⊹₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⋆｡˚✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚☽

I'll reach in your chest and pull your heart out

Please don't hesitate, just fall into me, my girl boy

The stars collide when you and I ... Intertwine for the first time.

(made myself an icon!)

☾⋆｡° ✮₊ ⊹₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⋆｡˚✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚☽☾⋆｡° ✮₊ ⊹₊ ⊹๋࣭ ⋆｡˚✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚☽

[upontaintedsorrow]

(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❤︎

I read the words you have written over and over like a prayer, but really the one I'm praying to is you. It's always been you, No matter how much I fight, struggle and writhe-but you know that.

You trap me under your hands for the purpose of collaring me there. I act like I hate it, shy away, but really I want to know what it's like to have you tearing out my insides with your hands and teeth.

Like savage animals at each other's throats, we paint each other in devotion so that even our entrails intertwine in the end, just how you always wanted it.

As we lie bleeding out on top of eachother you would say somthing stupid like, "What's life without a little toxicity."

I would laugh and call you an idiot, but really this is what I had hoped for too, inbetween each of your words you carefully typed and each eyelash I count. You had played me right between your jaws.

I can't help but want to give you all that I am, even if it means sacrificing myself at the alter that is you. To die by your hands and yours at mine it really would be such a dream come true.

(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅)(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❤︎

[upontaintedsorrow]

•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩

i want him.

but he won't ever be mine..

he's happy now with him...

but this awful feeling festers and rots....

i just really hope this disease inside takes me faster......

yet i can't help but need to watch him forever.

that's why i stay......

because i don't ever wanna let go........

•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩͙⁺˚ ⁺‧͙⁺˚•̩̩

[upontaintedsorrow]

。ﾟ．☆≡。ﾟ．☆≡。ﾟ．☆≡。ﾟ．☆≡。ﾟ．☆≡。ﾟ．

When you look at me like that, my darlin', what did you expect?

I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck

Or I did last time I checked.

. ⋅ ˚̣- : ✧ : – ⭒ ⊹ ⭒ – : ✧ : -˚̣⋅ . ⋅ ˚̣- : ✧ : – ⭒ ⊹ ⭒ – : ✧ :

(pls take my t4t soukoku yearning sketch)