am I stupid for feeling this way? I really don’t know what to say... like i’m typing out how I mentally feel like physically I can’t stop crying. I cant imagine how her brother deals with this. fuck she was the nicest person. you know how they say good people’s soul’s are taken quick because they don’t need to be in hell? hell which is earth. why did she have to be taken so painfully? All of those innocent people. Why am I second handedly feeling the pain. Why did I feel this pain last year. why do I feel like i’m worthy of imagining what happened? i’m an acquaintance to her. idk but to me she was still one of my best friends. all of my giis friends man. every month I imagined this and cried about it but again it hurts the most at this time ...never forget her name. Her BEST FRIENDS NAMES. they were together.