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[arialerendeair]

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this is perfect, I love it ;)

Just wait until you actually get to SEE what we were writing.  Mostly you just have me flailing.  <3  

[agentmuser]

Hello beautiful person!! If you get this you must give 5 random facts about yourself. You must also send this to your 10 favorite followers:)

Thank you Tally dear

1. I get way too nervous in real life situations. I freak out about what I’m doing, what I’m saying, and I mostly stay by myself and watch others. It takes a lot for me to go up and talk to someone. I flirt with random strangers only after talking myself up to it for a few minutes, and most often or not I have no idea what to do once the flirting gets anywhere. 

2. I have a playlist for every character I become invested in. If I invest more than three stories or posts to a character, they get their own playlist. I’m up to 20 different playlists now and among those, 3 genre specific writing playlists. I almost never create a playlist for any other reason than writing purposes. 

3. I’m an obsessive organizer, but I rarely get anything done. I organize and plan ahead almost all of the time, but I never follow through. I think it’s because organizing gives me peace of mind that I could get everything done if I wanted. I can’t get to work unless I organize things though. It’s a really cruel cycle. 

4. I can’t go anywhere without my Muse hat. You’ve seen me wear it at parties and basically when I go out anywhere. I love it to bits and while I barely wear it at home, I feel like I’m forgetting something if I don’t have it when I walk out the door. The same goes for my ipod, but not as severely.

5. When I was younger than eight, I had Old Yeller on video tape. I watched it quite a lot for a period of time. I don’t know why I watched it or how old I was, but I watched it a lot. I think I might have cried once or twice but besides that I think I actually liked the movie. It never became a favorite though and after that period of time I didn’t watch it. I think I had a respect for the film more than anything else.

[mommies-little-monster]

Hello beautiful person!! If you get this you should give 5 random facts about yourself and you should send this to your 10 favorite followers:)

Thank you, Tally!  You’re lovely!  I’ve already gotten one of these though (I’m fairly certain I sent you one) so I’m not going to send it out again but thank you!

[mommies-little-monster]

I have a weird urge to do this..

I'm going to give all my closest friends titles based on their personalities:

Rachel: The Mother

In my group of friends, the attachment to my sister is ridiculous.  Obviously, not in a bad way.  She takes care of everyone, drives us around if no one else can, buys us food if we can't, and keeps us all in line.  She has rules, is strict about them, but is also lenient in letting us just be kids and have fun.  Completely loving and realistically logical, my sister would make the perfect mother because she's a mother to all of us.

Cassie: The Societal Issues Magnet

Everything happens to Cassie, especially things talked about in society on a large scale.  Trying to get by with a low salary because her only option is to work at McDonald's.  Pregnant only being 19 years old without her own apartment and the father is in the same predicament as her and lives 40 minutes away.  Moved out of her mom's house because of mistreatment and annoyance with being controlled, but lives with friends instead until she can get her own place.  And at her friends house (which is my house), she deals with drama going from weight loss all the way up to sexual orientation.  Everything society talks about on a regular basis happens in her life and yet she always has a positive and cheery attitude towards the world and loves to just live her life.  We all adore her for that.

Dan: The Bad Influence

This doesn't mean Dan is a bad person, he's far from it.  To be honest, he's one of the best people I know.  He's realistic, smart, and very aware of the "real world".  But, if you want to do something rebellious and get away with it, Dan is the best person to go to.  He doesn't exactly encourage it unless you're completely all for it anyway.  He has a "fuck it" attitude and thinks that if you want to do something stupid that might have consequences if you're not careful, he'll help you be careful about it but also calls you an idiot.  He's also completely insane, which makes him awesome to be around.

Leah: The Worrier

Leah worries about everything.  Constantly.  She worries about opinions, other people, their actions and consequences, herself, and her future.  And it's not a silent worrying, she makes it very obvious just by asking the same thing over and over again to make sure the answer is still "I'm fine" or "Great!" or "Leah you look beautiful, stop worrying about it".  It's never for attention, either, she's just always genuinely worried.  Yesterday when we went to Cedar Point, her and her boyfriend asked me at least 5 times each if I was having a good time.  Just to make sure they didn't ruin my birthday, which isn't for another few weeks.  She's adorable and everyone loves her, but we also feel bad for the fact that she always worries about everything.  We call her "Mom", too.

Joey: The Comedy Relief

If you need a laugh, Joe is the person you need to see.  He's hilarious and is always doing something crazy or stupid.  Of course, too high of a dose of his personality makes you want to pull your hair out, but he also knows when enough is enough.  He's a crowd-pleaser and cares so much about other people's opinions and I think that's why he always acts so funny.  What's not to love about someone when they're always making you piss yourself laughing?  But, like with all comedy relief characters, there's a deeper side to him that's also sad and feeling like no matter what, he can never measure up or be good enough.  Kind of like Sokka from Avatar: The Last Airbender.  But we all love him because of his crazy side and his mellow side, and it's always a pleasure to help out someone who does so much for you.

