Oct 30, 2020
Massively dissociated today. Dana really isn't doing well, but she still staying close to front because she feels like she has to force herself to be around because shes the host. I'm tryjng really hard to differentiate between her emotions and my own but it's hard to.
Right now she's got the overwhelming urge to relapse or just not exist at all anymore. Idk how to help her though and she's too scared to talk to anyone about it.