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https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5198096/ I remember now that the homies looked out for me in jail so I dunno who that was in the mall being a pain other than the ones I called the cops on before I guess. But I think they saw I shared characteristics with autism, like the TV series "The Good Doctor." I'm high functioning and am prone to TBI flooding which is something I'll link to here. You can look it up on YouTube as well. https://youtube.com/watch?v=M7VEuMNgQSU&feature=shares TBI flooding is like sensory overload in autism and I didn't know I still had it that bad. I woke up feeling off yesterday and with a foggy memory. I'll mention that to my neurologist. Somehow I must have turned off my CPAP machine as well and took my mask off in my sleep. I've never done that before. That is so weird. #braininjuryawareness #autismawareness #tbiflooding #sensoryoverload https://youtube.com/watch?v=j78G4Pr6C1o&feature=shares The last link is a Ted Talks about how a TBI can turn you into a criminal. TBI and stroke have even turned people gay. I shit you not. https://youtube.com/watch?v=t1W7pz1FOgE&feature=shares Google TBI personality change (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CoAnnO6OUkY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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The Effects on Thinking and Memory | Epilepsy Foundation https://www.epilepsy.com/learn/challenges-epilepsy/thinking-and-memory/thinking-memory-and-epilepsy Absence Seizures | Johns Hopkins Medicine https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/health/conditions-and-diseases/epilepsy/absence-seizures That's me in several of those areas. I was called space cadet as a child as well. And teased even by friend who handed me an orange juice cartoon and told to read the label where it said concentrate. I think they wanted to help me out through polite and compassionate humanitarian humiliation. Cuz it did toughen me up and gave me an excellent sense of humor so i owe my heathen and few Mormon friends i had. Otherwise I'd never survive. And Hollywood, and comedians, i owe them as well. Charlie Chaplin is correct. A day without laughter is a day wasted. #epilepsyawareness #epilepsy #tbiflooding #tbiawareness #tbisurvivor Seizures after Traumatic Brain Injury https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4516165/ Yeah, and my head hurts rather badly today. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMkNmwUBUWB/?igshid=1sdl2nna61txw

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The Effects on Thinking and Memory | Epilepsy Foundation https://www.epilepsy.com/learn/challenges-epilepsy/thinking-and-memory/thinking-memory-and-epilepsy Absence Seizures | Johns Hopkins Medicine https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/health/conditions-and-diseases/epilepsy/absence-seizures That's me in several of those areas. I was called space cadet as a child as well. And teased even by friend who handed me an orange juice cartoon and told to read the label where it said concentrate. I think they wanted to help me out through polite and compassionate humanitarian humiliation. Cuz it did toughen me up and gave me an excellent sense of humor so i owe my heathen and few Mormon friends i had. Otherwise I'd never survive. And Hollywood, and comedians, i owe them as well. Charlie Chaplin is correct. A day without laughter is a day wasted. #epilepsyawareness #epilepsy #tbiflooding #tbiawareness #tbisurvivor Seizures after Traumatic Brain Injury https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4516165/ Yeah, and my head hurts rather badly today. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMkNmwUBUWB/?igshid=1sdl2nna61txw

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Smartphone Apps Using Photoplethysmography for Heart Rate Monitoring: Meta-Analysis - PubMed https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/31758768/?i=6&from=/29215972/related Check out "Welltory: EKG Heart Rate Monitor & HRV Stress Test" https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.welltory.client.android Check out "Google Fit: Health and Activity Tracking" https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.google.android.apps.fitness Google fit only tracks heart rate/pulse but I'm somewhat asthmatic at this altitude just like in Mexico City. In 2019 it felt like i had water in my lungs once at night and other nights it feels like i was being smothered with a pillow... Without anyone there. That's the sensation inside my lungs. Not my face. And Utah is 4000+ feet compared to the 100 feet in Oroville, California i grew up in. And with my tbi? That's hell. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1LSNGj3nMDR-PXmYmgP-DEbhLOue0dPLN/view?usp=drivesdk The Department of Defense did a study on altitude and TBI. if it affects special forces at this altitude, what do y'all expect from me? 🤦🏽‍♂️ It's major effort every day to hold it together. There's why i buy magnesium L-threonate and NAD+and Resveratrol and use #welltory and #samsunghealth in the past and it showed I've got down to 88% or 89% to 91% blood oxygen level pretty frequently. In Utah and México City. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-MOd4OmnuXQlHpR8_F80DXVEEvoRxuau/view?usp=drivesdk Samsung health is HIPAA compliant and accurate, per my former Samsung Galaxy S10 and it thinks I've a good chance I'll get MS. Yup. Multiple Schlerosis. And i googled it. Tbi, and especially frequent ones, increase your chances by 20 to 30% with each blow to the head as i recall. MS and Head Trauma https://www.webmd.com/multiple-sclerosis/features/ms-head-trauma Dunno where the exact article i saw the percentage and some say different. Some 15% and others less. Increased risk of multiple sclerosis after traumatic brain injury: a nationwide population-based study - PubMed https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22044110/ So yeah, I'm Kinda fucked. FUBAR. #tbiflooding #tbiawareness #tbisurvivor #tbi #tbirecovery #ptsdsurvivor #ptsd #ptsdrecovery (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMSyGmAhSxs/?igshid=1x70bw4p9qau4

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Looking Through a Different Lens: Veterans Use Photography to Help Cope with PTSD | South Carolina Public Radio https://www.southcarolinapublicradio.org/post/looking-through-different-lens-veterans-use-photography-help-cope-ptsd How Landscape Photography is Treating this Photographer's PTSD - CaptureLandscapes https://www.capturelandscapes.com/landscape-photography-as-treatment-for-ptsd/ @googlepixel this is why I gravitated towards pet, landscape and cityscape photography. And admittedly, why I was too shy to photograph some college coed friends nude when they asked when i got my first camera in my 20s. ☺️I had huge crush on both, very pretty blondes but I just wussed out. I said i didn't know how/don't have a studio. They teased me a bit but i laughed but I was shaking on my boots. 😆 Not because they traumatized me but photography was basically my binky. My pacifier. Yup, Mr Man Child Peter Pan syndrome whats my age again life soundtrack was just a big ole baby huey. 😂 #ptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #ptsdsurvivor #tbiflooding #tbi #tbisurvivor #tbiawareness #tbirecovery #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlefi #google #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #americanphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #utahphotographer #citizenscientist #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #familymatters (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMSvszjhVx6/?igshid=5y5ixu0v6b5s