Austin: The Lunatic

There is literally no better word to describe Austin.  Calm one second, the next he could be running around in a circle screaming and then running face first into a wall...or faceplanting on the ground.  For no reason at all.  He's one of those extremely impulsive people who doesn't really listen to "that little voice in your head" telling you, "Hm, that would be funny, but maybe you shouldn't run face first into that pillar.  We are in the middle of the Mall."  He gets an idea and he just does it without a second thought.  Which makes him act like a lunatic.  But when he's not being absolutely insane, he's actually really quiet and mellow.  No one, not even his closest friends, know that much about Austin because he keeps so much to himself.  Most people like to talk about something if they're having an issue, like letting the words out is relieving of pressure inside and just makes you feel better.  Austin doesn't.  He keeps EVERYTHING to himself either by walking away silently or acting like a lunatic.  But that just makes him intriguing and everyone who knows Austin as well as he'll let you absolutely adores him.  We all feel like his parents!  Well, at least I do, hahah.

Donny: The Risk Taker

Honestly, I'm not even sure this describes Donny all that well, but it's the closest I can get since there really aren't words for him.  There are certain things that Donny can't do because he has a medical problem.  Things that doctors tell him specifically, "DON'T DO THIS OR YOU'LL END UP IN THE HOSPITAL AND/OR DEAD."  But, he does them anyway because it's FUN.  He scares me to death sometimes because I'm sitting here trying to keep him alive while he, frankly, couldn't care less.  And if he has a fear, he tries to fight it and learn more about it rather than run away from it.  There's a lot that he has to deal with and many people might say he's just being an idiot, but I think it's just his best way to cope and I think he's a strong person for handling everything so well and making the most out of the time that he has with his friends.  When Donny's around, there is hardly ever a dull moment and we all think he's fantastic.

Tally: The Sob Story

That sounds like a mean title to dub one of my best friends, but that's not my intention.  Tally really is a big, sad story.  Having everything in health problems, family problems, and friend problems, it's hard for her to keep out the drama and to just live her life.  She's such a sweetheart and it's hard to see all the trouble she has to go through.  But, she didn't just get this title because things happen to her.  It's because she talks about all of it constantly.  If her health is bad or she's not feeling all that well, its a guarantee that she will tell you every single little detail.  If she got in a fight with her mom or her grandpa, she'll tell you.  If she misses her niece and her sister, she'll tell you and if we go to Walmart for food, she will stop by the little baby clothes to pick something out for the lovely little lady.  She has a huge heart and when something is on her mind, she can never forget it, especially since she repeats it to everyone over and over.  I mean, when she says the same thing a lot, it gets kind of boring to hear the same story so much, but I actually admire her for not getting tired of telling it.  Tally is an open book, and I love that about her because that way I always know if something is wrong and how I can help her out with it.

Micayah: The Drama-Bomb

Micayah is my very best friend.  Ever since I moved to this horrible town, she's always been my rock.  She's also the John Watson to my Sherlock Holmes, so you can go ahead and place our friendship to that (minus the Johnlock, it's not like that).  Which means that I know her well enough to say this knowing that it will offend her and that I honestly won't care when she freaks out about it.  As with everything!  Micayah is the MOST dramatic person I know.  Everything is a problem to her.  If I don't like driving on a specific street during the winter, she gets offended by it.  She always is worrying about family and money and talks about it and screams and cries and is the most emotional person I have ever met in my entire life.  It's ridiculously easy to upset her and every single little thing is blown up into a huge problem.  Luckily, her drama barely ever involves anyone except her and me, which makes it easier to solve.  And like the awesome friend that I am, I'm always there to pull her back into reality and tell her to calm the fuck down before she pops a vein.  I absolutely adore Micayah, of course, and would do anything for her.  It's just the things I can't avoid, I don't worry about.  Like offending her on a regular basis (8

Friends that I left out because I couldn't think of anything: Andy, Brandon, Alina, and Anna.  Anyone I didn't list otherwise isn't my friend or they're not a close friend of mine.

[mommies-little-monster]

Every time I plan to hang out with Tally, I get sick.  I don't mean to and I don't know why, but it's every time.  Last year I couldn't go to her 18th birthday party because I got sick (and every other time I planned something with her I was too sick to go).  Today is her 19th birthday party and I got sick AGAIN.

FUCK THIS I'M GOING ANYWAY THIS IS RIDICULOUS.

[mommies-little-monster]

A pretty weird dream

I had another weird dream last night!  One thing about me when I'm dreaming is that usually I can think rationally as if I was awake.  Even though it's helpful in thinking, "This is really off, I must be dreaming," it also makes it hard to wake up because most of my dreams make a lot of sense and I think it's real.

But last nights was one of those, "I better be dreaming" dreams.  I was at the mall with my friend, Tally, and we were shopping for jewelry or something.  The lady at the counter was looked at us and asked Tally, "Are you two together?"

And Tally yelled, "Oh yeah!  Actually, we started dating just now!"

I stared at Tally, looked at the clerk, and shook my head.  But she didn't believe me and congratulated us and whatever.  Tally was ecstatic and grabbed my hand and was running around the mall with me.  I played along but the whole time I was thinking, "How the hell do I tell her that I don't like her and that she's being insane!?"

Eventually, after running around for a few hours and laughing and hugging, I told her I didn't like her like that.  She said she didn't like me either.  I was surprised so I yelled, "Then why the hell did you tell the clerk and everyone else that we're dating?!!?"

Then she looked at me weird, "I thought we were?"

"Why would we be dating if we don't like each other?!?!?"

Suddenly, she started getting upset, "...you don't like me?"

At this point, I got really mad and stormed off before I woke up.