#tearyphoenixx

[ghoste-catte]

A, D(be mean >:) H, I, K and Z pwease !!! 😊😊😊😊

I answered A, H, and I here!

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t (again: be nice)  

Ahh, this is gonna sound bad but ... SNS just doesn’t do anything for me. It’s not that I don’t respect the canon development or that I don’t see it, because I absolutely do. It makes perfect sense as a pairing and I totally understand why it’s such a massive fandom juggernaut. I just ... don’t. care? about it, particularly. Mostly because Naruto and Sasuke just annoy the mess out of me as characters, lol. And I skipped over or zoned out during a lot of their canon moments because I just don’t really find them especially interesting. Sorry :/ 

K - Say something nice about someone in any of your fandoms

Ooh, that includes you, you know!! Elle, you are such a wonderful, kind and positive person, and you have such a fun and lighthearted energy. You’re a delight to talk to and I’m so glad to have gotten to know you! Also I do just briefly want to say thank you so much to @egregiousderp @jessicamiriamdrew @sagemoderocklee and @baphometsss who have been really, really kind and supportive while I’ve been going through a tough time recently. I don’t get to say enough how much I appreciate you all as friends and having you all there has seriously been invaluable for me. I love you guys to the moon and back!! <3

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go (prompts optional but encouraged)  

Umm, I had a hard time coming up with a topic for this! So if you want me to talk about something else, just let me know. But one thing I wanted to say is that I just ... never, ever expected GaaLee to ever get the traction it has in the past couple years? Back in the early, early LiveJournal/FF.n days they were the rarest of the rare pairs and there was soooo little content for them. Reclists were like 10 fics long and they were unironically thought of as a crack ship. So to see how much the fandom around this pairing has grown (there’s almost 800 fics for them on Ao3!!) has been such an amazing, overwhelming, and humbling experience. I can honestly say that I feel like this little corner of fandom is such a positive and uplifting space--I love how supportive the community is and how much positivity there is. It’s been amazing to see the turn-out for the couple events I’ve participated in and hosted, and I can’t wait to see what the future has in store! Maybe that’s a little schmaltzy but hey, I’m in my feelings a little bit. 

fandom meme: come at me friend!

[baphometsss]

Huwwo, do tell me about those : B, G, T and Z :D

B - A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind KankuKiba -- I’ve never really been into it bc it’s kind of a crackship but I’ve read some stuff where they’re bros and I can just imagine them being those kind of crusty “straight” guys who jack off together and wind up fucking. And now I have all kinds of fun ideas for them and I can’t unsee it 

G - Do you remember your first OTP, if so who was in it I’m not 100% which one came first but it was either Horo x Ren from Shaman King, Yamato x Taichi from Digimon or Sakura x Li from Cardcaptors (still one of my only het ships)

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending, about anything at all (gender identity, sexual or romantic orientation, extended family, sexual preferences like top/bottom/switch, relationship with poetry, seriously anything) I have plenty but the main one for Naruto is that Gaara is gay. You can’t tell me otherwise. I definitely think he’s demiromantic/demisexual but he definitely still leans homo. His obsession with Naruto, although one-sided, is very gay-coded. For all the beef I have with Kishimoto I think he does low key like shounen-ai (in fact didn’t he mention something about this in an interview once or am I imagining shit?) and I think Gaara was purposefully left unmarried for this reason. Basically Gaara being gay is the hill I will die on 

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go (prompts optional but encouraged) Well since I already started, I’ll talk more about Gaara’s gayness

SO a lot of people will argue that his infatuation with Naruto was borne completely out of Naruto being a. someone who understood his situation very well and was therefore able to get through to him and b. the emotional centre of the story and therefore the one who gets credit for everything 

But I will give you point c and that is that Gaara is gay and Naruto was essentially his sexual/romantic awakening 

He’s 12 in part one which is when most people at least start thinking about sex but given Gaara’s severely damaged psyche it’s extremely likely that he hadn’t even thought about sex beyond its most basic biological function, and since he couldn’t experience love he just decided it wasn’t worth thinking about beyond that

HOWEVER then Naruto shows up and literally punches him in the face to wake him up from his forced sleep jutsu right before Gaara has his whole epiphany about love and whatever. He then spends the rest of his life essentially modeling himself on Naruto so he can be a better person, which, while very good for his story and recovery also says a lot about his feelings towards him 

Like why Naruto specifically? Surely he met some good people in Suna, right? After all, this isn’t Harry Potter where entire groups of people are one-dimensional and evil purely bc they share one relatively innocuous association (coughslytherincough). Temari is good. Kankuro is good. Why not model himself on them? After all, they are his siblings, and he would have more of a bond with them in the years following. Kankuro even cries about losing him during the rescue arc. I’m sure there are others he connects with in Suna over the coming years. 

My point is that Gaara probably had one-sided feelings for Naruto throughout his teens but was most likely able to recognise that they weren’t returned. Despite this, it would’ve made it apparent to him that he could feel this way about men. He probably doesn’t even think of himself as gay necessarily. But he basically is, because he can only see himself with a man in a romantic context. 

I could go on but basically yeah Gaara is gay, infatuated with Naruto, and gets over it eventually only to fall in love all over again with Lee

[invaderzia1]

JDHSJSJS I DONT KNOW U THAT MUCH YET BUT : a, 3 and %

JSLXNDJDN ITS PRETTY ACCURATE TBH

[bluberry-star]

This is a love letter, I think you are an amazing friend and an impressive woman, i'm very grateful i met you and it is an honor to make your dorky face blush sometimes! I love you very much and i want to send you sweet french things. Be blessed.

[CRIES TO THE ETERNAL VOID]I love you toooooo!! You wonderful french baguette! <3 You’re a wonderful person and have an abundant amount of patience and fun! I want to visit France one day and when I do I’m gonna bring sweets too! Just you wait!

[admin-elaine]

Do u have opinions on trees?

Haha, hi Elle!! You know me, I love trees! I mean, we don’t call it “Green Canyon” for nothing.

[askthedorkytwins]

Thoughts on dying ur hair???? (Like ur mama)

Sidra: We want to dye our hair when we were younger. Piper: But then, we grow up liking our birthmark a little too much!Sidra: Which bring us to deciding that we don’t.Sidra: At least our moms doesn’t worry about it anymore. Piper: Also! The only person who actually dyes is Mother! Not Mama! 

[dorkousloris]

Idk if u reblogged this ask game but ima go and ask y anyway >:3c who would u date between JesSe and PetRa

I didn’t ajsfkajsfka but for you buddy, its petra duh

only because??? i played jesse??? come on elle you know im a big gay for petra

[coralloid]

When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity! (cool new theme btw)

thanks! uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

1- cats (especially mine)

2- cute animals in general

3- buying new clothes and make up (yes im superficial)

4- getting compliments

5- looking back on my achievements, in particular when it comes to art ^^

i won’t send this back to anyone, i’m just too tired but thanks again for sending this to me ! <3