14x13 kale&tedtalk!sam and criminal!dean, we’ve only had you for a second but you’re still on my mind.
they are opposites of each other. despising the other's lifestyle, yet lusting after each other, especially because they are so different.
sam is such a neat and health freak, he has a minimalist interior. he only has a hard ecological friendly bed, no other comfort bc he believes that chairs are distracting and sitting is unhealthy. only eating raw and organic food and has a tight schedule for everything.
he’s so uptight and particular, tho when he’s with dean he let’s go of all that. he needs him like he need air. the one addiction/comfort he can’t quit. meanwhile sam is the only healthy thing dean is allowing himself, bc he would die without him. needs this clean thing in his life, even tho he thinks he doesn’t deserve it.
dean has greasy hands, eats only junk food, leaves his stuff lying around, and doesn’t throw out the trash. he sleeps in filthy clothes and doesn’t mind shady motels; in fact, that’s where he feels most comfortable.
he's just messy and a tbh bit disgusting, but sam can't say no to him. he needs him, even if it kills him. dean needs him, even if it keeps him alive.
they kiss as if they are starving because their need for each other is ingrained in their dna. their connection goes deeper than lifestyle choices or anything else. they are dependent on each other to stay alive.