Dec 22, 2023
I hope all of this will lead to the happiness and feeling I've been wanting...
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I hope all of this will lead to the happiness and feeling I've been wanting...
Musical
O my god guys! I did it! In September this year I will be joining a musical group!
Musical has always been my passion, but I was always affraid I wasn’t good enough, or that I was too heavy.
But fuck all that! I know I can sing, and I know my acting is good, dancing will be my biggest struggle but I am so excited to learn and perform again!
Much love!
As the sky opened up and the rain poured down I began leaping and stotting, like gazelle like do. I climbed up and out of the rabbit hole I fell into weeks ago while exploring the realms of inking and I'm picking up Flora and Fauna cuttings with "G".
Who is nervous and already accepting defeat? I AM
So it's been a week since I last posted about what is going on and I figured I would send an update:
I have decided not to leave with what seems like 90% of my coworkers. As much as I don't know what my current company can do for me, given that, I figure this was the push I needed to start looking for the right opportunity for me. Because I just didn't see the opportunity with this other company as the right step and starting over somewhere else without any excitement seemed wrong.
So I am not sure what will happen next. If I go unemployed I can last for a little while and the upside is I already have been notified by recruiters I have options. So let's see what happens, but it's time to trust the universe.
WHY NOT TAKE RISK TO STEP OUT ON FAITH?
TAKING A LEAP AND A RISK TO STEP OUT ON FAITH
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
The past few months have been a time where my inner being has felt like it’s been at a constant war with my mind. You see I’m one of those people who have a hard time fully shutting down their brain which means even when I am asleep it feels like I’m actually awake. I found myself during the last month of 2018 making the decision to ensure that in 2019 that I would be…
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Taking a Leap of Faith
Hello universe,
I’ve decided to take a leap of faith. It’s not something I am accustomed to because I’m not a risk taker. Ever since the move, I have decided to be more fearless, jumping headfirst with no safety net, so to speak. It’s terrifying as much as it is thrilling.
Apart from moving, I’ve decided to finally put myself out there. It was very scary, but I guess when you are willing to put positivism out there, positivism comes back to you. For that, I’m more than thankful. It’s hard for me to wrap my head around this, but I’m not gonna take it for granted. Perhaps in the past, I did take things for granted, so I refuse to do that. I’m just gonna take this a step at a time with both eyes open.
Silently and secretly, I have shed both tears of joy and fear. The reasons are simple: I can’t believe I finally managed to let go of the past and I’m overwhelmed by all the happenings. They say that Rome wasn’t built in a day and I totally agree. However, everything is coming at a rather fast pace than I’m actually comfortable with. It’s like it’s a now or never kinda thing.
Generally, I’m happier. Needless to say, as much as I champion positivity, from time to time, I’m scared shitless because there’s just so much to do. Time somehow feels slower. I’ll really looking forward to settling into my own.
That’s all for now.
okay I am probably crazy but I’ve decided to not just keep writing fan fiction (i am totally going to keep writing fan fiction though, because !fun!) and write an actual Torchwood audio script. If I ever finish it and think its good enough, I might ask my agent about looking into submitting it to Big Finish.