#tgoughts

[cb-writes-stuff]

I’ve been thinking about clothes.

[blarhiv]

Hi, it seems like we haven't seen each other in quite a while haha! I know that many words have already been said, and surely there will be more...But here're my 5 cents!(yup, I just want to rant a little lol) Recently, my friend and I discussed various things about KM: their story, development, the subject of destiny. You know, I think we haven’t properly thought about the fact that fate might have brought Jimin and Jungkook together, allowed them to meet and get to know each other, become closer, and subsequently learn what happiness is, despite all the difficulties. And you know, all this may sound like a beautiful fairy tale... Maybe so, but from the outside perspective, their story is still incredibly beautiful and inspiring. When Jungkook in his recent vlive said that he believes in destiny, I think many of us had something in them turned upside down ... I don't even know how to describe it. Wow, yes, Jungkook really believes in fate and destiny. And now Serendipity's words and meaning immediately come to my mind, and, well, Namjoon himself said that he writes songs in accordance with the experience and feelings of his friends. Plus, the way this song, starting from the release itself, means something more for these two than for the others, is fascinating.

Then, not so long ago, in BTS run, we saw the moment with destiny, KM shaking each other's hands in that gentle manner, not at all in the same way that two guys usually shake hands. Then this finger touch... which we have already seen twice, and with a good time gap between the events. And a small note: obviously, I don’t know how much I can mix real life and MVs (in fact, I don’t really like to do it, because MVs are MVs and have their own story in them, and life is life, but they can project some real life into the MVs or the other way around, you know what I mean?), but ... Do you remember the moment when Jimin jabbed his finger on a cactus and drew blood? And remember the moment from the bs&t when on Jungkook's finger there was some liquid resembling of blood and him licking this drop?...

Okay, that was a little bit weird, and maybe unnecessary haha However, Serendipity isn't the only example, we can all safely say that Jimin and Jungkook have a lot of their own, inside/local things that only they understand. Destiny, fingers gesture, old signs with a nose, still an unexplainable moment with Laguna, a million jokes that are only between the two of them and so on ... and there’s probably so much more we don’t know! And one more thing!!! Their choice of some songs .. I always think of "Dear no one". If you remember, this song is about soulmates. At first glance, the performer seems to be challenging, but in fact singer is waiting for "the one" so much ... Very romantic, a little sad, but proud song. But ... oh, yeah, a little bit of delulu, but remember this moment when Jungkook sang it, Tae teasing him and the expression on Tae’s face... priceless!!

Speaking further about fate/destiny... Jimin and Jungkook were born in the same city, both came to Seoul, both tied their lives with the same profession, both are in the same group, they have grown together, their realtionship has developed trough years; also they even have moles in the same places, their IQ is the same... Also Jimin and Jungkook perfectly complement each other. In my opinion, their characters are perfect for one another. Jungkook is a clear introvert, he relies on his feelings, values and thoughts. He is a very persistent and honest person. Jimin is an extrovert, he understands people very well and knows how to feel the situation, the atmosphere in which he is and how to control it. He is charismatic, loving, and always thinks about other people. I believe that their duet maintains a deep mental-emotional connection. Next to Jimin Jungkook is quite timid, agitated, but at the same time mature and extremely attentive to him. And as I mentioned above, Jimin loves to control the situation, he has a really strong character... but he’s ready to take a step back for Jungkook. We have quite a few examples. Do agree that this is a very important aspect when one person, who is always very attentive, responsible and critical to himself, can relax and feel calm and secure next to another person... Jungkook will protect Jimin from everything... and Jimin will protect Jungkook. They’re always right next to each other in the times of trouble, when the other one is anxious, or worried, or injured. There could be so many more words said about the matter, but here’s my conclusion: Jimin and Jungkook are very emotionally compatible, they are like two sides of the same coin, opposite in some ways, but nevertheless complementing each other’s traits. But you know, as it is said, happiness can be found in little things. And Jungkook's recent phrase „when after the concert I naturally met Jimin’s eyes and high-fived him. It feels like I can connect“. Isn’t it true happiness when you just meet somebody’s gaze and feel how your hearts are connected? I think this is the real DESTINY.

[miystery]

The ground

I am on the ground

But my mind is in the sky

Please let me come back

At least let me try.

I want to be close by you

To understand how to be good

I am a piece of shit right now

Forgive me God, I want the ground

The clouds are grey

And so are they

The people are mean

I want to be seen.

Let me scream

At least let me move

I want to love

And I dont want to be lost

[writing-quotess]

You are the freedom, I was looking for my whole life....

Mia Hart

[snakecat]

looks like dry socket’s blasting off again

[jimjaxson]

To the future with many questions but yet reflecting on where we came from. #life #selfie #tgoughts #questions #pondering https://www.instagram.com/p/BvfIX6IHFyt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=344rjl38pvar

[foreverseveredthoughts]

I think this is the first time in months that I've hit my threshold and came really close to doing something really stupid to myself. As the day droned on, thoughts of just ending everything kept persistently poking at my focus. Just like a cat left in the cold trying to get inside. I had to keep getting my mind occupied with something. Anything. Playing snake on my phone. Counting bricks on the ground as I walked. The day felt like running a marathon without the finish line in sight and the runner's high had all but faded within the first quarter of the race. I wanted to stop. I exhausted. I felt like throwing myself off somewhere. Living just felt so excruciating and the thought of even needing to go to the next building for class felt so laborious. I felt my spirit being crushed. I became irritable at everyone and angry at myself for feeling such things when I have everything I could ever ask for. A loving and supportive home that has made loving life comfortable. Amazing friends that I could depend on with my life. And a girlfriend that not only cares for my physical well being but also nourishes my mental wellness and my soul with an unmatched loving persistence, regardless of how difficult I can get. I hate why I am why I am. It continues to baffle me how I manage to even get people to care for someone as useless as me. Today was really shit day.

[kirboob]

Aren't sunglasses just night vision goggles because like night vision they like make you see like it's night