#textsillneversend

[beginningofgoodbye]

-beginningofgoodbye

[alwaystrimming]

I don’t know what to do. Tonight you basically told me that you’re leaving because parenting got too hard. Marriage got too hard. This life we built together hit a snag, and now, you’re done with us. When I asked, why won’t you fight for us? You literally said, “Because I don’t want to right now.” And then we spoke about the fucking fact that you want to sleep around. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? You’re trading in this wonderful life we had, for cheap thrills??? You want to convince yourself you’re still going to have a relationship with our girls, and that you’re not an asshole for abandoning us…but you’re so caught up in your own shit, you don’t even know them now and you’re in the same house! So imagine what it’ll be like miles apart and with someone new in your life!? And yes, yes you are an asshole. I want to help you get back to who you were but that’s not who you want to be anymore, and as the days tick by, and you stab me with those words of selling out once more, I’m realizing more and more, I REALLYY —- and THE GIRLS REALLLLLLYYY —- deserve so much more than what your selfish ass wants to give us.

[n0bodylikesyouwhenyoure23]

Reasons why i hate you

It’s a hurt or be hurt kind of world. Unfortunately tonight he beat me too it— because I’m the one hurting.

[recklesslyhuman]

Why can't it be ok for me to get really drunk or high and talk to you like nothing changed?

[nihilistic-tendency]

To my boyfriend

Thank you for loving me when nobody else could. When all they saw were my flaws and issues, you were the one who saw my positive traits, believed in me, watched me grow, supported me and loved me. I’ll never understand why you chose me and I don’t think you will either. Thank you for chosing me. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you so much for everything. Just thank you so much. I’ll never be able to express how thankful I am for you and what you did for me. I’m so sorry for not being easy to love. I’m sorry for being stubborn and moody, sometimes cold and heartless. I’m sorry for being too much. And most importantly I’m sorry for not being able to love you the way you deserved it. You deserve the moon and all the stars but all I will ever be able to give you is a heartache. It’s not going to get easier. It never will. Not for you and not for me. You deserve so much better and I promise you from the bottom of my heart you will find someone whose eyes sparkle like those stars I could never reach. I’m not the one, we both know it. Yes, even you know it deep down even though you don’t want to admit it. I’m a mess. Your love won’t save me but it will save someone else, I promise. What we had was beautiful and intense and I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I even thought it might last. I really did! God, how badly I wanted it to work out. Maybe it will, maybe this is just a bad timing and we’ll meet again in a year. Maybe not…And honestly just thinking about not being with you breaks my heart. Knowing that me leaving is going to hurt you saddens me even more. I don’t think the sharp pain in my chest is ever going to leave… I’d love to remain friends with you, I like being around you, I like laughing with you, I feel comfortable and safe around and you and God, I want to stay, I really do, it’s not fucking fair. I wish I wish I was able to have a healthy relationship with you but right now I’m not. Being my friend and being my boyfriend is so much different. I don’t hurt my friends the way I hurt my partners. Be my friend again, please. Stop loving me, you probably never did. Please make it easier for me and start seeing me as a friend. I want to love you as a friend. It’s the only kind of love I’m comfortable with. I’m so sorry. For everything. For being the way I am.

[patioxfurniture]

Perplexing questions to the universe: How will I love again What will they look like How much will they care How will their smile melt my heart How will their words tear me apart

[0-0-1-0-1]

I hope she knows that she was a very important light in my life.

Kd

[locabaybeexx]

You keep hurting me. Over and over again. I keep letting you. I just want the old us back.