#teacherfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

I miss you so much, my friend, though I know I'll never see you again. I may not have been able to realize it at the time, but I loved you. Thank you for staying by ny side until the very end, Cliff. ~ Teacher (Alicemare) fictive #🌟✒️

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[fictionkinfessions]

Maybe it's because she was like a sister to me since she was born but I'm suddenly missing Chelsy specifically to a painful degree so I would just like to wish every Chelsy out there a very lovely life, I loved the letters you sent me and I keep you in my heart. ~ Teacher (Alicemare) fictive #🌟✒️

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[fictionkinfessions]

To be less poetic than in my last ask, I'm out here listening to G.I.N.A.S.F.S. on repeat and feeling a little lonely. ~ Teacher (Alicemare) fictive #🌟✒️

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[fictive-confessions]

I miss the children. So much. I hope they're doing okay. Knowing they're not here with me, it makes me panic. Paranoid. I can't sleep as much. I don't know if they're safe or not. Allen is here, that I'm glad for, I can keep at least one child safe. And the other system littles..

But the other orphans. The children I helped raise. Knowing that they all had that monstrous disease, knowing they could be in danger. It makes me sick to my stomach. I could hardly afford to protect them there, what makes me think I can protect them here? Now? But I still want to see them, even if I know I'm useless.

I was a bad teacher. I just want to apologize to them, at least. It fills me with so much pain knowing that Allen would grow up and take after me. I was so useless, I couldn't protect any of the children. I subjected Allen to those horrors because I didn't try hard enough.

I want my children safe. I need to know they're okay.

- Teacher/David 🎻 (Alice Mare)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Our partner system is playing my source... it makes me want to see it again, but our computer is lost somewhere... I could read the novels, I suppose..

I miss the children. I hated what they had to go through, I just want them safe...

If I could just find my children,

- teacher (Alice mare fictive)

[fictionkinfessions]

Yuki is the name I chose for myself yet I still hate it. I don't think I'd ever love my name no matter which name I choose.. Perhaps it grows from my self hate. If I loved myself would I love my name too...?

I could go through so many names and hate them all.

- Teacher (Alice mare fictive)