#tamslam

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I’m just... so down. Please just... give me easy access to my college friends, drummerboy, or marine back. Just one. I only need one of those and I’ll be fine for months.

Is this mere loneliness or is it a sign I need to up my depression meds? Cause I am not doing well.

[designatedspeakingcorner]

I’m growing away from all of my friends. Drummerboy, tamslam, sparkbatch, ace, pixie, purple.. all of them, and I don’t know why. I try to keep in touch but we can’t talk right.

Guys, I’m so sorry. I truly am. I don’t know what’s come over me.

[designatedspeakingcorner]

I freaking love my friends. I love them. I swear on this earth.

We have such a freaking good time, every time we all hang together. I am so grateful for them. I am grateful how they play little mini games with me while we are all doing something else, they all have phenomenal senses of humor, they enjoy my company whether I’m bouncing off the walls or more laid back. I’m sad I might lose them soon, but I am so thankful for the times we have had.

That group hug was so good. It made me so happy. You all rock. Go us!!

[designatedspeakingcorner]

I got stuck reading your thoughts about each other. One of you truly scares me, and both I am truly scared for.

[ornotbike]

Post #tamslam, into the abyss. #ridetodayornot