#terrible timing

[vodka-and-gingerale]

Kind of embarrassing that Vanity Fair have got this big ‘Let’s Hear It For The Boys’ edition all about the leading men of Hollywood, and it doesn’t feature the only two boys that Hollywood cares about right now

[just-another-dnp-blog]

was going to watch the new video on my break at work today and then never got to take my break 🥲

like i promise i will get around to it soon, i just need to find the time to actually sit down and concentrate on it

[hawkpartys]

rbs are off on the genai post bc there have been some updates. i will be making a post abt it just in a little bit when im not currently at the dentist

[milksnake-tea]

IM GOING TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF I JUST THOUGHT OF ANOTHER CUTE SUNDAY DRABBLE

[ghostellie]

Why did this come at the worst time possible

I saw red flag and almost had a heart attack

[hoarding-stories]

*screams and cries* ;~;

My stream buffered in the middle of the new intro

[museofpangolins]

waiT I'VE ONLY FOUND OUT ABOUT HADESTOWN A WEEK AGO AND HAVEN'T HAD A RATIONAL THOUGHT ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE EVER SINCE WHAT DO YOU MEAN EVA NOBLEZADA IS LEAVING THE SHOW??

[leaveherwildliketheflowers]

Hubs tested positive for covid today. He started showing mild symptoms yesterday that mirror allergies. His symptoms persisted today so he decided to test to be safe. Of course it was positive. I immediately tested despite feeling fine and it came back negative. Hubs will absolutely not allow us to stay in the same house until his symptoms go away to keep me and baby girl healthy, and as much as I hate it I know it's best for her. He offered to get a hotel, but I need him to get better and being home will help with that. So I packed up, loaded myself and Copper into the car, and drove the hour and a half to my inlaws house where I will be residing for at least the next few days.

My anatomy scan is Tuesday and now Hubs can't go. I know that is tearing him up, but he is insistent that I don't reschedule. I should be able to FaceTime him into the appointment so he can still be there even though he can't actually be there. It's just tough because it has been so nice having him there for support this time around. It will all be ok and I'm strong enough to get through it alone, but I will miss the comfort of having him in the room with me.

Hubs has also been a critical support the last week while my anxiety has been through the roof and I have been having PTSD episodes. I'm scared to be away from him. His parents are amazing and sooo supportive but I don't want them to see me like that. I am going to do the best I can to keep it together and keep myself calm for myself but more importantly for the baby.

I can do this. We are going to be ok. And my goodness we are really damn good parents for always making the hard choice to do what is best for our babies.