#terrified really

[the-void-echoes]

Chat, I get my DEGREE TOMORROW! Yippee I am engineer!

[veeeffvee]

Ngl guys, my trip is this week and I’m feeling all kinds of anxiety lmao

[casualrevs]

revelation #1: graduating is scary

DUN DUN DUNNNN. I have officially started my last exam season of my undergraduate degree, which feels weirdly nostalgic, but it's also terrible because I have no sense of urgency to study. That's not a good sign for anything to come. I have no clue what I'm going to do after. Do I look for a full-time job? Do I keep working a couple times a week? What about September? What if I don't get into law school? Not really sure what I'm going to do, but I've realized that this is way worse than graduating high school. I'm in a strange limbo situation and I'm not the biggest fan.

[ramblingsofasimplegirll]

this year i will be vulnerable and kind

[jaaneymann]

initial reaction of dentist was Not Good she said somehow it's gotten further back which means........ this might be what we feared all along besties...... it's going the bad way

[forkwisse]

I am genuinely afraid that I’m reaching the part of my life where my choices will actually dictate what I will and will not be able to do before I die. 

[xelxsolx]

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[wolchaos]

Moving Plans

I’m going to do it. I’m going to move to California to my older sister’s for now. My date is set at hopefully the end of April to have the funds to drive cross country to her. I need to get out of this toxic household and a month is a good time period to see what I can scrape together to get there.

I know I can save from my paychecks. It would only be about $175 in gas to get there. I’d have to figure out how to travel with two cats and find lodging but it’s a start. I have a Ball Jointed Doll and Disney Bridesmaid dress that could also be sold for some cash. 

I don’t know what else I could sell or do to make up the funds without my mother knowing. I don’t want to tell her until the last possible minute so she can’t talk me out of it.