#tannasshit

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I did it!!! Por fin traduje mi capítulo favorito de ONTWAS (Chapt 21)—uno de tantos, pero es el primero—y no pude dejar de fangirlear con cada momento, cada tensión, y el PAYBACK al final del capítulo. Decir que no había sonreído así cuando lo leí por primera vez no es una sobre estimación. AMO AMO AMO A ESTA SHIIIP.

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:sighs: BUENO. Eso se sintió liberador. Debería borrar mis fanfics que ya no me gustan más seguido

bye bye old tanna

(claro que eso mo significa que no seguiré escribiendo de la ship, esas 12500 palabras de mi más reciente proyecto de obsesión no se quedarán guardados)

Es sólo que a veces cuando escribes para alguien más,tu trabajo pierde el brillo.

Siempre escribe a tu ritmo, a tu tiempo, para ti y para nadie más.

Se supone que escribir fanfiction sea divertido, no un deber. Al menos yo como escritora no le debo nada a mis lectores.

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Ok I'm just feeling really blue and gay because i finally, finally watched that one gay anime a friend mentioned to me months ago and it reminded me of her and that's bad; she ghosted me and now I'm only thinking about her SO YEAH, Imma listen to my old 2000s bands about doomed romantic love to get over this awful feeling I thought I had finally overcome. I hate falling for my friends (and the worst is that this is platonic). But it feels like falling because the moment I crashed down it was very, very painful.

I don't want to do anything with you, man. I really don't. Go and step on a lego or something. You clearly have no regards of other people, not to properly cut ties with them as you should.

I'm just very human and I wish a tool that could take the part of you that keeps plaguing my thoughts existed.

I may as well vent here...

As an abused and emotionally neglected woman, I struggle to connect with people and to open up. It's hella hard for me. Painfully so. I spent my whole childhood and teenage years not having a social life for a reason. This is the person who committed a big blunder and told you to go talk to a psychiatrist. This is a hypocrite talking to you, because you would never do that to me. I really can't think of another reason why you would ghost me. If you feel justified in stopping talking to me. Okay. Alright. Fine. I know I suck, but I KNOW I don't suck enough to deserve this.

Say whatever you want about online relationships, they are real in the parts that count the most.

I have real true friendships. (Kudos to my queen, you know who you are). And this is why I'm more pissed off than sad right now. Sometimes you want an explanation, you feel as if you're owe one. That's not longer the case. I'm just angry and sad.

Now I look at this. Should I publish it? This is why I need to psy s therapist. Well, read under your own risk. Or not. I write better things that this SHITSTORM of emotions.

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the damn meme editor stopped writing things where i wanted to write them but this also explains my subconscious very clearly so here, there you have it

@mahoganyrust @planetary-nooo @colorfullyminded red and blue go here too but I don't have blue's blog so, I'm protesting red, gimme it.

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So I only slept like 30min

No wonder I feel I've been a bother to everyone in my path elo elo elo~

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Yo @i-am-parsec, enjoying my nonsensic reblogging?

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Omg im suffering a great lack of fatherly affection and my coping mechanism manifest the worst ways possible

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Definitivamente tengo que trabajar en ese fic. Me voy a dar dos semanas para terminarlo, ya va a ser fenomenal porque será mi primera incursión en esa clase de rama.

(Cosas que solo Tanna entiende y quizá Cris y Agus también lolololol)