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[kidnirvanaa]

So few updates...

• I wrote my NEET entrance exam for medicine (first time) and after my calculations I will be getting around 335. It's not enough to secure a seat but then it was already known that I would be opting to repeat a year

• Now I'm preparing for my aiims exam, but since I'm tired of studying I've opted to just solving random questions.

The major update:

Considering the failure of this blog after my board exams I've decided to put the dreaded past behind me and start a new main studyblr instead of a side blog.

the actual reason is that my main and side blogs are of two different aesthetics and hence my feed always gets mixed up. And now that my new studyblr isn't linked with my old main blog (aesthetickid306) I can post more identity revealing stuff on my studyblr and not fear being exposed to people that know me.

So of to new happy beginnings & beyond

Follow my new blog:- @med-aspirant

[kidnirvanaa]

I've been inactive for a long time and I guess now it's time to come out of the closet

• My boards were over and let say I'm dissapointed. Maths and physics was where it all went wrong. Physics was explanatory as it was overall difficult and had little resemblance to past papers with almost no easy questions. But maths was where I messed up ... almost all the high markers came from the topics that I wasn't entirely sure of and .....let's just say it went poorly.

High school was a bad chapter for me and I would love to put that behind me but the results are coming soon and I'm just hoping that I won't go down 80% cause If I do it would be a hard hot to my self worth, cause then I would be among those who didn't give a fuck about their academics and just played with their time. See I actually tried to and wanted to study and if I'm getting the same marks as those who neglected their studies then ....Idk...I don't even wanna think about it

• My entrance exam is coming soon in about 2 weeks and I can see myself reverting to my CURSED old habits...I wanna put an end to this cause I need to secure a score of 400 for NEET. It's the only chance I have of entering the entrance coaching institute of my choice. I wasted a lot of days and today too but now tgat I've started with tumblr again I'm gonna put the shit in my life behind me and continue on my journey as a kid with nirvana as his end goal.

It's sounds so cool referring to yourself in third person ...And that's what im gonna do

THIS IS KIDNIRVANAA TELLING THE WORLD THAT IM GONNA KEEP FIGHTING THE DEMONS THAT MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO SECURE A GOOD SCORE IN SCHOOL, BEAT THEM AND MAKE IT UP BY SECURING A GOOD SCORE IN NEET.

[kidnirvanaa]

My English boards (finals) are tomorrow. So basically this is when I'm studying English for the last time. Wish me luck

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