Digital diary 2023.11.10.
I slept till 13:00. Ate a cabbage casserole with sour cream. Packaged my English textbooks and text notes. My dad talked about how rude my psychiatrist was.
Feeling: Motivated

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Digital diary 2023.11.10.
I slept till 13:00. Ate a cabbage casserole with sour cream. Packaged my English textbooks and text notes. My dad talked about how rude my psychiatrist was.
Feeling: Motivated
You make my days brighter.
That’s what you said to me. You caught me by surprise and I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what to say that was true and felt right and that I was able to say in the moment. All I could say is that my life is more fun with you in it.
It wasn’t enough and it wasn’t right, but that’s a perfect metaphor for all of my feelings and my ability to articulate them. My mind is a vortex and my heart is tucked safely in a cage of my own making. The only trouble is, I can’t remember where I left the key.
I keep spinning and spiraling and falling apart and building myself back up, only to be knocked down again. This is what heartbreak gets you.
At least you don’t seem to mind - yet. I’m terrified of the day you fall in love with me and the day I fall in love with you. Or the day that you don’t or that I don’t. I can’t make up my mind as to which would be worse.
I’m stuck on a carousel and I can’t get off.
50 shades of grey drinking game
take 1 shot everytime Ana bites her lip
take 2 shots everytime Christian stares at Ana
take 3 shots everytime Ana asks a question
take 4 shots everytime Christian says/do something psychopathic
there is no right or wrong religion there is no right or wrong gender there is no right or wrong sexuality there is no right or wrong skin colour we are all different why can’t we just fucking embrace that
10 things to start doing for yourself to feel better; 1. Get into a routine. Wake up the same time every morning, eat breakfast, brush your teeth, go on a walk. It gets easier everytime you do it, I promise. 2. Set approachable goals. Even if it’s just not to lay in bed all day, or to go to the grocery store, set goals you can accomplish. 3. Exercise. You don’t have to run a marathon. A few walks every week can make a huge difference. 4. Eat different. Don’t go with the same bread all week. Hormones in our brain give us endorphins when we taste and try something new. 5. Get enough sleep. If you only sleep two hours now, try with three. Go to bed earlier, and lay and stare at your roof for hours if you have to. At some point, your body will stop fighting, and it will let you sleep. 6. Don’t drop everything you have. Sometimes it’s good for us to clean our house, or room. Maybe dust that old shelf you have thought about a million times. You will feel better afterwards. 7. Fight your demons. It sounds hard, and it is. But start off by thinking in a different direction. Do you really think that old lady at the bus station hated you because you looked angry? Or do you think you teachers go home after work and think about your grades? Probably not. Remember that your mind is your biggest enemy. 8. Do things you love. Don’t you think anything is funny anymore? It’s just your brain fooling you. You need to let go and do the things that you are afraid of doing. Do you love to draw? Then draw! You will thank yourself later. 9. Remember that you are important. People usually think that they don’t matter. But you actually do. You matter to me, and you probably know someone that you matter to. A sister, a brother, a parent, a lover or a friend. Someone out there really cares for you, and you just need to let yourself accept that and understand it. 10. Read more. Magazines, books.. Read as much as you can. Reading makes your brain develop special hormones that makes you happier.
let us all take a moment and embrace the fact that feminism is on a whole new other level today than it was 365 days ago. embrace that and embrace feminism
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