A♥️ - Who was the first person your muse ever fell in love with?
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If one would go after RP-Theards, than Ziv had first ever fallen in love with @poewingsdameron Poe, although that needed around two decades, the destruction of the Jedi Order and years of life as a refugee before she actually grew from the platonic Love from growing up with Poe to actually loving him romantically and even that romantic love is only one aspect and is not especially important between them. As in: it was maybe mentioned once?
The person Ziv actually fell in Love with first and whom she still loves very dearly would be the Wookie Artist Mellaarri whom Ziv met when she was eighteen. When Ziv had been seventeen she had finally made her way back to Marfa where the Murakami Orchid Sapling had lured her to with dreams. Picking up the Orchid and with that becoming their warden, the Tynnan realized that she would need to be able to defend herself and fight against people who would be interested in the Orchid as a key indriegent for a ritual for imortality, in fact she would need to face and fight sith if it was needed. And sith used lightsabers. So she realized she needed to be able to defend herself from lightsabers. For this she traveled to the outer rim and let herself be hired by a crime syndicate boss who in exchange for her service as a Healer organised for her a cortosis vembrace as cortosis could block blasterfire and deactivate lightsabers by touch. A very good weapon for someone trained in makashi. However, Ziv did not realize at this time that said Crimelord did not intended to ever leave her out of her debt to them, so Ziv ended up working two years for them until she eventually fled. Mallaarri, working with wood and carving statues, was one of the crimelords favorite artists. Eventually Ziv and Mallaarri met and as Ziv understood shryriiwook due to having a Wookie-clanmember and Mallaarri did not needed to use his translator droid around her, they became friends and eventually closer very soon. As the Wookie especially loved to craft children-toys and Ziv always worked on the side as a midwife this was the part where thy grew especially close. In their time together Mallaarri helped Ziv carve small signils in the form of her Master X’Ma, Malkhaz and master Yoda out of the Brylakwood growing on her lightsaber as a remembrance of them which she bounded to the end of her lightsaber as talismans. Only staying together for one year Mallaari eventually helps Ziv sneak away out of the Crimeboss reach with the help of another of his client and they made their goodbyes. Ziv thinks, that her relationship to Mallaarri had been the first time she had been truely in love and which halped her define her other relationships and the kind of love that are found in those. In this way this rleationship might had also helped her figuring out what is going on with Poe in the theards with @poewingsdameron . It is also that Ziv actually searchs for the characteristics of Mallaarri in other people, as in he is what she found most attractive and if she interacts with people who share similar character-streaks, she will promptly throw herself at them in the speed of light. Thats why she is so horribly flirting with @cardinal-carvings Archex, because his personality and interests remaind her so much of Mallaari.
