aaaa howd it go with your sister? :0 :0
Actually I didn’t really came out, but I kinda did? it was weird.
I was reminding her of one time last week she made a joke about something that was lgbt related and it was something like “wow, that’s so gay. great! :D” and I almost fucking said “just like me” at the time. I don’t really know why (maybe because I was thinking about it a lot) but I sort of reminded her about that and I said, out of freaking nowhere, “yeah, I was going to say “just like me”” and she just didn’t get it. She actually said “Mom, Sis is saying weird shit again.”
I’m not usually a person that says serious stuff all the time, I’m actually a goofball, but idk man... I recently accepted that yep, I’m most likely bi (or something else that is not straight because I do look at girls and go :O and also the whole “I think I’m non-binary, wtf?” moment I’m having for like the last two years) and I’m kinda weird about it.
I just keep trying to validate myself a lot (because I never even dated anyone ever) and this was a weird moment that she didn’t realized I said I was bi right in front of her. I was kinda terrified by it because I’m not nearly ready to speak about my family about this.
