CHERISH: Before it’s vanished (PART:1)
I'll gonna start my todays writing with a story which is really close to me, I know this place is not to show-off my pain but though this place is really amazing to let things off your chest in a very efficient manner "going too much diplomatic here", so yeah let’s start with a story "the story where there was a person but not the time". I am gonna say that when people leave they leave with memories but the person I am gonna tell you about has given me moments, moments to make me understand what the hell is LIFE. I had known her for a year since the time we met and one day a year later basically out of no-where her friend calls me, stating that she's gone.
Monday morning and I was in a hospital for my routine check-up for kidney stones and my results were pretty good, stating that the stones were soluble and can easily pass through your body waste and there would be no operation for the extraction for the same, I was really feeling wonderful that moment and by the time I stepped out the Doc. cabin, one small human being running like a blizzard in the hallway and here face is facing the opposite direction and I was watching her like a MEERKAT with lifeless expression and the something happened after that particular second which is pretty obvious "we bumped into each other" and still I can hear her first words along with an elevated pitch "HEY, WTF ARE YOU DOING HUH, CANT YOU SEE I AM COMING FROM THERE".
Well that is really uncalled for, because for what's worth I wanna apologized and want to start backing off from the situation, because at that moment my hunch was totally saying, well not saying but shouting that this girl is a bad deal and you should just step away from this situation because now I am fit from these stones and probably not coming to this hospital ever again "technically, not gonna go any hospital ever" but being a heavy thinker it tend to take a little too much time for my hunch to activate and in return 10 seconds have been passed and I am still in my thoughts and I am staring at that girl with a face of zero expressions. Thus by judging my face that girl's hunch says that i am pervert and a creepy guy (basically it lead to another one of her howl, which made everyone standing in that hallway understand that i am pervert and a creepy guy staring that girl), thus with too much happening around me, I tried to step away from the situation but there come an another scream saying "WOW! NOW YOU GONNA RUN, HUH PERVERT" and I was like what the hell happened here in these few minutes "from being a patient of kidney stone to a pervert, dammit she need to be stopped".
Out of nowhere, my body working on reflex doing something i wouldn't have done in my past life ever. My one hand on her mouth just to make her little mouth shut for a while and another hand holding his right hand and her eyes stick on me with a ray of hope that was clearly telling that, please don't let that hand go, just, just take me somewhere else from this shit hole please. My legs starts pacing on their own towards the exit along with her on my back pacing along with me, I was holding her hand like I used to had some past life connection with her and on the other she hasn't yet shook her hand off either from me, she was just walking with me like i was taking her away from this misery to some place good, some place where she can breather, some place where she can do what she want. My mind was running on his top speed telling me, what the hell you are doing you douche-bag.
Walking down the exit for a series amount of stairs and a couple hallways, a period later we were out of our misery and there comes the confrontation part. I already had a series of question's ready for this wild child but before I could have said anything there was a sweet mild voice coming deep through her soul "thank you", all my questions were out of order for that particular moment or I was resisting myself from all the interrogation I was gonna make her face to just a one simple question "are you ok". I don't know maybe it's a thing that these simple question can make a huge impact on any person but I was refraining myself from all that jibber jabber and somehow i just asked "what were you doing in that hospital", "why were you running from that nurse" and "would you like to eat something because I think you are really hungry".
Hi, my name is "Amulya" or you can say me "Amu", see I am sorry from all those things I said in the hallway, I just wanna get myself out of that hell hole because that ass hat compounder is not letting me go because you see I am suffering from something which cannot be cured and I know you would be judging me in this outfit I am wearing, well technically i don't have any much time left with me and I want to try every single thing I could in this leftover time. I have a lot of things in the “to do list” and I really have to check them all. you must be thinking that why shouldn’t I be with my family spending my rest of my time around my loved ones, well you see when I am around my old man and woman they just pamper me a lot and my mother on the other hand just whenever she holds my hand she just starts to cry no matter what and the old man just gives me whatever I say no matter how expensive it is, so before i could declare myself crazy till the time I die, I just wanna live my every moment doing something new, doing something which is mentioned in this to do list and to do all this I just cannot waste my time sitting in that hospital praying, ah...... yes you were saying that i look hungry, yeah I could be hungry. What are we gonna be eating. Then I'll tell you about my “to do list”.
To Be Continued............